RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

Captain Syn wrote:

[[Mmm, I like the fact they're taking a while to develop as well.
I'm not a massive Mattacky shipper but it's cute in this.
And Synoby's just... well, it's very underused in real life... fic... meh, you know what I mean.]]

((Yeah.
I still hate the fact that there is more M/F smex in this than M/M.
It's wrong I tell you! I NEED M/M SMEX SOON!! LOL.))

Matty wrote:

-Shrugs-
I do hate him. A lot.
-Looks at Zacky-
And you got to his heart?
HE HAS A HEART?!
I thought it was as black as his fucking hair.
-Shivers-
-Looks back at Zacky-
I just really hate him.
I just... do.

-laughs-
Was it because of what he did to me?
Cos seriously, I am over that, you should be too.
-shrugs-
It was no big deal.
-takes a seat on the floor-
-leans against the side of the ship and breathes-

Oh I don't know.
I reckon he could probably give me a run for my money.
Besides I hurt him and I'd get snapped in half by Shadows.
*laughs*
I guess I'll have to start treating you badly, so you can have more stories for my amusement.
But then I'd be the cause of the pain and you wouldn't want to be near me.
And I don't think I could handle that.
*looks down at feet*

[[I AM NOT A WEASEL! LoL.]]

-Looks down at Zacky-
-Sighs and sits down next to-
It's not just that.
-Shrugs-
Some of the things he has said to me...
-Looks down-
We've had a lot of arguments and shit.
-Sighs-
Even though he is... bi or whatever the fuck he is, he still reminds me so much of a guy called Quinn from high school.
Homophobic bastard made my life hell. All the fucking comments, the times he beat me up...
He bullied me endless.
And Synyster reminds me so much of him I guess.
-Tears up-
And it brings back all the memories...

((LOL, the image of Quinn Allman beating up M Shadows = Hahaha))

Matty wrote:

Captain Syn wrote:

[[Mmm, I like the fact they're taking a while to develop as well.
I'm not a massive Mattacky shipper but it's cute in this.
And Synoby's just... well, it's very underused in real life... fic... meh, you know what I mean.]]

((Yeah.
I still hate the fact that there is more M/F smex in this than M/M.
It's wrong I tell you! I NEED M/M SMEX SOON!! LOL.))

[[And Nikki Sixx walked onto the ship and screwed all the seamen.
Then left.
That do???
*drifts off*
Wowwwwwww.]]

Matty wrote:

-Looks down at Zacky-
-Sighs and sits down next to-
It's not just that.
-Shrugs-
Some of the things he has said to me...
-Looks down-
We've had a lot of arguments and shit.
-Sighs-
Even though he is... bi or whatever the fuck he is, he still reminds me so much of a guy called Quinn from high school.
Homophobic bastard made my life hell. All the fucking comments, the times he beat me up...
He bullied me endless.
And Synyster reminds me so much of him I guess.
-Tears up-
And it brings back all the memories...

((LOL, the image of Quinn Allman beating up M Shadows = Hahaha))

[[Almost as funny as the fact that James Hart used to have to protect Shads in High School.
Except that was real.]]

Captain Syn wrote:

Oh I don't know.
I reckon he could probably give me a run for my money.
Besides I hurt him and I'd get snapped in half by Shadows.
*laughs*
I guess I'll have to start treating you badly, so you can have more stories for my amusement.
But then I'd be the cause of the pain and you wouldn't want to be near me.
And I don't think I could handle that.
*looks down at feet*

[[I AM NOT A WEASEL! LoL.]]

((I... didn't say you where.... -hides-))

I guess. I bet we could take him though.
-laughs-
-listens-
-widens eyes-
Did he...?
-looks at Syn-
Syn?
-reaches hand and places under Syn's chin-
-brings face up to look at into the eyes-
-is really close to Syn's face-

((LOL!! Hahah Awwness!!
Matt was a pansehboy!
And that idea would do...
*Dies*))

Captain Syn wrote:

Matty wrote:

-Looks down at Zacky-
-Sighs and sits down next to-
It's not just that.
-Shrugs-
Some of the things he has said to me...
-Looks down-
We've had a lot of arguments and shit.
-Sighs-
Even though he is... bi or whatever the fuck he is, he still reminds me so much of a guy called Quinn from high school.
Homophobic bastard made my life hell. All the fucking comments, the times he beat me up...
He bullied me endless.
And Synyster reminds me so much of him I guess.
-Tears up-
And it brings back all the memories...

((LOL, the image of Quinn Allman beating up M Shadows = Hahaha))

[[Almost as funny as the fact that James Hart used to have to protect Shads in High School.
Except that was real.]]

((Really?!?! Are you for serious? Haha!!))

