RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

*strokes picture*
You're both adorable.
*smiles*
I dunno, even if there was something wrong he wouldn't tell us.
Stubborn bastard.

-rubs arm around Brian shoulder-
Come here you.
-hugs close to self-
I'll help you get it out of him, yeah?
I'll put on the police hat and have a search lamp and everything.
-laughs-
-looks up to stairs-
I wonder whats wrong with him...

-Sits on edge of bed examining room-
-Shakes head-
I don't even know why I am like this.
I have Brian. The man I have wanted so bad ever since I was fifteen.
I am engaged to him.
He's pregnant with my child.
It's like... it's all working out. Finally.
I don't even know what my problem is.
I just...
I wanna be able to look after Brian and Eva. And I don't think I can do that.
I'm not... I'm not a great fatherly figure. I'm not... I've never been good with committments.
-Runs hands through hair-
I just know I'm going to fuck this up somehow.
And then seeing Zacky... being a better dad than me.
M Shadows takes over. And I am jealous of Zacky for being so amazing. And then just thinking that Zacky and Brian might as well have a baby. They'd be better parents for a kid to have.
-Rolls eyes-
Anyone would think I am pre-menstrual or something.
-Laughs to self-
-Stares at self in mirror from bed-
-Grins-
Brian wanted to buy that for my room... so he could see us having sex in the mirror...
-Laughs-

*smiles*
Thanks Zee.
Maybe you just whip out your truncheon and threaten to give him a beating.
*laughs*

-smirks-
Hey, I'd do anything for you man, you know I would.
Hell, I was talking about being the stripper at your stag do.
-laughs-
-pauses-
But, this is Matt we are talking about, I'm pretty sure he would give me a beating.

((Poor Mattie! He'll be a good Daddy! -huggles Matt-))

((LOL! I can't even think of a reason for Matt to be sad, I don't even think it is a good enough reason, Haha I am just feeling a little for some reason, so I thought he should too. Hahaha))

He wouldn't dare touch you.
He wouldn't want to incur the wrath of pregnant Syn.
*laughs*
Maybe we should try and see what's up?

Matty wrote:

((LOL! I can't even think of a reason for Matt to be sad, I don't even think it is a good enough reason, Haha I am just feeling a little for some reason, so I thought he should too. Hahaha))

((Well, mix it with stress, tiredness, lack of sex and the Zacky thing can seem more of a bid deal than it really is? Thats what I would say to justify it anyway.))

Brian wrote:

He wouldn't dare touch you.
He wouldn't want to incur the wrath of pregnant Syn.
*laughs*
Maybe we should try and see what's up?

Yeah?
Ok then.
-gets up and holds hands out to Brian-
-heaves Brian up-
Oh Mama.
-laughs-
Come on then.

*scowls*
I'm not that heavy, you bastard.
*laughs*
*smiles*
Let's go see what's wrong.

[[Apologies if I'm quiet, I'm on the phone.]]

((LOL I suppose.
And EEK I HAVE BLOOD ON MY HANDS AND IT WON'T WASH OFFFFF))

-Looks into mirror-
I will be a good daddy...
-Nods-
I just... need to change a little bit. Mature more. The kid wants a father, not a friend. And that would be what I would be to it.
-Bites lip-
Maybe the fatherly instincts will sink in once it's born.
-Sighs-
I just hope Brian will never wish Zacky was it's father and not me.
That's all I am worried about right now.
-Pauses-
Okay, that amongst a hell of a lot of other things including money, Brian, Zacky, and the baby. Haha.
-Sighs and looks back into mirror-
Eva's father got beaten up trying to earn money at a strip club.
-Sighs-
What kinda father am I?

((Btw, I told Emma on the bus about Eva Zacketta. She wants to play the kid.
I said no.
Cos she'll play her as a all drinking, all druggie, Zacky-hatin' baby. LOL.
"Let's kill uncy Zacky" Haha.

She also said Jepha should be his baby. We LOL'd at images of a baby with Jepha's head popping out of Brian. Hahaha.))

Yeah. But I'll only little.
-walks up the stairs-
Well, in some respects.
-laughs-
-stands outside Brian and Matt's bedroom-
-knocks lightly-
-says sweetly-
Mattie? It's me and Brian.
Can we come in?

((OMG! And you are Mcbeth. Thats scary.))

Zacky wrote:

Yeah. But I'll only little.
-walks up the stairs-
Well, in some respects.
-laughs-
-stands outside Brian and Matt's bedroom-
-knocks lightly-
-says sweetly-
Mattie? It's me and Brian.
Can we come in?

((OMG! And you are Mcbeth. Thats scary.))

((But I don't think MacBeth randomly decided to dye bits of his hair red... without gloves. LOL.))

-Hears voices-
Uh, yeah sure guys, come on in, I am just examining my wound.
-Laughs softly-
-Turns away from door and bites lip-
-Mutters-
Fuck.

-walks in with Brian-
-smiles at Matt-
Hey. You ok?
-sits on one side of Matt on the bed-
-rubs thigh-
You wanna talk?

*pushes open door*
Hey Matty.
*walks over to*
*hugs*

-Widens eyes and looks at Zacky and Brian-
What the hell are they doing?
I'm fine guys.
-Smiles weakly-
Okay, now I am officially freaked out. What the hell is going on?
-Hugs Brian back-
I'm scared... people do this before they say bad news... What's the bad news?
-Looks at Zacky-
How come they are being like this with me?
Uhh...
-Nods-
Is there anything you guys wanna tell me?
-Bites lip and looks at-

-looks at Brian confused-
Us?
You're the one that walked out the room, and have being up here for like 5 minutes.
We thought something was up with you.
-shrugs-

It's nothing, Matty.
You just looked a little down.
*wraps arm around shoulder*
Just figured you could do with cuddles?

-Still looks at suspiciously-
Ohh... okay then.
Sorry, I... just...
-Shrugs-
I only came up here to check on my bruise. That's all.
-Looks at both-
Didn't realise you guys cared so much.
-Smiles-
Thanks.

Cause we care Mattie.
-joins hugs-
You sure you don't wanna talk?
I mean, you have being kinda quiet recently.
-looks at-
You know you can tell me anything.
-looks at brian-
And of course you can tell Brian anything.
-laughs softly-
-looks back up at Matt and rubs back-

You didn't realize we cared?
*taps engagement ring*
Of course I care, Matty.
*smiles*
You know if something's worrying you then you can always talk to us, right?

-Smiles-
Thanks Zack.
But... I don't think there is anything to say.
True. What I am feeling right now can not be described into words.
If there was something I would tell you.
-Looks at-
And yeah, I know if there is something up I can talk to you both.
Thanks again.
I know you cared but...
-Shrugs-
I don't know. I'm just being kinda emo right now, ignore me please. Haha.
-Looks at Zacky-
Thankyou.
-Kisses cheek-
-Looks at Brian-
Thankyou.
-Kisses lips-