RP:]] The Best Little Whorehouse in Orange County! XD

-Closes eyes-
Syn stop making this so difficult!
How can you make this right Syn? Tell me that, how? There's nothing you can do that will make it all okay. Not now.
-Wipes eyes-

I don't know! But I can find a way!
Matt, don't I deserve a second chance? I'm your best friend, I'm the only reason you've let yourself fall in love again. Yes, I've made you feel this pain but what about everything else you felt with me? All the good things, they can happen again if you'll give me a chance to make them happen.

-comes out of bedroom-
For God sake!
-walks to kitchen and grabs a cup of coffee-
-drinks-
mmmm hello friend.
-drinks more-

How do I know that though Brian? I let you into my heart and then you fucking broke it.
You do deserve a second chance. And you are right, fuck me you are so right. How can I throw this all away just because of a few feelings you and Gerard share?
But I still can't. I promised myself last night when I was reaching for the fucking razor blades that I would never get back with you.
You don't wanna get back together with me anyway. How could you? I'd be mad whenever you saw Gerard again, and waiting for you to call his name whenever we sleep together.
It wouldn't be the same.

-Turns to Zacky-
Oh thank God
Hey Zacky.
Sorry about falling asleep during our conversation Zacky. I swear to god one night we will be able to have it without me falling asleep.
-Nods-
-Smiles at-
Thanks for taking care of me last night. You're a great friend.
-Hugs-

Razorblades? Matt, you weren't going to hurt yourself were you?
*falls to floor*
Fuck.
*shakes head*
*looks up*
I don't want to see Gerard again. I've told you that. I want to spend my life with you. I know it'll be hard but we can make it through. Matt, I was willing to kill Bert just to be with you. After everything I told you. Isn't that enough to prove I want to be with you and only you?

-hugs Matt's shoulders-
No problem man.
You want some hot chocolate or something?
-brushes hair from face-

-Moves down and sits at floor with Syn-
-Places hand on shoulder-
-Looks into eyes-
I didn't do anything. I promise you.
My mind was telling me to do it.
I wasn't going to though.
I didn't... hurt myself.
-Smiles weakly-
I know. I know you wanna be with me and have done so much to prove that to me.
But... I still... I can't... I was so hurt I...
-Wipes eyes-
I don't know...

-Smiles at Zacky-
Thanks.
I have coffee, that's enough for me.
Thanks anyway.

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-leans against the breakfast bar and watches-
I really hate him right now.
I hope that Matt telling him this, is making him get what he deserves.
-scowls down at Syn-
You're pathetic.

*looks down*
Fine.
I've just wasted my time here, haven't I? I've never been in love before Matt and now I'm losing it after a few days. I see why you never wanted to fall in love again.
*gets up*
I need some air.
*grabs jacket*
*walks out*

[[BRB, dying my hair... well I think, my mum's bitching at me for wearing a hat because my hair's greasy and my dye needs to be on unwashed hair. "If you're so bothered about your hair being greasy why did you get it cut short?" Oh fuck off.]]

-watches Syn leave-
-mumbles-
I can't believe him.
-sighs-
Matt, you ok?

-Watches Syn go-
-Doesnt say anything-
-Hears door slam-
-Tries to fight back tears-
Zacky...
-Moves towards and hugs-
-Sobs into shoulder-
Zacky I'm sorry for you to have to put up with all of this.
-Sniffs-

((And okaaay goodluck!))

Shhh...
-breaks away from hug-
-slings arm round shoulder-
Come on, lets go and sit down.
-walks Matt over to couch-
-sits down with-
-brings Matt's had to chest-
-strokes Matt's hair-

-Smiles-
I'm being so stupid, aren't I?
You were there. You must have heard.
He wants me back so much.
And part of me wants him too.
-Looks up at-
-Wipes eyes-
Zacky, what should I do?

I can't tell you what to do Matt.
-strokes hair-
I can only give you my bias opinion.
I have being with you all night, I have seen you hurt, I haven't seen Syn hurt so...
I can say I'm on your side. And I say, fuck him, just let him rot.

-Smiles at-
Thanks.
How can he be hurt anyway? He don't need me. He has Gerard. I have... no one.
I guess my mind was right, huh?
No one loves me. I'm not meant to love. I am meant to be alone, forever.
I should listen to it more often, seen as its always right.

Come on babez.
He does need you, mye not as much as you need him but still.
And come on, no one loves you?
If I didn't love you, why would I be sitting here cuddling you?
Hmm...

-Says bitterly-
He doesnt need me.

-Smiles-
Zacky I told you this before.
You don't love me. You want my body. You want me for sex.
-Shrug-
You dont love me.
-Takes Zacky's chin and holds up so Zacky is looking into eyes, both faces inches away from eachother-
You'd know if you loved me, okay?
-Uses other hand to stroke chest-
In your heart.
-Smiles-
You would be able to feel it. Feel it... flutter when you look at me. Feel strange when I touch you.
You'd just know, okay?

-leans forward and kisses softly-
That shut him up...
Like that?
-smiles-

[[I look like M. Shadows and Johnny Christ's lovechild. Covered in purple hairdye. I have my hair slicked back at the front in a weird mohawk at the back. *waits* Hurry up and develop you bastard! It's... very purple. At the moment, might not be when it comes off :(]]

((Aww, how does it look so far?))

-Blinks-
Zacky... what the hell?

*walks along road*
*mumbles to self*
Fucking Matt, I don't need him anyway.
I'm Synyster fucking Gates, I don't need anyone.
*drops onto bench*
I work better alone.
I'm happy alone.
*watches couples*
*yells at young straight couple making out*
HE'LL JUST SCREW AROUND AND EXPECT YOU TO FORGIVE HIM THEN LEAVE WHEN YOU FUCK UP!
*huffs*
*sees kid walking by*
Kid: *smiles*
*scowls*
Kid: *sticks tongue out*
*blows raspberry*
Kid: *giggles*
*rolls eyes*

Matt wrote:: ((Aww, how does it look so far?))

-Blinks-
Zacky... what the hell?

[[Even more purple than it looked on the box. Like this font color but a bit brighter. My biggest fear is the purple taking to the bits where my natural hair colour's poking through and not to the rest of it. I'd look like a leopard.]]

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