Aww Matt. I... had no idea.
-brings arm around Matt's shoulders-
-hugs close to-
Look. If it makes you feel any better. Kids can be cruel in High School.
Synyster isn't gonna be the same. I mean, people have to gorw up.
Right?
-looks at Matt's face-
-whips tears from cheek-

Oh God, this is not good.
*smiles weakly at*
Hi there.
*looks over face*
I think I could be happy waking up to this every morning.
Um...
What the fuck?
What the fuck am I thinking?
I just... you're the only person who actually likes me on this ship and...
*eyes lower to lips*
I... couldn't lose that.
*looks back to eyes*
I don't want to lose... this.

Zacky wrote:

Captain Syn wrote:

Matty wrote:

-Looks down at Zacky-
-Sighs and sits down next to-
It's not just that.
-Shrugs-
Some of the things he has said to me...
-Looks down-
We've had a lot of arguments and shit.
-Sighs-
Even though he is... bi or whatever the fuck he is, he still reminds me so much of a guy called Quinn from high school.
Homophobic bastard made my life hell. All the fucking comments, the times he beat me up...
He bullied me endless.
And Synyster reminds me so much of him I guess.
-Tears up-
And it brings back all the memories...

((LOL, the image of Quinn Allman beating up M Shadows = Hahaha))

[[Almost as funny as the fact that James Hart used to have to protect Shads in High School.
Except that was real.]]

((Really?!?! Are you for serious? Haha!!))

[[I'm totally cereal!
I saw a clipping of it from an interview ages ago and I can't for the life of me remember where it was.
But yeah, James was Shads' bodyguard.
Then he took him to the gym one time and... well the rest is very muscular history.]]

((I actually just rubbed my hands together. Haha. I am so lame. And I am grinning like a foooooooooooooool.))

-breathes-
-feels Syn's breath on face-
-closes eyes and bites own lip-
Me neither.
I have never felt like this. Not sense... Erika.
But... it's doesn't feel wrong at all.
-blinks-
I can... almost feel as if this is what she wanted.
-looks down at shoes-

((The sappiness is coming from "Turn the Page" ))

((LOL also at Zacky comforting Matt.
This one is sooooooo different!!))

-Smiles-
-Feels self held on tight to Zacky-
-Smiles-
Thanks Zack.
Really... You... You just mean everything to me.
-Gets closer to-
-Smiles at-
-Flickers eyes to lips but looks away quickly-
I feel a little better now.
-Smiles-
Thankyou.

Matty wrote:

((LOL also at Zacky comforting Matt.
This one is sooooooo different!!))

-Smiles-
-Feels self held on tight to Zacky-
-Smiles-
Thanks Zack.
Really... You... You just mean everything to me.
-Gets closer to-
-Smiles at-
-Flickers eyes to lips but looks away quickly-
I feel a little better now.
-Smiles-
Thankyou.

Aww. Thank you Matt.
-smiles-
You mean a lot to me too.
You are possibly one of the best friends I have had in a long time.
-smiles and leans onto arm-
-looks out to sea-

Captain Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Captain Syn wrote:

Matty wrote:

-Looks down at Zacky-
-Sighs and sits down next to-
It's not just that.
-Shrugs-
Some of the things he has said to me...
-Looks down-
We've had a lot of arguments and shit.
-Sighs-
Even though he is... bi or whatever the fuck he is, he still reminds me so much of a guy called Quinn from high school.
Homophobic bastard made my life hell. All the fucking comments, the times he beat me up...
He bullied me endless.
And Synyster reminds me so much of him I guess.
-Tears up-
And it brings back all the memories...

((LOL, the image of Quinn Allman beating up M Shadows = Hahaha))

[[Almost as funny as the fact that James Hart used to have to protect Shads in High School.
Except that was real.]]

((Really?!?! Are you for serious? Haha!!))

[[I'm totally cereal!
I saw a clipping of it from an interview ages ago and I can't for the life of me remember where it was.
But yeah, James was Shads' bodyguard.
Then he took him to the gym one time and... well the rest is very muscular history.]]

((I need to see that interview. For real.))

-Smiles and watches Zacky-
-Lifts hand and strokes Zacky's hair softly-
He'll never like me the way I like him...
-Smiles sadly-
He likes pretty women... or hot guys like Synyster... not guys like me...
-Sighs-
I wish I was good enough for him
-Lifts hand away from Zacky's hair-
Well, at least I have him as a friend, I guess.
-Smiles-

Jacoby wrote:

((I actually just rubbed my hands together. Haha. I am so lame. And I am grinning like a foooooooooooooool.))

-breathes-
-feels Syn's breath on face-
-closes eyes and bites own lip-
Me neither.
I have never felt like this. Not sense... Erika.
But... it's doesn't feel wrong at all.
-blinks-
I can... almost feel as if this is what she wanted.
-looks down at shoes-

((The sappiness is coming from "Turn the Page" ))

Is he saying what I think he's saying?
I've never felt like this.
Ever.
*smiles weakly*
It's... kinda scary for me.
I don't really know what to say.
But if it feels right, maybe this is what she wanted?

