RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:25 am

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:

Syn wrote:: If I could just say no to you Matt, then he wouldn't have seen us. He wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have been hit.

I'm not doing it anymore. I'm staying with Zee. I'm done with you, Matt. We're friends. Nothing more.

:shock:
Woah.
Really?

((Muahaha! I beat you Jo. -dances-. Hahahaha!!!))

Really. I don't want to bring our kid into a family where one of his dad's keeps sleeping with someone else. It's not fair. Besides you're all I need.

[[Haha, like that's gonna stick for long...]]

...I erm...I don't know what to say....

((True. :( hehe))

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:28 am

synacky wrote:: ....

That might be fine with you Syn, but it isnt with me.
I can never just stop with you. Never.
-Bangs head-
I need you Syn, now more than ever.
Being with you just makes it all better, stops me hating myself, stops me hating life and everything about it.
If i stopped with you.
I would change. I wont be the same.
Zacky was telling me about it yesterday, i think.

Frank doesnt understand how much i need you Syn, i dont think anyone does.
Why dont Zacky and Frank have a chat when Frank gets better? He will get better, he has to. and when he does, they can talk about this all. they both are in the same position with us two anyway. They both are just handling it different.

I just... i just cant ever stop.

I can stop though. ~~I think.~~

Matt, I know you need me but this isn't the right thing for us to do. I'd feel strange being with you when Frank's here. I can't do it to him.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:29 am

Zacky.Babe. wrote:

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:

Syn wrote:: If I could just say no to you Matt, then he wouldn't have seen us. He wouldn't have left. He wouldn't have been hit.

I'm not doing it anymore. I'm staying with Zee. I'm done with you, Matt. We're friends. Nothing more.

:shock:
Woah.
Really?

((Muahaha! I beat you Jo. -dances-. Hahahaha!!!))

Really. I don't want to bring our kid into a family where one of his dad's keeps sleeping with someone else. It's not fair. Besides you're all I need.

[[Haha, like that's gonna stick for long...]]

...I erm...I don't know what to say....

((True. :( hehe))

You're speechless?
Wow. Let me revel in this silence for a moment. Heh...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:30 am

I wont be able to stop.
Not now not ever.
If we can never do it again.
Then I guess I'll have to go.
Cos there is no way i can handle seeing you everyday, with him
-looks at Zacky-
Touching him, kissing him, being with him.
And know I could never have that.

I just...
Yeah.

I need to talk to Frank about this.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:32 am

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Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:32 am

synacky wrote:: I wont be able to stop.
Not now not ever.
If we can never do it again.
Then I guess I'll have to go.
Cos there is no way i can handle seeing you everyday, with him
-looks at Zacky-
Touching him, kissing him, being with him.
And know I could never have that.

I just...
Yeah.

I need to talk to Frank about this.

-looks at the floor, scared-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:32 am

synacky wrote:: I wont be able to stop.
Not now not ever.
If we can never do it again.
Then I guess I'll have to go.
Cos there is no way i can handle seeing you everyday, with him
-looks at Zacky-
Touching him, kissing him, being with him.
And know I could never have that.

I just...
Yeah.

I need to talk to Frank about this.

You do.
Look, I'll be there to support you through this. But when he's recovered you need to have a serious, long talk with him about us.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:34 am

Syn wrote:

synacky wrote:: I wont be able to stop.
Not now not ever.
If we can never do it again.
Then I guess I'll have to go.
Cos there is no way i can handle seeing you everyday, with him
-looks at Zacky-
Touching him, kissing him, being with him.
And know I could never have that.

I just...
Yeah.

I need to talk to Frank about this.

You do.
Look, I'll be there to support you through this. But when he's recovered you need to have a serious, long talk with him about us.

-raises hand-
Me too.
You know I'm always here.
I never leave.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:34 am

I have already discussed this with Frank.
I will try, will be hard, but i'll try, to stop doing random people.
Zacky, Gerard, etc i will stop.
Syn is a lot more tricky.
But i guess it takes two and Syn isnt gonna let me anymore so
-bangs head against wall-
i really fucking hate myself sometimes
-punches wall causing dent-
Fuck these are thin walls!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:35 am

I cant just be with one man i just cant. i just cant i cant i cant i cant
i wish he would see that
-cries-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:36 am

OH YEAAAAAAAAAAAH BITCHES!!!! I AM FUCKING HERE!!!!!! :bounce: 8)

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:37 am

synacky wrote:: I have already discussed this with Frank.
I will try, will be hard, but i'll try, to stop doing random people.
Zacky, Gerard, etc i will stop.
Syn is a lot more tricky.
But i guess it takes two and Syn isnt gonna let me anymore so
-bangs head against wall-
i really fucking hate myself sometimes
-punches wall causing dent-
Fuck these are thin walls!

I'd noticed. *nods to other dent* That one's mine.

Maybe that's what you need Matt. Tough love. If I don't let you have me, then you might be able to quit me.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:37 am

I told him!
I fucking told him i will stop fucking around with Zacky and Gerard and any random person i will meet

whyyy isnt that enough?!?!?

that is the best i can do, and if he cant handle it then...
:pale:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:37 am

I WANT SOME ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! YEAH

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:38 am

WHERE THE FUCK IS GERARD?! I WANT HIS BAAAAAAAAALLS!!!! :twisted:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:38 am

Hey Jimmy.
Now isnt a good time.
My fiancee is in a coma.
Syn is telling me he cant be with me anymore.
Which is killing me.
I cant be alone i just cant... i cant just be with Frank i need you Syn, i really, really do...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:38 am

Jimmeh wrote:: I WANT SOME ASSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! YEAH

Jimmeh.
Not sure if this is the best time.
But...oh hell, maybe it is.
-sits in the chair next to Frank's bed-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:39 am

Hey Jimmy.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:39 am

synacky wrote:: Hey Jimmy.
Now isnt a good time.
My fiancee is in a coma.
Syn is telling me he cant be with me anymore.
Which is killing me.
I cant be alone i just cant... i cant just be with Frank i need you Syn, i really, really do...

awwww D:
........................HOW ABOUT SIMPATHY SEX!? I'LL PROVIDE!!!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:39 am

Uh Jimmeh?
Gerard is with Ian now...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:40 am

Jimmeh wrote:

synacky wrote:: Hey Jimmy.
Now isnt a good time.
My fiancee is in a coma.
Syn is telling me he cant be with me anymore.
Which is killing me.
I cant be alone i just cant... i cant just be with Frank i need you Syn, i really, really do...

awwww D:
........................HOW ABOUT SIMPATHY SEX!? I'LL PROVIDE!!!

:roll:
:lol!:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:40 am

Syn wrote:: Hey Jimmy.

SYYYYYYYYYYN!!!!! 8)

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:40 am

synacky wrote:: Hey Jimmy.
Now isnt a good time.
My fiancee is in a coma.
Syn is telling me he cant be with me anymore.
Which is killing me.
I cant be alone i just cant... i cant just be with Frank i need you Syn, i really, really do...

You need comfort, Matt. Sex isn't always the answer.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:41 am

The only person I would let give me sympathy sex would be Syn.
And I dont think that is gonna happen anytime soon.
So i guess i will just...
-shrug-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Mon Jun 04, 2007 8:41 am

Syn wrote:

synacky wrote:: Hey Jimmy.
Now isnt a good time.
My fiancee is in a coma.
Syn is telling me he cant be with me anymore.
Which is killing me.
I cant be alone i just cant... i cant just be with Frank i need you Syn, i really, really do...

You need comfort, Matt. Sex isn't always the answer.

...Ice Cream?

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