RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

((Well. I didn't say that to her actually.
Right then, how is it a chore? I do try, believe me I do. But I can't seem to do anything right.

BTW. Sorry if I am a little Grrr right now, it's not because of you believe me, it's because of this Dan guy. Just warn you.))

((Erm, okay then.
And because I told you! You are pissy a lot at me for reasons I never understand. And when I try and talk to someone else you get pissed. When it's me, I usually just let them and then start talking later or whatever rather then getting angry about it. It's just annoying sometimes and becomes a chore like I have to do certain things differently with you than everyone else.
And what have you been saying to her then? You two always are off, whispering shit to eachother, sour faced and looking at me, it's like we're in primary school all over again. Paz asked if I was okay and she told me that you guys wouldn't stop bitching about me.
It's not fun, you know, when your friends bitch about you like that like, all the time it seems.
How can you expect me to be all happy and talkative and attention giving to you when you're like that?))

((I don't bitch about you.
I just talk to Emma about how I feel about all this, and vice versa with her. I told her how I felt and she is spending time with me, probably because she feels sorry for me, because I felt so lonely.

I guess, I was a little unadjusted starting college and such because you were going away to some other people as friends that I felt like I had to compete with and it upset me that I thought I was losing my best friend.
So, yeah, that's why I have being like I have.
I'm gonna be a little more relaxed and such now, because I have found friends and I now know, after Avenged and meeting all those people, that I do have the confidence to make friends and like.

I still feel like I have to compete with all your new friends, but I'm not as worried about it now, because I know I won't be completely alone. I guess that's what I was worried about.

BTW. More relaxed now. Dan has gone. I don't get that boy. -shakes head-
I have to go to work today. I don't wanna get the bus alone at 7PM. ))

((You don't need to compete with me and my friends.
I have new friends and you have new friends.
I don't get pissed off and desperate to compete against them like you do with mine. You wouldn't be able to anyway, I do prefer guy friends to girl friends, they are so much easier.
And you and Emma talking about how much I suck and how bad I make you feel etc etc is pretty much bitching. Just the one talking about one behind ones back. It isn't nice.
And lately I am just =/ with both you and Emma. Neither of you talk to me much, but sit next to eachother and talk to the other. Emma does her usual insult to me and it makes me feel so little, so I talk to other people instead to make me feel less little like that. And it makes me feel better.
I don't want friends who make me feel sad, you know? And I'm not saying that I don't want you guys anymore, coz I do, but I just don't want to be sad all the time because of you two which I have been lately.
I don't know what to do, but you and Emma going off and being all PAH (<-MSN icon) at me all the time isn't really helping it all being okay. I don't know.
And I can ditch Scott one of the days next week and us talk or something. There has been a change of plan and I am going to Matt's on Monday so I will have to reschedule the second part of packing.

Oh! That's what I was gonna say, ye may like Matt's older brother Pete. He looks kinda like Jack Sparrow but has different colour dreadlocks like pink and purple and blonde and shit and wears bright bandanas and oldstyle Jimmy-like outfits. Haha, he looks awesome.
But he threw condoms at me and Matt when we were alone in Matt's room, megalolz. *Scowls*))

((Bah! Whatever. I am a strange one.
I don't think I'm in the right frame of mind for this conversation.
I keep grinning goofily at odd things.
We shall save it me thinks.

Erm.... I am feel all week. Obviously.
Apart from Friday, I might be planning to ask for extra hours on Friday.
I'm lying and saying I'm going on holiday all week. Like the bad person I am.

I am reading Synacky. I forgot how much I missed it because of college.
Damn college.))

((Man that was gooooooooooooood slash.
Hah.
Well. I'ma go and do myself some lunch then be off to work.
I shall see you....
When I see you, I guess.
Bye.))

((Bye.
And I haven't wrote or read slash in too long. Haha.
And I don't know about everything.
We'll have to see how it all goes.))

