RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:: Touched a few nerves actually.
-Walks closer-
Will you fucking BACK OFF and leave me alone.
What is your PROBLEM with me anyway?
-Face inches away from David's-

I bet if I kissed you right now.
You wouldn't pull away.
You know why?
Cos you are a slut that is led by his dick.

-Hears-
If you kissed me right now David I would probably hit you so hard you wouldnt even remember it. I swear to fucking god.
AND I AM NOT A FUCKING SLUT!
-Glares-

I don't believe you!

For fuck sake!
Why can't you guys just be fucking happy for me for once?!
-grabs bag and runs from Bargate-

Matt, relax, okay?
*strokes arm*
He's just a little punk who doesn't know what's good for him.
We'll just leave him to it.
Zack won't stick around much longer after hearing that.

-Glares at David-
Now look what you fucking did.
-Leaves-
Okay this time, we are leaving.
-Turns around and leaves David-
-Leaves Bargate-

-dumps bag on bench and slumps down-
-runs hands through hair-
Why can't they just leave me to make my own friends?
They didn't have to be friends with them themselves.
They could have left, they could have...
Who am I kidding?
I don't fit in anywhere anymore.
-feels tears in eyes-

Syn wrote:: Matt, relax, okay?
*strokes arm*
He's just a little punk who doesn't know what's good for him.
We'll just leave him to it.
Zack won't stick around much longer after hearing that.

-Smiles-
Okay Syn.
-Hugs-
You dont... you dont believe what he said, do you?
Cos it's lies. I'm not gonna leave you. I love you Syn. Please believe that.
-Smiles-
Come on...
Oh fuck, the rain.
-Looks up-
You wouldnt happen to have an umbrella would you?
-Grins-
-Looks around-
You see Zacky anywhere?

You want to go after him?
I'll understand.
*smiles*

[[AKA, I'm being kicked off, haha.]]

-feels the rain but doesn't move-
-feels eyeliner run down cheeks-
Oh fuck it...

I know you're not and I know you do.
Why would I believe someone like him over you?
*smiles*
*looks round*
I can't see him from here. He could be anywhere.

I'll go and talk to him alone, okay?
I'm the one who has the problem anyway...
You... go home or something.
I will meet you there later.
-Kisses-
I promise nothing will happen.
-Smiles-
-Kisses-
I will make it okay... Or try to at least.
I dont want to loose him as a friend...

*kisses back*
Okay.
I'll go make the bed warm.
*smiles*
Love you.
*kisses*
I'll see you later.
*walks away with smile*

-Smiles-
By Syn.
-Bites lip-
Why does it always rain when Syn has to leave?
Haha that is so cliche... well whatever.
-Searches for Zacky-

-Calls-
Zacky?
Zacky Babe, you here?
-Shivers-
Fuck it's freezing.
-Walks passed where Zacky is-
Zacky, if you aren't gonna talk to me then I'm just gonna go back home...

-says coldly-
Go home then.

Zacky, I wanna talk to you.
You totally can't blame me for that! David was the one who started at it, bitching at me and Syn for no reason! He doesnt even know us.
But if you dont wanna talk then fine.
-Shrugs-

Have you got a problem with me being friends with other people?

Pff, Of course not Zacky.
You can have other friends!
It's just... David? What the fuck?
He... you have to admit it was totally uncalled for. He doesnt even know me and Syn. You must understand that I was angry at him because of that.
But I dont have a problem with Mick. Or Billy or any of your other friends you may have. I do, however have a problem with someone who would randomly insult my boyfriend and then yell at me about deep, personal things which he has no right to know.
Why the fuck did you tell him anyway?

The moment you walked into that shopping centre, you made fun of people! It made me feel so guilty.
And then you made me feel even more guilty for changing!
When all I want to do is get away from the person I was.
I'm sorry if you don'r want me to change.
But the fact is I am still Zacky and I was happy then, with those people, and that should be enough for you.

Matt wrote:: Pff, Of course not Zacky.
You can have other friends!
It's just... David? What the fuck?
He... you have to admit it was totally uncalled for. He doesnt even know me and Syn. You must understand that I was angry at him because of that.
But I dont have a problem with Mick. Or Billy or any of your other friends you may have. I do, however have a problem with someone who would randomly insult my boyfriend and then yell at me about deep, personal things which he has no right to know.
Why the fuck did you tell him anyway?

Maybe it was.
But you didn't help matters.
You could have a least tried rather than glaring at him and insulting him.
And personally, he gave as good as he got. In my opinion.

So am I supposed to just stand back and let some random guy call me a slut?
Why are you even agreeing with him?
-Places hand on shoulder-
Zacky I am your best friend and I love you. I have known you for years and used to fucking date you.
He... has known you for five seconds, and you are on his side.
Zacky what is up with you? This is ME! Me, Matt Sanders.
Please dont turn into one of them. I dont mean emo, I mean like, someone who is gonna be mean to me and Syn for no reason, someone like him.
Zacky I love you.
Please dont do this.
Please be our friend again. Dont... ditch us for them.
Cos you know you wont be able to be friends with David as well as us.
He hates us, and we hate him, now at least.
You know it wouldnt work.
-Touches-
Please...

And if you think you are happy with these people and not with us then fine.
Be friends with them instead.
-Shrugs-
It's your fucking choice.

For fuck sake...
I can't deal right now.
-stands up and walks away-
-stops-
-turns back-
I really really am trying to do what I am think is right here.
I just fucking can't do anything right.
I really fucking can't.
I try to make new friends, I can't do that right.
I try to change so i can forget myself , i cant do that!
WHAT CAN I DO MATT?!
-turns around and leaves-
-cries-

Matt wrote:: And if you think you are happy with these people and not with us then fine.
Be friends with them instead.
-Shrugs-
It's your fucking choice.

-voice breaks-
Why do I have to choose?!
Thats not fair!
-cries-

-Runs after-
-Pulls and turns around-
-Looks down on-
-Strokes hair softly-
-Smiles down on-
Zacky... you can be who you want to be.
Whoever YOU ARE inside of you.
Let out.
And be that person.
And whoever it is. I can deal. Cos if it is who you are, than that is who I have always loved.
-Smiles-

I'm sorry.
I just...
I...I...I want to be me.
But I don't know who me is anymore.
I'm sorry...
-runs in opposite direction

Zacky wait!
Please...
-Falls to ground-
-Cries-
I've lost my best friend forever...
Zacky come back! Please!!! Talk to me!
Zacky I love you...

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