RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

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And the RPeeing too. Poor Synneh-poos.
But I am Jacoby and Erika, so I know both sides of the argument. Haha. Odd.

The Addict. I think I had a theory, was about to post it on LJ but then my computer decided to not wanna post it. So... yeah. I can't remember my theory. :( Nuts. Oh well.

Yeah. And the plastic cups on the floor all broken and sticky floors. Nothing like it. Haha.

I'm be going in a minute. Going to Portsmouth, shopping!!! Retail therapy to help me think through the weeks events.))

[[I love how everyone went for the obvious one in the case of The Addict, all Jimmy or Johnny.
I love Jo's theory on why it isn't Brian as well.
Because I wouldn't smash his pretty face.

YEAH!
Most fun you can have at a gig.
Although my sister and her friend will whine coz they're not allowed booze.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Sorry, gone from sad emo, to manic hyper.

Yay retail therapy is always a good thing.

I might go watch some TV or something.
I wanna see what horror films/All Excess look like on the big shiny TV, haha.]]

((I think my theory had something to do with Zacky being the killer because he had a baseball bat. Haha. Something like that.

No need to be sorry. That was my goal to make you hyper. Muahaha! Haha.

Go and watch All Excess. It will make you super manic doo doo hyper. Haha.
I shall be back around... 8ish. I am going to TK Maxx for the staff money off thingy with my mum at like 6ish. So... yeah. Ta ra!))

[[Okie dokie!
Byeeeee xxx]]

((Going out today was completely pointless. We just hid in McDonalds coz of the rain. Haha.
My sister may be coming with me to see Thirty Seconds To Mars, which is awesome really, coz they are her favourite band and she has been denyed a real life since she was diagnosed with Arthiritis and declaired disabled, so she hasn't been at school since like, year 6. She is in year 9 now and hasn't had any friends and had a normal life in years.
Hopefully this will be fun for her. Haha.))

[[Awww, I hope she can go with you then!
That'll be a nice treat!

So I just made the discovery...
Don't watch All Excess on a widescreen HDTV.
Ever.
I just watched the live performances and was all hyper.
Then I stupidly watched the STD Making Of and my God, Syn's hair...
It just, it looked so shiny and strokeable and...
*drifts off*
I think it's safe to say, I am in love with that man's hair.]]

((Yeah, would be. Haha.

My mom is in here right now talking about how my new room is a foot bigger than my room now, and acting like it is amazing. I am still like. *Scowls* Haha, she trying to make me be like YAY I CANT WAIT TO MOVE which will like, never happen.

And haha wow!! My damn TV in my bedroom makes it black and white, which sucks. :( I just watch it on zee laptop or giant TV in the looooooounge.
Would you lick his hair if you could? LOL. I wanna touch Matt's onion head. Hehe. ))

[[Well, it's an extra foot, haha.
You should just go all hyper and sarcastically overexcited about it, heehee.
Then maybe she'd stop.

Lick it?
I'd get a gobful of hair and whatever products go into that beautiful barnet.
I wanna stroke it.
And I'd like to stroke his hair too.
I'd quite like to have babies just with that mans hair.
It's so beautiful.
I got quite close to licking the screen when they showed that gorgeous shot of his eyes and everything.
Looked so beautiful.]]

((LOL
FUCK YEAH! *Headbangs* RIGHTEOUS! RIGHTEOUS!! AND EXTRA FOOT!! YEAH!! FUCK YEAH!!! *Moshes*
How's that? LOL

And his hair is beautiful.
Not so much now though =(
DONT KILL ME! Hahaha.
But yeah, he is a prettyful man.
*Nods*
And I wanna lick his nose.
I don't know why.
I just do. Haha))

[[OHGODSYN'SNOSE!!!
I love his nose.
It's so damn cute.
I just wanna... *pokes Syn's nose*
Awww.
Sorry, I'll behave.
Syn's hair does look a little odd at the moment.
But I'll allow him a chance to have weird hair a little while, as long as it's sexy again by the time I meet him.
I think he's growing out out again anyway, he's wearing his hats more, so yayness!]]

((MegaLOLIanABLEnesslyLOLZ!! Hehe.
Seriously, any body part that you don't like about that man? Haha.
And his hair isn't too bad. I like it. It could be worse. Imagine him with hair like Matt's.
@ that. Tehe.

I was just on the phone to meh father talking about stuff. Haha, t'was strange, we were talking for 20 minutes, longer than I have ever held a convo with him. Haha. Weird.))

[[Apparently Syn's worst fear is shaving his head.
I'M SAFE FROM THE TORTURE!
I love that guy.
Body parts I don't like?
Um...
*tries to think*
I'd say his wonkey finger but that's cute.
Um... nope, not that I can think of.

ICE-CREAM AND NUTELLA!
I wanted chocolate, it's the only chocolate we have.

That ios a bit odd.
You should have asked him what it was he wanted, haha.
Parents always do that when their kids are acting strange.]]

((Goooood!
That would suck if he shaved his head.
He'd look so funny. Haha.

Mm, tasty? LOL, we got loadsa Ben And Jerry's in which I may induuuuuldge in later. Haha.

And we just talked about music, and the bands I was going to see, and how it's gonna work when we move and all that. Haha.
My dad and stepmom think I am really depressed and stressed and shit right now I think, they keep saying that to me, and being nice to me and stuff. Hehe.
I'm not complaining though, at least they're being nice. Haha.))

[[If he shaved his head, I'd glue a fucking wig to it.
No really.

