RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 5:57 am

synacky wrote:: Syn...
Oh god... i feel so...
god...

Syn... i want you.
I cant have you though.
But i need you.
i need to feel you.
i need to feel okay...
right now i just want to die...
Syn i need you...

[ON AT SCHOOL mwahahahahah

Matty, you're hurting. I want to too but I can't, not while Frank's in hospital...

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[[is also on at school, muhaahhaa!!]]

-lies in hospital bed trapped in a deep coma-

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-thinks to self-
I can hear things around me.. but I can't get up.. I'm too weak, my body wont let me..

Where am I..?
Is this what it's like to be dead...?
Wha... what happend....

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 7:45 am

[[Very nice.]]

*sits by hospital bed*
Hey Frank, it's Syn. I came to visit. To explain some things. I know I'm probably the last person you want to see right now.

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Syn wrote:: [[Very nice.]]

*sits by hospital bed*
Hey Frank, it's Syn. I came to visit. To explain some things. I know I'm probably the last person you want to see right now.

-Still in coma but can hear-
Syn... why would he care..?
Where am I??
Why can't I get up???
-flinches finger-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 7:49 am

Matt's a wreck. A total fucking wreck. He's been telling me he needs me... wait... did you just move? Frank? Frank?!

*runs to find doctor*

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Syn wrote:: Matt's a wreck. A total fucking wreck. He's been telling me he needs me... wait... did you just move? Frank? Frank?!

*runs to find doctor*

-still thinking-
Matt? Is he here..?
-tries to move again-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 7:57 am

*returns alone*
Fucking idiots.
They say it's a natural reaction for coma patients. You twitch sometimes. Why don't they fucking say that before they get our fucking hopes up?
*sits again*
Look, Frank, this is weird for me. It's even more weird with you being unconscious.

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Syn wrote:: *returns alone*
Fucking idiots.
They say it's a natural reaction for coma patients. You twitch sometimes. Why don't they fucking say that before they get our fucking hopes up?
*sits again*
Look, Frank, this is weird for me. It's even more weird with you being unconscious.

-Tries to fight it and move, but it's no use-
Fuck.. what can I fucking do to prove I'm alive??
Unless.. I'm imagining this..
But wait.. who was he talking about.. and coma?
I'M IN A COMA??
But I'm not!!!!!
I'm here!!!!!
-twitches finger again-
That's all i can fucking do..

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[[Fuck I have to go, bell's gonna ring, I'll be on later]]

-gives up trying to move and just listens-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:07 am

This is all my fault. *sniff* If I hadn't let Matt fuck me then you wouldn't have seen it and you wouldn't be here, and he wouldn't be so broken hearted.

Frank, I don't want to break you and Matt up. I really don't, I just... I can't help myself sometimes. And he's got a problem, he's trying so hard to just be with you. He really does love you. He loves you more than he ever loved me. He'd never even tried to give up other guys for me.

Fuck, Frank, you have to make it through this. I don't want to think about what he'd do without you.

*cries*

I don't want to lose my best friend.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:08 am

-rush into hospital room nearly falling over a chair-
I came as soon as I heard.
Frankie?!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:09 am

Synnykins!
-rushs to side-
-hugs-
Don't cry. He's gonna be fine I swear.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:13 am

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: Synnykins!
-rushs to side-
-hugs-
Don't cry. He's gonna be fine I swear.

What if he's not? The doctor's here are fucking useless. They don't know what's going on with him. But apparantly he's "stable" so that's all fucking fine! Never mind the fact he's not even breathing by himself!!!
*punches wall*
This is all my fault!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:14 am

Fuck...I...
-Bangs head against wall-
Frankie, i need someone! I feel so weak now.
I have gone so long without love from someone. i dont know what is happening to me.
I just... kinda hate me right now.
every tiny thing that keeps happening is my fault.
i fucking hate myself.
-bangs head more-
And Syn, its not your fault. I need to be with you.
Frank should thank you really.
If i wasnt with you at all, totally cut myself off from being with you, then... i would change. and frank wouldnt like it.
at least this way i am still normal and still me.

why cant any of them see that?

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:15 am

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: Synnykins!
-rushs to side-
-hugs-
Don't cry. He's gonna be fine I swear.

What if he's not? The doctor's here are fucking useless. They don't know what's going on with him. But apparantly he's "stable" so that's all fucking fine! Never mind the fact he's not even breathing by himself!!!
*punches wall*
This is all my fault!

-holds Syn's hands-
This is not your fault.
This isn't anybodies fault its just one of those freak accidents.
It could have being anyone.
-looks into SYn's eyes-
It's not your fault.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:15 am

Stop fucking blaming yourself Syn!
It is my fault!!!
All mine!!!!

And if you really wanna blame someone, blame the fucking driver of the fucking car that fucking ran over him!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:17 am

synacky wrote:: Stop fucking blaming yourself Syn!
It is my fault!!!
All mine!!!!

And if you really wanna blame someone, blame the fucking driver of the fucking car that fucking ran over him!

-grabs Matt's hand-
Matt, calm down.
getting angry isn't going to help anyone.
I know your hurting right now, but just stay calm and strong.
For Frank.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:19 am

So my fiancee is lying on a bed in a hospital somewhere,everyone not knowing if he is gonna live or die or will ever be the same again and
I am supposed to be calm??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:19 am

If I could just say no to you Matt, then he wouldn't have seen us. He wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have been hit.

I'm not doing it anymore. I'm staying with Zee. I'm done with you, Matt. We're friends. Nothing more.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:20 am

synacky wrote:: So my fiancee is lying on a bed in a hospital somewhere,everyone not knowing if he is gonna live or die or will ever be the same again and
I am supposed to be calm??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

He will be fine.
You just have to believe that.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:21 am

Syn wrote:: If I could just say no to you Matt, then he wouldn't have seen us. He wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have been hit.

I'm not doing it anymore. I'm staying with Zee. I'm done with you, Matt. We're friends. Nothing more.

:shock:
Woah.
Really?

((Muahaha! I beat you Jo. -dances-. Hahahaha!!!))

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:23 am

Zacky.Babe. wrote:

Syn wrote:: If I could just say no to you Matt, then he wouldn't have seen us. He wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have been hit.

I'm not doing it anymore. I'm staying with Zee. I'm done with you, Matt. We're friends. Nothing more.

:shock:
Woah.
Really?

((Muahaha! I beat you Jo. -dances-. Hahahaha!!!))

Really. I don't want to bring our kid into a family where one of his dad's keeps sleeping with someone else. It's not fair. Besides you're all I need.

[[Haha, like that's gonna stick for long...]]

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:24 am

....

That might be fine with you Syn, but it isnt with me.
I can never just stop with you. Never.
-Bangs head-
I need you Syn, now more than ever.
Being with you just makes it all better, stops me hating myself, stops me hating life and everything about it.
If i stopped with you.
I would change. I wont be the same.
Zacky was telling me about it yesterday, i think.

Frank doesnt understand how much i need you Syn, i dont think anyone does.
Why dont Zacky and Frank have a chat when Frank gets better? He will get better, he has to. and when he does, they can talk about this all. they both are in the same position with us two anyway. They both are just handling it different.

I just... i just cant ever stop.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:25 am

{i was here a while ago, just reading old posts even before i signed into MSN so mweh!}

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