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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
 |  Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship  Tue Jun 05, 2007 12:38 am | |
| -Stumbles in 7am in the morning, back into the house-
-Holds beer bottle-
-Almost falls over-
-mutters to self-
Fucking Frank break up with me...
I cant have him and I... cant have Syn...
All i have is you
-Looks at beer bottle and grins-
You will never make me accidentally fall in love with you and then break up with me or let me be in love with you for seven years and then you get my friend pregnant....
Looks like Mattie is just gonna be alone...
-swigs drink-
Long long long long...
-burp-
long time.
No one fucking wants me anyway. Why would they? I mean, look at me bottle, i'm fucking hideous! I never can keep a boyfriend so i must be really bad or something.
-continues to talk to self-
i've gone fucking two days with out doing it with someone, and already i am going crazy. its gonna be longer too.
Frank dun wan me now.
Syn dun wan me, boy has zacky.
I'ma just be here
-walks to corner-
Just sitting here all alone...just here, in my corner
-sits down, burying head in lap-
just here...
alone. | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:51 am | |
| *returns to house, finding Matt passed out and no other noises*
*turns off MP3 player*
*sings quietly to self, first song that pops into head*
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love...
Ha fucking ha... very funny brain.
*walks to chair, starts writing letters to Zee and Matt*
[[Which I'll stick in the cool little spoiler option in a post in a few minutes. Just click on them and they turn up. That way there's something remotely resembling privacy. Haha.
Aw, it sucks that you don't have MTV. I want to kidnap Coby!!!!!!!!! So fucking cute. He just made some fucking hilarious faces throughout! Might be able to find them on YouTube. I'll hunt for you.]] | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:18 am | |
| *leaves letter on table, envelope reads MATT* - Spoiler:
Matt,
I can't do this to you anymore. I can't do this to us anymore. I'm fucking up everything you had with Frank. I was talking to Brent's girlfriend last night. A psychiatrist, would you believe?! An intelligent woman hooked up with my brother! Anything's possible I guess.
Anyway, she says the reason we keep clinging to each other and shit is because we're scared of commiting to Frank and Zacky. A part of us feels like that's it for us. We stay with them and we won't have fun anymore. And she's right, at least for me. I am frightened about this whole baby thing and when I'm with you, that all goes away. But it's not the right way to deal with it.
So I'm not doing it anymore and I need you to respect that. I can't have you going all Zacky-psycho-emo on me. I need you to stay strong so I can stay strong and not give in.
I'll never stop loving you, Matt. But my heart belongs to Zacky.
Please don't hate me.
Brian xxx
Last edited by on Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:51 am; edited 1 time in total | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:48 am | |
| *heads upstairs, leaves envelope on Zacky's pillow, reading ZACKY* - Spoiler:
My beloved Zacky,
I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to keep hurting you. So you need to know the whole truth.
I do still have feelings for Matt. I love him. I enjoy being with him. It's not something I can just turn off. I'm going to try so fucking hard to quit him. I can't promise I can do it instantly but... I will try so hard for you, for our baby.
See Zee, I don't want to be with Matt. No matter how cranky or weepy you get. Even if my dick's walking into rooms 5 minutes before I do and you're not interested, I don't want to be with him. But sometimes, I can't stop myself and I hate myself for that. I know I had your permission but look what me fucking Matt has done to us. It's not worth it. Zacky, I want to be with you and just you.
I'm scared, Zee. I'm so scared this baby's going to tear us apart. I've seen it happen before. Couples who are so in love they don't know where one ends and the other begins are pulled apart by kids. We have a shaky relationship as it is, I'm just scared this baby's going to drive a wedge between us and that I'll lose you. I don't want that. I couldn't live without you. And even if the kid doesn't tear us apart, I'm scared that I'm going to be a bad dad and screw our kids life up. I mean, I haven't exactly had the best fatherly role-model myself. What if I do the same things to our kid? I'm so frightened that I'll hurt him and that he'll hate us.
Zee, I love you with all my heart. You're my world. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I hope you can forgive me.
