RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Goodnight you two.
Thank you for letting me sleep here.
-smiles at-
-sees Matt and Brian are both asleep-
-smiles and snuggles into bed-
-turns over and snuggles into body-
-smiles and cuddles-
-closes eyes and falls asleep-

((Damn the mosquetos for eating me during the night!! I have like 100 bites!! AHHHH))

-Wakes up-
-Doesn't open eyes-
-Smiles and feels Brian wrapped around self-
Mmm... Good morning...
-Kisses cheeks-
-Smiles and moves kisses to lips-
-Sighs-
-Snuggles into arms and lifts head up-
Hey babe...
-Kisses-

-is half asleep-
-feels kisses on lips-
Mmmm Micky.
-opens eyes lazily to see Matt-

Wh...What?

-Continues kissing, eyes closed-
-Smiles and opens eyes-
Good morning I...
-Takes sharp intake of breath-
-Springs off of Zacky-

Uhh... I...
-Coughs-
I'm so sorry!!! I thought you were Brian...
-Looks at Zacky-
Ooooooooooooooooooooooooooops

-stares at wide eyed-
Oh Shit... I'm sorry too.
I...I shouldn't have come to you guys last night.
I...
-looks down and tries to avoid Matt's eyes-
Shit, thats the first time I have ever kissed or being kissed by Matt. And on the lips...
Oh God, what's Brian gonna do?
-bites lip-

-Looks at Zacky-
-Bites lip-
Uhh, well, I'm sorry again, okay? it's just... every morning I do that with Brian and I forgot you were here, so...
-Shrugs-
This is all my fault Zacky, don't blame yourself for being here, you had a bad dream. You felt more safe, right? It was a good thing, I guess, it was just my fault that in the morning I thought...
-Shakes head-
I'm just... gonna shut up about it now.
-Smiles-

Yeah, it's erm... No big deal.
-fiddles with fingernails-
And you are right, I did feel safer here. I slept the best I have in weeks, since Mick left.
-smiles weakly-
Thanks for not saying I was a pussy for like, coming in here just cos of a bad dream.
-laughs weakly-
Man, I am a pussy.
-smiles-

-Smiles at-
I am glad we made you feel safer Zacky.
-Smiles at-
Zacky, you aren't a pussy.
-Laughs-
You know, only last week, Brian woke up screaming because he dreamt a giant Marshmallow was chasing him down a highway. He was crying, he was that scared, I had to hold him all night for him to be able to go back to sleep again.
-Laughs again-
So, I wouldn't be too worried about being scared like you were over just a dream, when you have Brian here. Haha.
-Looks at-
What was the dream about anyway? Not giant marshmallows, I hope.

A giant marshmallow?
-Narrows eyes at-
-Pauses-
Anyway.... Uhmmm...
-Mumbles-
I dreamt that, uhh... Mick died infront of me... He was...
-Sniffs-
...Stabbed.
-Smiles at-
Yeah, I did feel safer with you guys though...

Whoa shit Zacky, I'm sorry.
-Laughs slightly-
That definitely beats the marshmallow, you had a good reason to be that scared. Unlike him...
-Glares at an asleep Brian who has his mouth wide open and drool dripping out-
-Laughs at image-
We're always here for you Zack, you know that.
-Smiles-
So... what do you wanna do? Looks like it's gonna be a while until he wakes up.
-Looks back at Brian who just let out an enormous snore-
-Laughs again-

-Smiles-
Thanks man.
-Looks at Brian-
-Laughs softly-
And I don't know... Umm... watch TV? Computer? I don't mind, I'm easy.
-Smiles at sweetly-

I'm easy? Dammit, how come anything people say to me can sound sexual to me?
-Looks at Brian-
Seriously, I need to talk to him about this before I do something I will definitely regret. Talk to him about how I am feeling right now...
-Smiles and looks back at Zacky-
Yeah okay Zacky... I need to make some breakfast as well...
-Climbs out of bed-
You can help if you want.
-Looks down at self just wearing underwear-
As you probably know, I don't like clothes much.
-Laughs and heads to door-

-Smiles at-
Yeah sure Matty...
-Gets out of bed too-
-Looks at Matt's lack of clothes-
Are you gonna...
-Shakes head-
Never mind.
-Laughs-
I suppose Matt and clothes don't really mix... how could I have forgotten...
-Grins and follows Matt downstairs-

-Cracks up while walking downstairs-
I feel sorry for you Zack, spending a week with us. I never wear clothes... And Brian is just... Brian.
-Laughs-
Good luck with it! Haha.
-Walks into kitchen-
Anything you want to eat?
-Finds food and puts on counter-
Anything you want Zack, I'll make you. I got it all...
-Smiles at-

Wow, it's not as awkward between us anymore, even after what happened this morning, that is definitely a good thing... I couldn't stand it when there was tension...