((Well. I am off now.
Have fun packing and the like.))

((Fun? Packing? Are you insane??? LOL.
But I'm not packing right now so it's all good.
I be eating meh lunch and talking to Matt and Scott and Luke, from our English class and Sophie! Who is alone in Devon =( Aww.

Have a nice day ;) Hehe.))

((Megalolz, I gotta catch the train to Bournemouth tomorrow to go to Get Happeh, LOL. Meh father can't take us. He can bring us back though, so it's all good, I guess.
Haha shall be a little adventure getting there tomorrow =/ Haha.))

[[So I read the first A7X review today.
I'm... shocked to say the least.
It's got an absolutely horrific review!
It got 1 out of five... or it might have been out of ten.
Either way, it was very negative.
But fuck it, I love it.
Besides the magazine that reviewed it had their metal reviewer looking at it and he actually said that he hated the first two albums as well.
So he's pretty biased which I don't really think is fair.
You should have seen my face, I was just reading it in Smiths with this massive look of shock on my face.
Melly was teling me to calm down.
I just can't believe how negative the review was!

But I calmed down after getting some stripy fingerless gloves and The Mighty Boosh series one.
Ahhh.]]

Mick wrote:

((Megalolz, I gotta catch the train to Bournemouth tomorrow to go to Get Happeh, LOL. Meh father can't take us. He can bring us back though, so it's all good, I guess.
Haha shall be a little adventure getting there tomorrow =/ Haha.))

[[That makes gigs more fun!!!]]

((Whoazers.
What magazine be that in?
And HEY SYN! ))

[[HIYA!

It was in Rock Sound.
They're fucking dicks anyway, haha.
Well they are now.
They just seem very arsey.
The album isn't a metal album, a metal reviewer shouldn't have reviewed it.
It's a fucking good album, even if it is completely insane.
Fuck it though, the band love it, I love it, Chloe loves it, I'm sure there are more fans who would sex it up.
If that mag don't like it, fuck 'em.]]

((Hey!
Sorry I poofed, I am at Emma's now
I have meh laptop and her wireless so it's all graveh. Hehe.
She is in the shower now coz she was smelly, me guesses. Hahahaha
MEH EAR HURTS!))

((Hoooooooooooooooome.
Finally.
Syn, you still calling me tonight?))

((Syyyyyyyyyyn? Where are yooooooooo?
-looks everywhere-
Syn!
-looks under rock-
Ahhh!!!

Yeah. Where are yooooooooou? I need to know when or if you are gonna call me tonight.

I'll Brb. I'm gonna go and cook/eat my dinner.))

((Megalolz!
Just watched them kids' version of Almost Easy. The ones who did Critical Acclaim.
I swear togod they have been watching our RPs coz it was almost exactly the same, with Syn and Matt and such. :O LOL.
SCAREH!

It feels weird being on meh laptop at Emma's))

((I was gonna watch that.
I got sent the link yesterday but youtube is being gay for me at the moment.
-shrugs-

Where is Synneh?!
I really wanna have our phone conversation.))

((... I have no idea where Syn is.

And Emma is doing meh hair. Hehehe, FUNNEH!))

((

Ahh cool.))

((It's 3am!!! Haha. LoL!))

((You are insane to stay up until 3am! LOL.

And me and Emma are leaving, it shall be quite the adventure to get to Bournemouth today :D Hehe))

((Well.
Me and Syn were on the phone for about 5 hours last night. Haha.
I seriously went straight to sleep after that, and that is so unlike me. Hah, you wore me out Syn, with your commentary of the Horror Channel. Heh.
Anyways, I am alive! I woke up at 12 today with a start, no idea why, so I watched Zoey 101 in bed for like 45 minutes, cos I'm cool, then got up. I'm in the mood to do some art work today, I know I said I was gonna relax today, but hell, I feel creative. ))

((I am so cool.
I am downloading the Kim Possible theme tune.
Hell yeah! Hah.))