RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

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Fuck Syn! Why cant you make up your mind?!
I want you so much!
So, so so so much.
Why cant you love me? What does Zacky have that i dont?
-Kisses-

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-waits for phone to pick up-
I I need to set this right...
-looks down at ring-
OH MY GOD WHAT A FUCKING IDIOT I AM!!!!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:43 am

Because it's Syn fighting against Brian.

Syn wants you so fucking much. He wants to fuck you senseless, consequences be damned!

But Brian wants to stay faithful to Zacky. Brian wants to make everything okay, Brian wants to be a good dad and a good boyfriend.

And I don't know who to trust!!!

And for fucks sake answer that damn phone!

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Syn wrote:: Because it's Syn fighting against Brian.

Syn wants you so fucking much. He wants to fuck you senseless, consequences be damned!

But Brian wants to stay faithful to Zacky. Brian wants to make everything okay, Brian wants to be a good dad and a good boyfriend.

And I don't know who to trust!!!

And for fucks sake answer that damn phone!

[Awww, and that last part made me lol!]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:45 am

Every part of Matt wants you right now.
Frank hurt me so much yesterday.
He broke my heart.
And there was a time when both Brian and Syn wanted me.
Those times were the happiest days of my life.=/
I miss them so fucking much.
I miss you so fucking much.
-Cries-

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:suspect:
matt answer the god damn phone!!
xD

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:46 am

Oh for Fuck sake!
-Picks up phone angrily-
Hello?!

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synacky wrote:: Oh for Fuck sake!
-Picks up phone angrily-
Hello?!

Uhhh... you sound happy...?
Matt... I'm.. I'm..
-voice goes weak-
I'M SO SORRY
FUCK I'M SO SORRY
EVERYTHING I DID
I couldnt even sleep..
I just sat and cried..
Matt.. I havent lost you..have I??
I love you
I REALLY DO LOVE YOU
I just need to get over this....
But.. Matt.. fuck you hate me now.. huh?
-sniffles-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:50 am

Frank!
And yes I do kinda hate you.
You fucking broke my heart last night.
I drunk all night and cried all day.
Frank, being with you has turned me into something else. Someone i dont want to be.
Yeah I still love you.
But i cant stop loving Syn either. Even if he is monogomous or whatever.
I dont know what to dooo

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:50 am

They were pretty great but we fucked it up. We can't go back to that, Matt. And even if we could, I'd still have this baby with Zacky, this bond between us which would never be broken. Then we'd fight over that and things would be exactly the same.

I'm in love with Zacky. I want to be with Zacky. I want to marry Zacky. I want to spend the rest of my life with him.

There's nothing between us but burning lust. We could never be a happy, romantic couple.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:52 am

Fine, you can be with Zacky.
Just gave me a taster of the Syn i used to know yesterday.
And I will never be able to forget that.
I love you Syn, I'm never, ever gonna be able to let you go. I'm sorry.
And Zacky I...
Wish he knew how lucky he was.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:53 am

I don't know if I can...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:54 am

Can what?
-Looks down and kisses-
Sorry.
I just...
-Kisses again-
Ahhh
-Turns away-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:56 am

Matt, please don't do this to me. Don't make me do this... you're on the rebound. If I sleep with you now, what's to stop you wanting more?

[[Pft, we all know Syn's going to give in...]]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 7:57 am

Syn i want more right now!
I want you all right now, all of you.
But i know, i know i cant have all of you.
And even if we do sleep together, It wont stop me wanting you again.
-Kisses-

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synacky wrote:: Frank!
And yes I do kinda hate you.
You fucking broke my heart last night.
I drunk all night and cried all day.
Frank, being with you has turned me into something else. Someone i dont want to be.
Yeah I still love you.
But i cant stop loving Syn either. Even if he is monogomous or whatever.
I dont know what to dooo

[UGH i had a shitload typed and the internet closed >(]

Matt, please listen
I'm so sorry..
I never want to be the kind of person to break hearts [he'll leave that to you ;)]
You still love Syn, yes
But I cant fucking lose you again
I was a complete fucking idiot last night
It didnt help that the doctors tell me I had a severe concussion..
And.. if I get out of here..
Well, I dont want to be with anyone else other then you
I FUCKING LOVE YOUUU
And I guess I can accept that.. that...
-gets dizzy-
Woah.. everythings spinning...
-faints and the line goes dead-

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[Matt, Your still on the phone dummy...]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:00 am

I can't do this!

I'm scared Matt!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:01 am

What are you scared of Syn??

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-doctors come in and find the phone hanging off my bed, and me collapsed on my bed, and rush me into ICU-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:02 am

Look Frank, I dont know.
I need to think about it for a while.
I will talk to you about it tonight or something.
I cant...
I just need to think about it all first.
I want M Shadows to come back.
I dont want to be Matthew Sanders anymore.
It hurts to be him.
=/

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:03 am

-Has no idea what is happening with Frank-

-Smiles and looks at Syn-

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synacky wrote:: Look Frank, I dont know.
I need to think about it for a while.
I will talk to you about it tonight or something.
I cant...
I just need to think about it all first.
I want M Shadows to come back.
I dont want to be Matthew Sanders anymore.
It hurts to be him.
=/

[You might want to read up....]

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-Gets hooked up to oxygen, still unconscious-
[[ok i have to go now... talk to you all in a bit..]]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Tue Jun 05, 2007 8:05 am

synacky wrote:: What are you scared of Syn??

I'm scared that if we sleep together, if we take this step, then I'll start to want you back. I was so happy, so settled a few days ago and now I'm so fucking confused!

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