RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

[[The 100% Official Avenged Sevenfold tracklisting.

Critical Acclaim
Almost Easy
Scream
Afterlife
Gunslinger
Unbound Brompton Cocktail
Lost A Little Piece of Heaven
Dear God

8 tracks? ONLY 8 TRACKS I hear you cry? I have only one thing to say.

Master Of Puppets. 8 tracks = perfection.]]

((Haha. AWESOME! Yey ))

We're all allowed our emo moments Matt.
-leans on shoulder-
Trust me, I have them all the time.
-laughs-

((WOOO! Just think, some of the great '80's vinyls were only 8 tracks.))

*kisses back*
Okay, but promise me if anything ever worries you then you'll tell me? I don't just want to share the good with you, I want to share everything no matter what it is, yeah?
*smiles*

[[OCTOBER 15TH! ]]

Yeah.
And if you feel worried about telling Brian.
You can always tell me...
Then I'm convice you to tell Brian.
-laughs-

((I knew that already but still ))

-Smiles-
Thanks guys.
I really do have the best friends in the world...
But don't worry about me, okay? I'll be fine...
-Hugs both-
Sorry for being annoying, but seriously, there is nothing wrong with me. Not that I could explain at least.
But thanks.
I promise I will tell you if I need to.
-Sighs and looks back into reflection in mirror-
-Looks away quickly-
-Closes eyes-
-Smiles sadly-

You better do.
*grins*
*cuddles up*
And if you just need a hug or anything, I'm here for that too, okay?
*kisses softly*
Nothing's too stupid.

-pauses-
Now that we have had this lovey dovey-ness...
What do you wanna do now then?
-looks between Matt and Brian-
-smiles at-

-Smiles-
-Kisses-
I could do with a hug right now.
-Laughs-
Thanks Brian.

I wish I could tell him how I feel. But that will make him hate me. Plus, I don't even know how I feel right now...

-Looks to Zacky-
-Shrugs-
Right now all I keep thinking of is the fact that all three of us are on my bed together.
-Laughs-
So, I don't think you should leave it for to decide what we do now. Haha.

{{I have red on my hands... and bits of my hair are red. Hahah. Yay? LOL.}}

*wraps arms around*
*cuddles tightly*
*smiles*
I'm sure Ava's trying to cuddle you too.
*grins*

-Smiles-
Thanks Brian.
-Moves head-
-Kisses lips-
Oh, and thanks Ava.
-Moves hands to Brian's stomach-
-Lifts hands under shirt and strokes stomach softly-
I am hugging her too.
-Smiles-

-smiles at-
They are so cute together.
I just hope that that this me and Mick someday...
-looks around and sighs-
I really really hope that is me and Mick someday.
Waiting for our baby to arrive, sharing everything with each other, sharing little kisses here and there that mean everything, sharing long hugs in bed, just laying in bed together naked without having to make love to feel like one...
I want that so badly...
-smiles weakly-

*giggles*
She just kicked, I think she's trying to get out to give you a proper cuddle.
*looks down and smiles*
Not just yet, baby.

Zacky wrote:

-smiles at-
They are so cute together.
I just hope that that this me and Mick someday...
-looks around and sighs-
I really really hope that is me and Mick someday.
Waiting for our baby to arrive, sharing everything with each other, sharing little kisses here and there that mean everything, sharing long hugs in bed, just laying in bed together naked without having to make love to feel like one...
I want that so badly...
-smiles weakly-

[[Awwwww.]]

*cuddles close*
*rests head on shoulder*
*looks down at Matt stroking stomach*
*smiles*
*tilts head up*
*kisses lips*
I love you.
*strokes own stomach*
I love you too Ava.
*lets eyes drift shut, smiling happily*

[[I'm being kicked off.
So, 'straight' Syn and Mattacky tomorrow?
Looking forward to it.
Night all. xxx]]

Brian wrote:

*giggles*
She just kicked, I think she's trying to get out to give you a proper cuddle.
*looks down and smiles*
Not just yet, baby.