Uhmm.... I'll just have toast please.
-Smiles at-
-Sits at breakfast bar and watches Matt-

Oh, it's not so bad between us now... I wonder why...
The tension has all kinda gone now, and I feel happier... Why do I feel happier?

-Laughs-
If that's all you want, then fine.
-Smiles and begins making toast-
-Makes self own breakfast which includes part of the cheeselog-
-Laughs-
I don't know why he made me buy all this... he doesn't even like cheese all that much, I think it was just an excuse to get me out of the house or something...
-Grins-
Anyone would think he was cheating on me or something.
-Laughs-
Great thing to say, dumbass...
-Coughs and continues cooking-

-Looks at Matt and laughs slightly-
He wouldn't cheat on you, he loves you.
He probably just wanted you to get him a load of cheeselogs for his cravings he gets when he is like, only a few months pregnant...
-Shrugs-
Can I have some butter on that toast.
-Laughs-
And some jam?
Pleaaaaase?
-Flutters eyelashes-

-Smiles-
Yeah of course, lotsa jame and butter for you! Haha.
-Bites lip and turns away from Zacky and faces cooking-
Uhh, yeah. He loves me, so he would never be with anyone else.
-Coughs-
That sounds... right.
-Continues cooking-

Way to make me feel a hella lot guilty... fuck. I need to talk to Brian, I really, really do, I don't think he understands how I am right now... Maybe Brian could do something, even though he hasn't wanted to in weeks... maybe he does want to though and just don't think he can, or is worried about me not wanting to do it cos he is pregnant...
Well, whatever all I know, is that I need to talk to him about this...

Awesome.
I'll get it.
-smiles and gets up from chair-
-walks over to counter and climbs on top of-
-opens top cupboard and searches for the jam-
Ohh raspberry.
Does he really think that Brian would cheat on him? Erm... I'll have to talk to him about it. Maybe it's something to do with the baby. Or, maybe he just feels guilty for putting the moves on me yesterday....
-shakes head-
-pulls out jam from cupboard-
You want anything while I'm up here Matt?

-Smiles and looks at Zacky-
-Blinks-
-Sees Zackys pyjama pants are riding down slowly-
Shit.You are making this hard for me on purpose aren't you? Grrr...
-Looks at-
Uhh, no it's okay Zacky...
-Tries to turn away-
Dammit!! I hate this!! I wish... I don't know what I wish. I just don't want it to be this way, I am not gonna cheat on Brian!
-Groans and reluctantly turns away-
-Turns back to cooking-

-holds onto jam and closes cupboard-
Shit, this is kinda high up.
And the floor is tiled and I'm wearing slippery socks.
-bites lip-
Matt, do you think you could help me down?
I don't wanna fall over or slip and crack my head open.
-laughs nervously-

-Turns away from cooking and looks at Zacky-
-Laughs-
Yeah sure...
-Walks towards and wraps arms around Zacky's waist-
-Laughs and picks Zacky up and lifts off of counter-
-Grins while carrying Zacky off-
-Holds onto Zacky-
This okay?
-Laughs-

-grips onto Matt's shoulder-
Dude, you are like half naked and you feel kinda hot and sweaty, and I like it. Please,for the love of God, put me down.
Matt, I meant like, lend me a hand, not carry me.
-laughs-
-wonders why Matt is lingering-
So...you gonna put me down?
-bites lip-

-Continues holding on to Zacky-
-Smiles at-
Oh, yeah of course, sorry Zacky...
-Puts down to floor carefully-
I... just, I don't know, I just thought that would be the best way to help you down, I didn't want you to hurt yourself.
-Shrugs-
Sorry.
-Laughs-

Shit, why the hell did I do that? Pick him up and all, I'm practically naked!
And why did it feel so good to have something so small in my arms?
-Sigh and shakes head-
i'm such a bad person...
I guess it must have been because it was just... different. Right?
-Looks at Zacky-
-Smiles and goes back to cooking-

Erm...Thank you.
-smiles at-
-walks back over to chair-
-sits on and puts jam on table-
-waits for food and watches Matt-
Why did that feel so good being in his arms like that? I felt so safe, like I couldn't be hurt every again. I wasn't scared or freaked out I was just...safe. Oh God, whats happening to me?