RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:10 pm

Frankie...
I love you.
I am sorry about everything.
-Sits besides-
I have changed so much for you.
I dont fool around with any random guys anymore.
i have changed.
All for you.
Why isnt it good enough?
I love you Frankie.
I want you to marry me.
Why do you hate me?

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I'm only thinking this but I sound so mean...
Aww well..
Maybe it's time I stop being such a fucking pansy...
And stand up
Do something.
-tries to move hand but ends up flicking finger instead-
Fuck.
Damn doctors.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:14 pm

Frank....
i know you can hear me.
they said you could.

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do

-Sings to you-

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synacky wrote:: Frank....
i know you can hear me.
they said you could.

Passion in my eyes, I lived it everyday, but how could you go throw it all away?
In my dreams it's me and you, it's there I saw it all come true
As time went by faith in you grew, so one thing's left for me to do

-Sings to you-

-lays still and listens-
That voice can always get me...
-wants to get up-
I dont have the strenght... I'm too weak...
Fuck.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:20 pm

-Takes hold of Frank's hand and starts singing-

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

-starts crying from the lyrics-

Fuck Frank please wake up!!!

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synacky wrote:: -Takes hold of Frank's hand and starts singing-

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

-starts crying from the lyrics-

Fuck Frank please wake up!!!

[[Fuck this kinda plays into Seize The Day huh?]]

-squeezes hand and whimpers slightly-

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-is shocked that he did that-
Fuck Matt must have given me some strength..
-twitches eye-
ALMOST UP!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:27 pm

-Notices Frank moving more and moves closer and kisses him softly on cheek-

Frank I love you...

Frankie please wake up...

Please....

-kisses again-

Please....

-Sobs-

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synacky wrote:: -Notices Frank moving more and moves closer and kisses him softly on cheek-

Frank I love you...

Frankie please wake up...

Please....

-kisses again-

Please....

-Sobs-

-Starts breathing harder-
Wake.Up.Frank.
WAKE UP

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:39 pm

-Cries more-

Frankie i have been so lost without you today.
I keep going kinda mad.
And needing sex so much.
its not good, im turning into...
something i dont like.
i told you Frank, i fucking told you! I told you i cant just not sleep with anyone anymore.
when i do, i start to think that no one wants me.
and that i am ugly and useless ans unloveable.
and then i start to hate myself.
like i did today.
i was on the verge of suicide today, frank, i can tell you that.
i'm not a strong person.
i have issues, serious fucking issues.

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synacky wrote:: -Cries more-

Frankie i have been so lost without you today.
I keep going kinda mad.
And needing sex so much.
its not good, im turning into...
something i dont like.
i told you Frank, i fucking told you! I told you i cant just not sleep with anyone anymore.
when i do, i start to think that no one wants me.
and that i am ugly and useless ans unloveable.
and then i start to hate myself.
like i did today.
i was on the verge of suicide today, frank, i can tell you that.
i'm not a strong person.
i have issues, serious fucking issues.

You do Matt.. you do.
But killing yourself isn't the answer..
Cause I'd be lost without you..
Your making it too hard on yourself..
And if I'm being harsh tough, tough luck, you did it to yourself.

GOD I WISH I COULD JUST WAKE UP AND TELLL YOU THAT!!!
And hug you.. and kiss you... and...

-suddenly realizes he is up in Matt's arms fully awake-

WHAT THE FUCK???

MATT -kisses- I WAS AFRAID... that i'd never see you again...

-looks down to see a cast over right leg, and one on right arm, and bandages over stomach, arms, and head.-

Wow I got fucked up...

-swollen eye throbs-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:49 pm

FRANK YOU ARE AWAKE

-hugs as hard as i can without hurting you-
-starts crying-

Frankie i'm so sorry baby.. i'm so sorry

-doctors come rushing in, making sure he is okay, sorting him out then leave-

Frankie...

-sits beside-

frankie i love you.

i am so sorry about everything...

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synacky wrote:: FRANK YOU ARE AWAKE

-hugs as hard as i can without hurting you-
-starts crying-

Frankie i'm so sorry baby.. i'm so sorry

-doctors come rushing in, making sure he is okay, sorting him out then leave-

Frankie...

-sits beside-

frankie i love you.

i am so sorry about everything...

And I'm sorry too...
Matt I love you..
So much.
And god I heard everything in that ordeal...
When I got hit I was so afriad I'd never see you again..
Thank god I'm awake now.