You'll always have my heart,
Brian xxx
Last edited by on Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:19 am; edited 1 time in total | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 4:52 am | |
| *heads into spare bedroom, hugging pillow*
*falls asleep* | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 5:48 am | |
| *Wakes up*
-Yawn-
Fuck what happened?
Oh yeah.... Frankie...
Syn, are you there?
-See's letter-
-Reads- | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 5:50 am | |
| -Reads-
Starts to cry, all alone in the corner.
So I guess I am just gonna be alone for the rest of my life.....
-Pauses-
Fuck...
I...
-cries more- | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 5:54 am | |
| :shock:
I cant have Frank.
I cant have Syn.
I just...
I cant have anything.
I just feel...
-tries to stop being emo but its hard- | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:01 am | |
| Synnn whyy areeennntt yooou heeerre wheenn i need yoooou?!?!?!? | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:07 am | |
| *wakes up*
*hears Matt crying*
*heads downstairs*
Matty?
[[I'm gonna have trouble being emo today, I'm fucking hyper and happy!]] | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:08 am | |
| Ok my life sucks right now.
:pale:
Look..
This sucks.....
I.. i dont know/.
I think i might have to leave for a while. I cant put up with this for much longer, i cant stay here around you guys.
-Packs bags- | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:10 am | |
| Matt, you can't leave.
What's wrong? Now Frank won't be so pissed at you for fucking me. | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:11 am | |
| Syn
-Grabs hold of-
-Wails-
{{I am at schooool. Had Engliosh exam. Fuck you were right aboot the RP thinking. And LOL one of the questions was to write to a magazine aboot who we admire. Me, Emma and Chloe did Gerard/ Haha}} | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:12 am | |
| Frank doesnt want me anymore Syn.
No one does.
-Goes silent- | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:14 am | |
| What? What do you mean Frank doesn't want you? Is he awake?
*hasn't heard anything*
[[I've started being Syn in my fucking dreams! I's a little scary! :suspect:]] | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:16 am | |
| Yeah he woke up last night, and then broke up with me.
He doesnt want me =(
{{LOL!!! I will start to think i am Matt soon, Haha}} | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:18 am | |
| Oh my God, I'm so sorry Matt.
*hugs*
I didn't know... | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:19 am | |
| Yeah that is why i am crying y'know...
-Hugs-
I hope...
-Sniffs-
I hope you have a good life with Zacky.
You two...
Yeah.
And Gerard and Ian have a good time together...
And then there is just me.... just me..
-cries again- | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:22 am | |
| Fuck Shadows, why are you taking being alone so hard?
-Screams- | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:23 am | |
| There's Jimmy. There's Jepha. There are so many men who would kill for a piece of your ass Matt. You're a great catch. | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:23 am | |
| Or, if you want, I can help you try and win Frank back. :) | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:24 am | |
| Yeah, but there is a difference Syn.
I dont love them.
I only love you and Frank.
And I can have neither.
I'm not just gonna be with someone i dont love.
And as i cant be with someone i do.
I guess i will just be alone./ | |
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:26 am | |
| No thanks Syn.
He broke my heart last night.
Right now I just want you.
-Closes eyes-
So bad.
But I cant have you.
I cant fucking...
-Stops-
I'm not gonna do this to you again.
-Turns away- | |
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Syn
Man-Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 8734
Age : 43
Localisation : In a walking cliche, surrounded by fluffy bunnies and pretty flowers! Like the giant homo I am.
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:29 am | |
| Matt, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't tempted but I can't do it. Not now I've pledged to Zee that I'll be faithful.
But I suppose he hasn't read the letter yet.
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Matt
Syn's Bitch
Number of posts : 10056
Age : 43
Localisation : Alone on this ship ='[
Registration date : 2007-05-17
| | Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 6:30 am | |
| He hasnt read the letter yet.
But i'm not gonna make you do anything you dont wanna do, no matter how much i might want it.
You said it yourself, you are in love with Zacky.
I know that.
But i still want you. | |
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