RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

-stops-
DON'T SAY THAT!
YOU DON'T FUCKING MEAN IT!
STOP TOYING WITH ME!
I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!!!
-grabs chest-

I'm not fucking toying with you, it's the truth!
I do love you Zacky! I do!
If you knew I did a few days ago why do you think I dont now? You cant just STOP loving someone like that!
I DO still love you Zacky. And you are gonna take a hell of a lot of time to get over.
But I chose Syn and I'm fucking sticking by that decision.
I love you.
But I cant be with you.
I'm with Syn.
And I want to stay with Syn.
I am happy with him.

You are toying with me!
You say you love me, give my hopes up.
Then you throw back in my face that you are with Syn.
That Syn has you and I don't!
I can't have you!
I CAN'T FUCKING HAVE YOU!
-collaspes to floor crying-

-Moves towards Zacky-
-Holds-
-Gets wet by rain-
Zacky I'm so sorry.
-Looks at into eyes, face inches away-
What do you want from me?

I...I don't know anymore.
-looks away from Matt's eyes-
Please don't do this to me....

-Looks straight into eyes-
-Moves closer-
If what you want from me.
Is for me not to do this to you.
For me to just stop with you.
Then that is what I will do.
-Smiles-
If that's what you want.

Stop asking me what I want when I don't fucking know.
Just kiss him, you want him, think about yourself for once.
-kisses forcefully-
There, you happy now!
Thats what I wanted!
I FUCKING WANT YOU!

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

[[Wow......
It's intense!
I LOVE IT!
Heh heh.
.... :suspect:
Something was just announced on tv about MCR headlining a tour with fall out boy...
HUH?!
Well.. it could be worst.. -shrugs- They could tour with.. -thunder crashes-
PANIC! AT THE DISCO O.O
Hahaa
Anyways I'm so boreddddddd
And I'm unsure about what to do...
Becky's taking a few days off from the computer...
Poor thing thinks she has the signs Carpal Tunnel
O.O
Oh god I hope not...
Somehow I'll fit Frank in.. somehow... -evil laughter-]]

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

[I'm so weird...
I got bored...
And really mad for some reason..
And felt like crying and taking a stab at being emo..
So I wrote alot.. cried alot... and shit...
I now will always have a rhyming siggy, haha
And yeah... I really really need a life.
X.X
Anyways https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q4tvd30Kz08&NR=1
Well that cheered me up...!! According to Frankie Gerard sleeps... naked?
With him that is.. Muwhahaa :twisted:]]

Zacky wrote:: Stop asking me what I want when I don't fucking know.
Just kiss him, you want him, think about yourself for once.
-kisses forcefully-
There, you happy now!
Thats what I wanted!
I FUCKING WANT YOU!

-Gets kissed-
Zacky, I love you.
But... I can't... I fucking can't I'm sorry.
-Bites lip-
Leave! Leave before you do something else...
I'm sorry Zacky.
-Is drenched in rain-
-Runs aways-

-Gets into Syn's bedroom wet through-
-Syn asleep-
This is right, this is where I'm meant to be... with Brian...
-Gets as dry as possible-
-Takes of clothes-
-Gets into bed with underwear on-
-Cuddles Syn-
-Falls asleep-

*feels body against self*
*rolls over*
*opens eyes*
*sees Matt*
*smiles*
*kisses head*
*lays watching him sleep*

((Okay, I am gonna be away from like, 2pm today to like either monday or tuesday. So... what can happen with our guys?
I'm staying with Chloe so it isnt exactly like there isnt an internet, but yeah))

-Moans-
-Opens eyes slowly-
-Blinks-
-Croaks-
Hey Syn.
-Yawns-
-Smiles at-

[[Yikes! And what am I supposed to do all weekend? LoL. Erm, I dunno. Sure we'll figure out something.]]

Morning sleepyhead. :)
*kisses*
When did you get here?

