RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

-Places hand on shoulder-
What's the other part?
Zacky, if I cant give you the other stuff, the whole "I can't let you go as a friend" stuff I will try and give you whatever else you want.
I dont want you to hurt anymore. I want it all to be okay between us.

The only way it would be ok is if you loved me back.
But you don't.
So, there is no point in worrying about what I want.
-goes to stand up-

-Grabs hand and pulls down-
Zacky didn't I tell this last night?
I do love you. So much.
I just can't be with you.
I know that hurts you.
-Moves closer so face is inches away-
But it hurts me too that I can't be with someone I love so much.
-Strokes hair-
But I can't. It wouldnt be fair on you if I was. Cos I would just want Syn.
I love him too Zacky. And I chose to be with him.

There you go again!
You always do that!
You tell me you love me and then you bring me down to reality again.
-punches arm-
Why do you always do that?
Why?
-starts to cry-

Syn wrote:

[[*watches with popcorn*
Right, I am DEFINITELY going to Newcastle next week and I am DEFINITELY getting a tattoo done. Random but meh.
*keeps watching*]]

((LOL! And YAY! What you having and where?))

Zacky wrote:

There you go again!
You always do that!
You tell me you love me and then you bring me down to reality again.
-punches arm-
Why do you always do that?
Why?
-starts to cry-

Cos if I just told you I loved you.
Without mentioning Syn.
Then I would want to kiss you and I would want to be with you.
And I can't. I just can't.
I'm never gonna cheat again. Ever.
I'm sorry Zacky.
But I do love you okay. I do.
And what does it matter if I do? You hate me right?

I only hate you because you love me.
I hate myself cos I love you.
I just, I just don't want to love you anymore.

-Touches hair-
You'd have thought.
That if you loved me. And I loved you.
Then there wouldnt be a problem, right?
-Smiles weakly-
Please dont hate yourself because of me.
-Comes closer-

((I actually have no idea what should happen with Matt and Zacky and Matt and Syn. Haha, usually I do, but I dont. Anyone got any ideas?))

((*Glares* Grrr it deleted my post. Something aboot how I wanna see the tattoo in pictures when it is done and that it is an awesome idea.
Grrr at me deleting post by accident :())

-looks up at Matt-
Don't...
Don't if you...
Please...
-leans forward-

-Looks down at lips-
-Own lips hover over slightly-
Zacky no matter how much I want to kiss you right now.
I just can't.
I'm...I'm not...

-sobs-
Stop teasing me then!

((AWESOME! Shall be. And... yeah I dont live in Newcastle. So I wouldnt know :( LOL.
Chloe, you have any ideas? Even though we both have been screaming the same thing at eachother on MSN LOL))

I'm not teasing you.
-Closes eyes-
Cos this is just teasing me.
Zacky I want to fucking kiss you.
But it would just make things worse between us.
How would you like it if I kissed you but then told you we can't be together?
It'll be worse...

Fine then.
-gets up and dusts down pants-

-Gets up-
-Rain falling down on-
-Pulls self closer to Zacky-
Zacky, what do you want me to do?
Leave and never see you again? Leave you to be friends with all of these guys? Just... forget about you?

I want you!
How many times do you want me to say it?

What from me?
Want me to date you? Want me to be with you? Want me to kiss you? Want me to be like how I was a few days ago with you?
What?
Zacky, I have told you I'm not gonna leave Syn for you.
You know you can't have that.
Is there anything else I can give you that would make you okay?
-Bites lip-

I want you to love me again.
Love me like you did.
Like I was the only one for you.

-Touches cheek-
Zacky I do love you like I used to.
But you aren't the only one for me.
And you never were.
I am never gonna stop loving him.
And I am never gonna stop loving you.
-Places other hand on shoulder and looks down on-

-nods-
I understand.
-pulls from Matt's grasp-
-walks away into Bargate-
-spots David and his friends-