However, with everything thats happening...
I dont think it'll ever be the same
-tears erupt down cheek-

Matt I'm hurt both emotionally and pysically.
It's so painful...
Please just comfort me..
-hugs-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 3:56 pm

I will just comfort you
-Kisses any places that arent cut or bruised-
You might be happy to know i havent dont anything with anyone since you have been here.
I have wanted to, god i have. I am sorry but i guess you would want the truth.
I have been in so much grief today, i just... needed to feel with someone. and then i went kinda mad and wanted to kill myself.
I am sorry, but this is what lack of sex does to me, okay? it makes me like this, i guess you'll just gonna have to live with it.
and do you know why?
cos i am gonna be spending the rest of my life with you.
And it is gonna be amazing. Haha.
=)
I love you Frank, i really do.
I really, really do
I'm sorry about last night
I really am
-touches hand and holds softly-

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synacky wrote:: I will just comfort you
-Kisses any places that arent cut or bruised-
You might be happy to know i havent dont anything with anyone since you have been here.
I have wanted to, god i have. I am sorry but i guess you would want the truth.
I have been in so much grief today, i just... needed to feel with someone. and then i went kinda mad and wanted to kill myself.
I am sorry, but this is what lack of sex does to me, okay? it makes me like this, i guess you'll just gonna have to live with it.
and do you know why?
cos i am gonna be spending the rest of my life with you.
And it is gonna be amazing. Haha.
=)
I love you Frank, i really do.
I really, really do
I'm sorry about last night
I really am
-touches hand and holds softly-

Matt.. I've realized something your always like this and it makes me soooooo happy, when you say your gonna spend the rest of your life with me.
Then it goes back to all the drama...
This time it didnt end happy.
Matt..
I dont think this is going to work out.
Not while you still still love Syn.
God it fucking KILLS me to say this...
I love you... I love everything about you, your my everything, my rock, the ONLY one I can see myself growing old with, and lways loving.
But sometimes life isnt fair.
And how you act... its not fair.
Asking me to accept you fucking your ex, and still getting married?
Thats not right.
You cant see that.
Fuck I hate this..
Matt...
I...
Love you but..
We cant be together if your going to be like this...

-turns cheek and cries so much-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 4:03 pm

Frankie...
Are you... breaking up with me?
-Cries-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 4:03 pm

Frankie...??

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synacky wrote:: Frankie...
Are you... breaking up with me?
-Cries-

Matt, I have to, otherwise I'll die.
You want Syn.
And me.
Well... that has made me realize that you cant ever be with me..
And ohhhhhh it kills
So fucking much
But I need to step up for once, and stop being a pansy, taking it all in, and letting it hurt me.
Im so sorry Matt.
Soooo fucking sorry.
I love you.
But yes.
-cries-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 4:06 pm

But.....
I cant....
I cant leave you i...
-starts to cry more-

I love you Frankie.

-voice starts breaking-

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The doctors say i have to rest..
So you have to go...
Matt... please.. dont think I dont love you.
I cant be with any other person but you.
And I wont be.
But i cant be with you either...
Not when your like how you are..
maybe you need to think it over..
Or lose me for good
Please dont do that...

[[SOMETIMES I THINK I''L DIE ALONEEEEEEEEEE]]

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synacky wrote:: But.....
I cant....
I cant leave you i...
-starts to cry more-

I love you Frankie.

-voice starts breaking-

MATT!!!!!!!!!

I love you too!!!!!
So much!!
So fucking much!!!
But how much do you love me??
Face it, you'll never stop loving Syn
So i cant even tell you to choose
Because you cant
So I'll choose for you..
unless..
nope, it'll never happen.

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[gotta go like NOW]

BYEEEE!!!

We'll pick this up tommorow Matt... you have to leave now..
-puills self up and kisses cheek-
Think about this..
Cause I will always be willing to take you back...

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[[oh i plan to go on at school tommorow too so, muahahhahaa]]

OK BYEE!!♥

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 4:11 pm

I cant leave.
I will refuse to leave.
I will fucking punch the doctor if they tell me to leave.
I chose you over Syn, obviously, it is why i was with you.
But i cant just give up my feelings for Syn. It's just impossible.

I love you Frankie.

Why are you doing this?

-Sits down in chair, colapsing head in hands, tears everywhere-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 4:13 pm

Frankieeeee
Noooooooo
Another night spent alone and in tears.
Goodnight Frankie!!
-Leaves-

If i thought i was depressed today.
I guess I will just have to wait until tomorrow.
I will...
-thinks about it-
if i cant have you.
or Syn.
then i guess i should just....
-leaves you while you sleep thinking mysteriously to self-

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