It tastes awful.
I feel sick now.
*moans*

Awww bless them.
Well at least some of your family are being nice, y'know?]]

Captain Syn wrote:

[[If he shaved his head, I'd glue a fucking wig to it.
No really.

It tastes awful.
I feel sick now.
*moans*

Awww bless them.
Well at least some of your family are being nice, y'know?]]

((Hahaha I wouldn't blame you. Haha.

And awww :( Haha. i am eating cheesestrings and frazzles. xD Haha.

And yeah, I am not complaining. Hehehe.))

[[Weird, I've suddenly gone really emo again.
I think I'm bipolar.
Or something.
I just... want to cry a lot.
But I can't.
I was nearly in tears watching the STD video earlier, before my dad came home and I had to wipe my eyes so he didn't mock me.]]

((Awwwness!!
It seems to be one of those days (where you don't wanna wake up, everythings fucked, everybody sucks. Ahem, sorry couldn't resist. But actually, that does work. It does with me when I am feeling emo anyway) where you are feeling low anf stuff and then get a little better and get low again.
It sucks :( I don't want you to be sad, I want you to be happy =) Hehe. I wish I could make you happier =D I would if I could :(

My latest myspace bulletin is about you, Chloe, Emma and Katie. Haha.
Hopefully no one will read it and be like WTF?! LOL. ))

[[Yeah, I fucking hate days like this.
Except mine's been going on for about two/three weeks now.
I wish I had money in my bank.
I'd go to meet A7X next week in a vague attempt to cheer myself up.
A hug and smile from Syn would do the trick.

Haha, I just read that.
Made me smiiiiiile.]]

((There will be another time to meet them, I'm sure :)
And you will be better soon enough, there's the new A7X album out soooon so that will be awesome.
Are you sure there is no possible way you can go? You're parents understand how much A7X means to you, won't they take you or anything? Haha.

Haha people are gonna think I am so weird with the whole buttsmex and kissaging and that general stuff.
But MEH! LolLLLLLLLL! Haha))

[[My parents taking me down to London?
You have got to be kidding me.
My dad thinks I'm sad for even contemplating the idea.
After all "they're only a band" and I'm too obsessed with them.
I may be obsessed but at least some good is coming of it, I'm happier, stronger and more proud of myself than I ever have been.
I've tried everything and I'm pretty certain it's not going to happen.
I might appeal to them one final time tonight.
Let them know how low I've been and how much it'd cheer me up.
Failing that, looks like the next hug I get is going to be an Atreyu boy.
Not a Syn.
And I know I'll see/meet them eventually.
And it'll be even sweeter for the wait.
The way it's going now, looks like I'll end up meeting them around my 21st birthday, in which case I'll just mention that and ask for a birthday kiss like the cheeky bitch I am.

Oh your mates are probably completely confused, haha.
Half the fun!]]

((Awww that sucks.
You will meet them one day though! And it will be amazing.
And yeah! Do that kiss thing! Hehe, even if it isn't you birthday, just pretend it is. Haha.

And I think anyone of my mehspace friends know me well enough by now, so I don't think they will be scared or confused by it. It's normal for me. Haha.

And I am so worried about Alex now, it's not funny. I haven't heard from him in a week, usually I would get texts or phone calls or we talk on MSN or something each day. He was supposed to come here last Saturday! B
But there has been nothing since last Wednesday. He is either avoiding me, or something bad has happened to him. I mean, if something did, no one would be able to tell me, like his friends and family. They don't know me, or have my number or anything! And I'd have no clue, coz I don't know what's up with him, I just thought he was avoiding me for some reason. What happens if he wasn't just avoiding me, but was hurt or... more? And I just was pissed at him for avoiding me, and made out with someone else the other day and are going round a guys house who I know likes me a lot but are still going anyway? And Alex is like... somewhere, hurt. In hospital or... dead or something???

I have an over the top imagination but still.

EEK!!!))

[[I'm sure he isn't dead.
Maybe he's just got no credit or something?
Or maybe his internet's gone screwy.
It happens.
You should try calling him and asking him if he's okay.]]

((Yeah. But if so, wouldn't he have phoned me?
Ahhh I hate my imagination. This always happens, if someone is late or I don't know where someone is I assume they are dead or injured :( Argh.
I texted him but there was no reply.
I don't wanna phone him just in case he is avoiding me, plus I have that stupid phobia of phoning people unless I know they know I'm calling.
Argghhhh!!
It should be okay though...))

[[I'm sure he's perfectly fine.
He's probably just having PMS or something, haha.
Maybe you could text him and let him know you're going to call, that way if he is avoiding you he'll respond and tell you not to?
Which would sort of help.
I mean, you'd know what was going on.
That made sense in my head.]]

((Yeah, it makes sense.
I should do that.
I'm still feeling worried and guilty, but a little pissed off, but yeah, I need to know what's going on. =/
But whatever.
Doth one wanna Rp? I don't know if you can use Syn right now. Is he still canoodling?
Matt and James need to continue that meetingageness.
So Meh. Haha.
I should read actually...
But Meh. Hahahaha. I'll just ask Orran about it tomorrow.
He is so creepy! He is a friend, yeah, and I sat next to him on the bus and he was just like.
"So... do you wanna have sex?" So casually. And I was like "*Lol* No." And then he just was going on about how he was going t blow up the bus but he will be okay coz he has a forcefield, and I would die, but if I had sex with him on the bus I wouldn't blow up.
I hate boys like that. Who just think about sex and that's about it.
Not saying I don't, but ya get meh. Haha.))