[[I have Life Is Beautiful on.
Because it appears to be physically impossible for me to listen to anything but The Heroin Diaries right now.
I got it yesterday, I think I've played it about 15 times since then.]]

Matty wrote:

-Smiles and watches Zacky-
-Lifts hand and strokes Zacky's hair softly-
He'll never like me the way I like him...
-Smiles sadly-
He likes pretty women... or hot guys like Synyster... not guys like me...
-Sighs-
I wish I was good enough for him
-Lifts hand away from Zacky's hair-
Well, at least I have him as a friend, I guess.
-Smiles-

-looks out at the ocean-
I have never had anyone treat me like this before.
It feels nice to finally have someone who cares.
-smiles to self and snuggles into Matt's arm-
-yawns-
Man. I am tired.
-closes eyes-

((Chloe, you are always listening to TTP! LOL.
Me and Emma was losers today and spent like half an hour talking about Metallica.
It was funny, coz when my stepmother was my age she used to do that with her friends.
And that was like, 20 years ago! Haha.
Or 15 something like that, she is young. Haha.
And then we started singing One around the Campus.
A lot of metalhead dudes looked at us like WOW though so it was all good. Haha.))

Captain Syn wrote:

Is he saying what I think he's saying?
I've never felt like this.
Ever.
*smiles weakly*
It's... kinda scary for me.
I don't really know what to say.
But if it feels right, maybe this is what she wanted?

[[I have Life Is Beautiful on.
Because it appears to be physically impossible for me to listen to anything but The Heroin Diaries right now.
I got it yesterday, I think I've played it about 15 times since then.]]

-nods meekly-
I think so too.
-bites lip and looks back up at Syn-
Synyster.... Syn?
-cocks head to the side-
Erm...
Can I...
-coughs-
Can I kiss you?

((I think I just fangirled. ))

-Smiles-
Me too.
-Stretches-
We should hit the hay really, I really need to get some rest for tomorrow.
-Looks around-
A storm is coming by the looks of things, there will be a lot of hard work, I guess.
-Smiles-
-Holds onto Zacky-
-Enjoys Zacky's body against own-
But I wouldn't mind if you wanted to stay here a little bit longer...
-Smiles-

Matty wrote:

((Chloe, you are always listening to TTP! LOL.
Me and Emma was losers today and spent like half an hour talking about Metallica.
It was funny, coz when my stepmother was my age she used to do that with her friends.
And that was like, 20 years ago! Haha.
Or 15 something like that, she is young. Haha.
And then we started singing One around the Campus.
A lot of metalhead dudes looked at us like WOW though so it was all good. Haha.))

((It's a good song! I have an excuse.
Yes. You scared my poor friend Tanya. Haha. Bless her.
I shall sit with her tomorrow in Art rather than the strange boy that looks like the Leone's triplet that I think might be on drugs.
Yeah, I will sit with Tanya. Haha.))

Matty wrote:

-Smiles-
Me too.
-Stretches-
We should hit the hay really, I really need to get some rest for tomorrow.
-Looks around-
A storm is coming by the looks of things, there will be a lot of hard work, I guess.
-Smiles-
-Holds onto Zacky-
-Enjoys Zacky's body against own-
But I wouldn't mind if you wanted to stay here a little bit longer...
-Smiles-

-looks up at-
I... to be honest... can't be assed to move.
-laughs-
I think we could stay here like this for a little while.
-smiles-
-pauses-
I can't hear Synyster and Jacoby anymore.
Are they still there?
-cocks eyebrow-

Zacky wrote:

Matty wrote:

((Chloe, you are always listening to TTP! LOL.
Me and Emma was losers today and spent like half an hour talking about Metallica.
It was funny, coz when my stepmother was my age she used to do that with her friends.
And that was like, 20 years ago! Haha.
Or 15 something like that, she is young. Haha.
And then we started singing One around the Campus.
A lot of metalhead dudes looked at us like WOW though so it was all good. Haha.))

((It's a good song! I have an excuse.
Yes. You scared my poor friend Tanya. Haha. Bless her.
I shall sit with her tomorrow in Art rather than the strange boy that looks like the Leone's triplet that I think might be on drugs.
Yeah, I will sit with Tanya. Haha.))

((We weren't that scary at break!
What did we do?
I ran up to some random people and started chatting.
Oh wait, that was just English.
Oh, and in the lunch queue. Haha.
At break all I remember was laughing a lot. Haha.
Something about The Used... Zacky V... Coby Shaddix...
Erm?))

*eyes widen*
Ohgodohgodohgod...
I... I haven't for... years.
*looks over face*
Maybe he's the reason why?
Maybe I've been waiting for him?
*smiles back at*
*nods*
I'd love you to.
Jacoby.