-Grins-
Awww....
Yeah, not yet....
-Smiles up at Brian-
-Whispers-
I gotta go to work tonight.
I promise I'll tell Corey I'm quitting.
-Pauses-
I'm not sure how we'll find this money. But I know we will.
-Nods-
We've got to.

((Ok! Erm, is Matt being beaten up tonight and ending up in the hospital?
Anyway byeeeee))

*mumbles*
I know we will.
Even if we have to sell Zacky.
*laughs*
*drifts off*

-Smiles-
Goodnight babe...
-Laughs-
Hopefully, it won't have to come to that. I want to keep Zacky.
-Laughs-
-Kisses and climbs out of arms-
-Looks at Zacky-
I gotta go to work tonight.
-Looks at Brian-
Look after him, okay?
-Gets up-
-Looks into mirror and cringes-
-Gets changed for work-

-snaps out of trance-
-smiles down at sleeping Brian-
-whispers-
Yeah. I'll stay with him.
-grabs onto Matt's shirt-
Hey. Don't you get hurt tonight ok?
I saw what happened last night and...
-sighs-
Ava needs a daddy Matt, and you'll be a great one.
-hugs Matt-

-Smiles-
-Walks towards-
-Hugs-
Thanks Zack.
And I hope to God I will be, I really do.
-Finishes getting ready-
And yeah, I won't get hurt. It's not like I'll die or anything from working there.
-Sighs-
-Looks at Zacky-
-Mutters-
I had a dream last night that Brian was killed, and I was right there but was too busy with my job to notice.
It was the most scariest dream I have had in my life.
-Looks at Brian-
I don't know what I would do if I lost him.
And I know he is the same with me.
-Shakes head-
He's right. I need to quit this job soon. I can't risk out family like that.
-Bites lip-

Oh Matt.
Thats horrible.
-rubs Matt's arms-
Well, it's probably just because you are feeling tired and kinda low.
I had that dream about Mick dying when I was...really bad.
-bites lip-
Look. If you guys need the money so badly, and I don't want Ava to grow up without you, I'll help along alright?
I'll get an extra job and help you guys.
If this job is risking your life, you really think it's worth it.

It's okay Zacky.
This is why I didn't want anyone to know.
This probably sounds really old fashioned, but... it's my job to support my family, okay? I should be earning the money.
I don't want to ask people from it, I don't want loans or anything. I wanna earn it myself, you know?
-Shrugs-
But I know, I could be risking my life with this.
-Shakes head-
Even though I don't know what Brian is so worried about. I am risking my life more by being a school teacher. Do you have any idea how many high school murder things there are?
-Laughs-
-Shakes head-
Well, you know what I mean.
And yeah, the dream was horrible. I could see everything, even though I could also see me completely ignoring it. It was so bad. I woke up screaming and just clung to Brian tight, you know? Now wanting to let him go. I just thought so long as he was in my arms then he would be okay.
-Shrugs-
That's what I want to do. I want to protect my family. Seeing someone I loved so much dying in front of me without me even noticing? One of my worst fears.
That dream was terrible, but it really spoke to me, I guess. Helped me think a little more.
-Shakes head-
Like how I would rather die than let anything happen to Brian or Ava.
Or how I would be if I was never gonna see Brian again.
How... selfish I can be sometimes.
-Looks over and Brian-
I love him so much. I don't think anyone could have any idea. I don't even think he could. He loves me, I know he does, but I don't think it would be possible for him to love me as much as I do him. And if anything would ever happen to him...
-Sniffs and wipes eyes from tears-
-Stops and breathes-
I'm not making any sense, am I?
-Smiles-
Sorry.

You are.
-wipes Matt's tears-
I understand how you feel, but you have to ask for help sometimes, I mean, it's snow you under otherwise.
-nods-
I can imagine, it sounds horrible.
-nods-
Do... Do you want me to sit up with Brian tonight?
Like until you get back?