RP:]] The Best Little Whorehouse in Orange County! XD

((:o LIKE OLD BENJI HAIR! Haha, except his was green... BUT THAT WOULD BE SO AWESOME!! But woot at purple! Woo -dances- ))

((Btw Chloe has gone somewhere so I dont know what's gonna happen with Matt. Hahah))

Matt wrote:: ((:o LIKE OLD BENJI HAIR! Haha, except his was green... BUT THAT WOULD BE SO AWESOME!! But woot at purple! Woo -dances- ))

[[Purple in honour of Synyster Gates! Who's birthday I'm still celebrating, haha! I was sick of being accused of being an emo with basic black hair, at least now I have some colour! 'Sides I have to have a wacky hair colour at least once in my life. I've gone blonde before (NEVER AGAIN! I looked like a freaking traumatised badger!) so purple seemed logical. Plus it'll stop my sister calling me Gerard everytime I walk into a room.]]

Matt wrote:: ((Btw Chloe has gone somewhere so I dont know what's gonna happen with Matt. Hahah))

[[Well Syn can come back after Girl-Syn's had her hair finished off. LoL, dun wanna come back before and have to disappear while I fix the hair.]]

((AWESOME! Purple and black are like, meh fav colours.
PRETTY HAIR! And blonde hair sucks. But mine still is this crazyness colour. Even though it is over a week later and it is supposed to be wash in wash out. Umm shit? LOL))

-shrugs-
I don't know.
But, how did you feel?
-smiles at Matt-
-still millimetres away from face-

((Alrighty. Matt can be in suspended animation or whatever until Chloe gets back or whatever... Mwahah))

((Woot! Ye back!))

-Bites lip-
-Looks into eyes-
I don't know how I feel.
It's kinda good... makes me stop hurting so much. Not just the kissing, just... being with you in general.
-Narrows eyes-
Zacky there is no point even trying with me though, seriously. You're not gonna get anywhere. I'd give up whatever feelings you think you have for me if I were you.

Matt wrote:: ((Alrighty. Matt can be in suspended animation or whatever until Chloe gets back or whatever... Mwahah))

[[Bad mind. I read suspenders. I now have visions of Matt as Frank-N-Furter from Rocky Horror.]]

-leans back slightly-
And why should i give up these feelings, huh?
-smirks-
I love you Matt.
I really do love you.

(( :lol!: ))

[[Eep, s'coming off now. PLEASE BE PURPLE OR I'LL CRY!]]

Zacky wrote:: -leans back slightly-
And why should i give up these feelings, huh?
-smirks-
I love you Matt.
I really do love you.

Zacky you don't love me. You really don't.
-Smiles weakly-
And you should give up these feelings cos they're pointless.
I will never, ever love someone again.
I promised myself that.
And even though it sucks, I still love Syn.
I could never do this to you.
You should just... give them up.

No. I won't.
And you know why?
Becuase all those things that you said love was about.
I feel them.
I feel them when I touch you, when I look at you and when I'm just with you.
I feel them all Matt, every single feeling.

-Blinks-
Zacky you... love me?
-Closes eyes-
You can't love me. You just can't. No one can.
There is just no point.

((Yeah. Right now I am like :shock: at this fic. Haha))

-puts fingers to lips-
I can love you.
Cos I say so.
-smiles-
Now, kiss me.
-moves closer to lips, eyes flickering to Matt's-

Zacky I...
I just... Brian... I... don't know...
I...
-Strokes hair softly-
-Moves lips towards and kisses softly on lips-
-Pulls away-
-Moans-
I can't do this.
Zacky you need to stop all the feelings you have for me, okay?

Matt I can't just stop.
You of all people should understand that!
I thought this would make you happy.
Knowing that someone loved you but obviously,
-pulls away from Matt-
I was wrong.
-stands up from couch-

-Stands up too-
-Walks towards-
-Wraps arms around-
-Looks into eyes-
-Strokes hair softly-
-Smiles-

Zacky it does make me happy. Even though I dont believe what you are feeling is real love.
-Bites lip-
I just feel bad for you, is all.
You know me. You know what I am like.
-Smiles down at-
And no matter how much I might want it.
I just can't be with you.

-sighs-
Ok.
-looks down at shoes-

-Places hand on chin and tilts head up-
I'm sorry Zacky.
-Licks lips-
I am. What do you want from me anyway?
Want me to... fool around with you still? Want me to love you? Want me to be with you?
-Bites lip-
I just... don't know what's going on right now.

-shakes head slowly-
I don't know what I want.
-closes eyes-

Then I don't know what to do Zacky.
-Shrug-
I told you never to get involved with me.
-Sniffs-
What feelings do you have for me anyway?

-looks up at-
I told you how I feel...
But words mean nothing, do they?
-sighs-
-thinks-
-looks around room in head-
What could I do to prove how much I love him?
What did I do last night...
After Matt fell asleep, I came out here and I...
Oh My God how could I forget...
-smiles up and Matt-
Come with me.
-takes Matt by the hand and takes into spare bedroom-

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