{{LOL I am staying tomorrow night (Eek! PROM! Chloe promised to bring Bratt and Mattacky so it's all gonna be good. LOL that will defo be somethin to remember from prom. Haha) Friday night at Geri's, and then Chloe's onwards. LOL. Chloe, if you are reading this, how the fuck did you persuade your parents to let us stay home alone for a few days? My mom NEVER would, she'd think we'd have loud music, boys over and blow up the place or something. LOL. And you can come to Syn! Haha, Just get your ass down to Portsmouth :D}}

-Smiles-
Not sure.
I stayed and... talked with Zacky for a while and then came here.
-Lowers head-
Syn it was... bad. I really dont know what I can do about him now.

((*Breathes*
Okay I almost fucking blew up/threw up/passed out last night.
And I feel like I'm gonna now.
I'm gonna have to tell Emma I cant come to her Art thing today... I think. I dont know... I need to go at 2.. I'm probably gonna be better then. Grrr and I am ill before the prom. Oh Great. ;-( Grrrrrr))

[[LoL, you know I would if I could.]]

Honey, it'll be okay.
He just needs some time to himself, yeah?
You won't lose him, he's not stupid enough to throw away all those years of friendship you've had over something like this.

((Then... could? Find a way! And not Gerard Way Cos he would rape you on the way.... Okay I'ma shut up now..))

Yeah I guess. I still need to talk to him though, make sure he's okay.
-Looks at time-
Ha, he's probably still asleep now.
In David's bed?
-Smiles-
-Looks at-
So what do you wanna do today?

[[I could hitch a ride on his back! And I have no problem with the raping. Y'can't rape the willing. ;) That sounded SO wrong.]]

Nothing. :)
Just sleep and cuddle.
And maybe eat.
Have a drink or two.
I dunno, I hadn't really thought ahead.

Syn wrote:: [[I could hitch a ride on his back! And I have no problem with the raping. Y'can't rape the willing. ;) That sounded SO wrong.]]

Nothing. :)
Just sleep and cuddle.
And maybe eat.
Have a drink or two.
I dunno, I hadn't really thought ahead.

That actually sounds like a good idea.
-Grins-
-Cuddles-
Though I wouldnt mind going out and kissing in public again.
That was fun.
-Kisses-

((((((((Alrighty then I am not going to Emma's today. I phoned her. Aww I woke her up. Ooops. But yeah, too ill.
Hahaha But.... Gerard is scary and pervy and old! How can ye be willing?))))))))

[[Coz I'm old too? He's only 10 years older than me, haha.]]

Mmm, well we can do that too.
If we ever decide to get out of this bed.
*nuzzles neck*
I know I'm quite content to just lay here, heh.

Ha, me too.
-Smiles-
I'm comfy here.
-Rests head on chest-
Dream anything?

{{Hmm... I would say that he was too old for you, but my dad is 10 years older than my stepmother....But apparently my dad looks like Shannon Leto... but then again he is Gerard Way.....}}

[[Dude, I am so confused, haha! Anyway, 30 can't be too old for me. Antonio Banderas is 46? And he's still hot. That said, his stepson is older than me so I have noooooo chance, haha.]]

I dreamt that you'd left me for Zacky...
Nah, I don't usually dream after I've been drinking...
*covers mouth*
Um.
What about you?
*smiles*

((I dont like any really older guys I dont think... do I? *Thinks*))

-Touches cheek-
Brian, why do you even need to drink anymore?
I'm with you now. You're happy.... right?
You only drink when you're unhappy, right?

And I didnt dream. I only just fell asleep. -Grins-

[[Jacoby Shaddix.]]

Yeah, I'm really happy.
I just... got a little nervous. I mean, you were with Zacky and...
I do trust you, I really do.
It's just... I know what it's like to be around someone you love when they're desperate. You do stupid things. A tiny part of me thought that you were going to leave me again.
I didn't drink that much though, I'm not hungover or anything. It was just a couple of beers.

((=O He isn't *that* old. Okay... Maybe almost twice my age BUT STILL! HE'S JUST SO DAMN CUTE!))

You don't need to worry about me and Zacky.
Nothing happened last night. ~~well, he kissed me~~ but I didn't kiss back. I pulled away, set him straight and ran back here.
-Shrugs-
I dont know what I am gonna do about him.
But Syn, I have learnt my lesson. I am never gonna cheat and hurt you again. I love you way too much to loose you this time.
-Kisses-
And I dont mind if you drink. I just dont wanna be the reason why, is all.

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