RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:33 am

I'm so proud of you Matt.
Before you'd have just tried to fuck me anyway. But you really seem to get it this time.
It's going to hurt, but you can beat it.
You're M fucking Shadows, are you going to let a pansy emo boy do this to you?

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:35 am

...
Proud of me?
I hate me right now.
The way i can never let you go.
I refuse to.
Right now it seems like I'm not gonna be happy again until i have you again.
I am so jealous of Zacky right now.
I wish i was him.
He gets you. And has no problems, no emo moments.
-pauses-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:39 am

Zacky has no problems?! He's a pregnant man who's boyfriend's still in love with his ex. He's the biggest emo of the lot of us.

You're just heartbroken, everyone goes through it. You just need to try and work through it.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:41 am

I dont want to work it out. All I want is you Syn...
Like yesterday, it reminded me of old times. The intimacy and the love. I miss it so much. I would give anything for us to go back to that.
But I am too late.
Its all... just too late.
=/

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:43 am

I want you to hit me.

Get your frustrations out. I'm the reason you're like this. So hit me. Let it all out. It's not like I can't fight back.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:46 am

Syn what the fuck?
How am i supposed to hurt you?
-Punches weakly-
It's not helping Syn. I just want you more.
Grr

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:48 am

*cocks eyebrow*
Fucks sake Shadows.
Being with Frank has turned you into a fucking pussy.

[[We all know what Syn/Matt fights lead to... ;)]]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:49 am

Yeah, you're right, he did turn me into a pussy.
But still.
-Sighs-
-Tries to regain self, breathes, remembers the old Matt Shadows and punches hard-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:56 am

{{Has half an hour.
Except my mom thinks i have math rev so wont pick meh up until 3:30
so i guess i could hide here, even though im not allowed. Haha}}

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:56 am

*grabs nose*
*laughs wickedly*
That's it Shadows.
That's the guy I remember.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:58 am

I will try to be the Matt you used to know, ok?
I am just... hurting right now.
No one... wants me and.. alone...
-shakes head-
I'm gonna try not to think about this anymore.
-Moves closer-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:59 am

synacky wrote:: {{Has half an hour.
Except my mom thinks i have math rev so wont pick meh up until 3:30
so i guess i could hide here, even though im not allowed. Haha}}

[[Oh dear, now I'll just spend a few hours sitting watching the A7X DVD trailer again. Haha.]]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:00 am

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:01 am

synacky wrote:: I will try to be the Matt you used to know, ok?
I am just... hurting right now.
No one... wants me and.. alone...
-shakes head-
I'm gonna try not to think about this anymore.
-Moves closer-

Good. And I don't care how often you have to beat the shit out of me. Just bring back old Matt. I miss him.

~~He was so much hotter...~~

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:02 am

-Smiles at you-
Syn I've missed you.
-Moves closer and touches-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:08 am

A smile. That's good. :)
*moves closer*
I've missed you too...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:09 am

Syn I...
-closes eyes and touches-
I want you so much Syn...
-kisses-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:11 am

*pulls back*
I shouldn't... I want to, fuck I want to.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:12 am

I want to.
I want to more than anything right now...
I havent been with someone for... 3 days.
That is like a personal record Syn.
And I love you.
And I want you.
-Kisses-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:16 am

This is so wrong, so fucking wrong.
*wraps arms around and kisses hard*

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:17 am

-Kisses-
If it is so wrong, we should do it
-kisses more-
-Touches-
-Pulls closer-
But I want you so much...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:22 am

You're so fucking broken, I just... I want to make you feel better. I hate that this is the only way I can do it.
*sniffles*
Heh, and now I'm going all emo...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:23 am

Syn I want you to do this cos you want me.
Not cos you feel sorry for me.
-Kisses-
I dont want sympathy sex, you know. I could go to Jimmeh for that. I just want... you.
-Kisses-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:30 am

I do want you Matt, I just know I shouldn't. I told Zacky in his letter that I'd try to quit you... I'm fucking that up.
But I can't resist you sometimes...
I don't think I can do this.

Number of posts : 2016 Age : 38 Registration date : 2007-05-23

-Sits alone in hospital bed-

I... have.. really.. fucked..up..
All those fucking medications I was on..
DID I REALLY JUST BREAK....
-snatches phone-
No I cant call him...
Fuck he probably hates me and wants nothing to do with me..
But I could never let him go..
Ever.
Is it too late though...?
[[It's never too lateeee!!! Muahaha this song is beautiful xD]]
has he already found comfort in Syn...
Has he been drinking..?
Fuck I need to call him
-picks up phone and dials frantically-

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