RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

-Sighs-
-Moves towards and hugs tightly-
-Pulls towards-
-Takes off Zacky's shoes and jacket-
-Realises what is doing-
-Stops suddenly-
Fuck, I am taking off his clothes! I only wanted him to be comfortable tonight! Shit, I hope he didn't get the wrong idea...
You... you can take off the rest, you know, just to be comfortable in bed tonight.
-Coughs-
-Smiles awkwardly-
I know you want him here, I'm so sorry Zacky.
-Kisses cheek-
You'll have to put up with us instead for a while then, I'm sorry.
-Smiles-

-wipes away tears-
Thank you.
Why did he take off my jacket for me? Maybe he's just tired and wants me to stop my whining and get some sleep, I can see why, even I'm getting sick of myself.
I'm sorry, for being so shitty and whiny.
-smiles sadly-
-pulls off jeans and hoodie-
-puts clothes in a pile by the window-
-smiles back at Matt-
I think I can find some room with you guys.
-laughs softly-

((Jo left so suddenly. I dun wanna go yet so I will do some randomness.))

-wakes up-
-stretches in bed-
-sees the time-
3am.
-sighs and looks around-
-sees Matt on opposite side-
-sees Brian clinging to him-
-sighs and gets out of bed-
I can't get back to sleep.
I'll have to watch TV or something.
Or call Mick.
-picks up letter and ring from pile of clothes-
-walks out of the bedroom-
-walks downstairs-
This place has never being so clean.
-laughs to self-
-walks into living room and turns on light-
-grabs house phone from side and takes over to couch-
-sits on the couch-
-dials Mick's cell number-
Come on. Pick up please.
-bites lip and waits-
-slides ring onto finger-
Perfect fit.
-smiles to self-

Hey, this is Mick. Leave a message after the tone.
-beeps-

Mick. It's Zacky. I'm just calling to thank you for the letter. It was really nice of you to write me.
-laughs-
I'd just wish you call me. I miss hearing your voice.
-bites lip-
Erm, and you must know my ring size baby, it's a perfect match.
-looks at ring-
And I promise that I'll keep it on until you return here. Or after if you want.
-laughs uneasily-
-pauses-
I miss you baby. I really do, more with every passing day and I just want you to know that I love you and I'm thinking of you.
-holds back sob-
Bye.
-hungs up-

-sighs a sob-
-rests head back on the couch-
-plays with ring on finger-
Zacky loves Mick too.
-kisses ring-
-sighs-

-rests head against couch-
-hugs chest and closes slip closed-
-falls into a dream filled sleep-



Come Zacky. Don't go hogging all the milkshake.

Hey. It's my milkshake and I'll hog if I want to.
-laughs-
-sees Mick pouting-
Aww. Does Mick want a taste of my milkshake?
-sees Mick pouting and nodding-
-laughs and huggles against-
-drinks some milkshake-
He wants a taste now?
-sees Mick nod-
-smirks and leans forward-
-kisses softly-
-kisses turn more passion filled-
-breaks away-
Mmm, good kisser.
But you still aren't getting my milkshake.
-laughs and jumps off Mick's lap-

[[*tries to remain calm*
I will not miss the tickets.
They were just bad dreams.
17 bad dreams where I missed the MCR tickets.
I'll get them fine in the next five minutes.
I'll get my tickets, then me, Melly and her best friend will be there on 11th November.
*tries to breathe*
I'm never drinking again when I have to order gig tickets in the morning again.

EDIT:
I HATE TICKETMASTER!!!
Fucking making me have fucking panic attacks.
We tried three times to order tickets from the cunts and three times they didn't accept the card.
I am still recovering from the damn panic attack!
[My dad keeps taking the piss out of me about that, haha. MCR are the band I listen to to keep my panic attacks away so for them to be causing one is a bit daft.]
But we got them from another site,
Would have used them straight away but the website wouldn't load.
Fuck Ticketmaster, I'm using those guys all the time in future.
So I'm going!

Okay, I'm gonna go learn how to breathe again now...
*passes out*]]

((Whoa shit Syn sorry about the panic attacks, damn. I hope you are okay now! But yay you have the tickets! Woot! You're seeing MCR. LUCKEH!! Mty dad is all "You've seen them once, why do you wanna see then again?" About it. Grrrr. And Ticketmaster suck we shall cause them PAIN by... throwing tickets at them? LOL

YAY FOR MCR!!))

((*Gets stuff ready for weekend*
I swear to god I am at Chloe's more time than home. My mom is all "If you do that again, you're coming with us!" She said last night I was coming with them, cos I moaned when she turned off the internet, and she keeps going on about me going with her, but she is using it as punishment. wtf she really should be happy I'm not coming, I always ALWAYS complain on holidays. They sucks ass, seriously, usually I am just in my room reading. Haha.
I'm so cool. LOL.))

((Hello! I'm awake. And it's before noon. Shock horror. ))

((HELLO!!! Wanna RP?
And guess what.... I am wearing a skirt. SHOCK HORROR!
LOL.))

((WOW! I am wearing a skirt and trousers. LOL. I'm-a looking at the Zacky in this RP fashion. LOL. And yeah sure, you wanna start? Since Zacky did fall asleep downstairs.))

((*Watches Q&A on Berth.
Quinn just drunk a little bit of Laundry Detergent... *Shakes head* What's worse is that I probab ly would do that. Haha.
Aaand now Jepha is in the bath. Haha.))

(( I just found a new hiding place for the cookies. ))

((Awesome!! It's hot outside, right?))

-Sighs and wakes up-
-Feels Brian clinging too-
I... needta get a drink Brian...
-Moves Brian's arms off of body-
-Hears Brian moan and slap with hands-
-Scowls-
-Gets out of bed difficultely-
-Walks out of bedroom and down stairs-
-Frowns-
Where's Zacky? Wasn't he asleep with us?
-Walks downstairs and sees Zacky downstairs asleep-
-Smiles and walks and sits next to-
He looks so sad...
-Shakes head-
Poor him. I can understand how he could feel...
-Touches shoulder-
Hey Zacky, Zacky?
-Smiles-

((Yay! Haha, do I wanna know where? LOL.))

((In my art room. LOLsoMUCH!.))

-shakes in sleep-
Wha...
-opens eyes and sees Matt-
-smiles weakly-
Hey.
What time is it?
-sits up and cracks neck-
Oww...

-Smiles down at-
It's 11am. Brian's asleep.
-Looks at-
Are you okay? Sleep uncomfortably?
-Looks concerned-
Why did you leave last night?

((Ooh nice!! Haha, I just went outside, I was like OWWW IT BUUUURNS cos of the sun. LOL. It's WARM!!!! Yey!! Haha.))

Not really.
-laughs uneasily-
I couldn't sleep, I came down here to watch TV.
Erm...I wanted to call Mick, I needed to hear his voice.
But he didn't answer his phone.
But to be fair it was 3am.
-sighs-
I'm really not coping well.

((It is warm! Woohoo!))

-Smiles sadly-
-Wraps arms around and hugs-
I'm so sorry Zacky. He must have just been asleep or something.
-Strokes hair-
Listen Zack, I have a few thousand saved somewhere okay? I was going to save it for the future and stuff but I can use some of it to buy a plane ticket to Florida.
I want you to see him again. I'm sure he'll love that.
-Looks at-
Would you like that?
-Smiles-
And until the time when Mick comes back, you have us, okay? You always will. I know we mean different to you then Mick, we are just friends, but just know you're not gonna be alone ever, okay?
-Laughs softly-
You will always have us. We're never going to go away. Haha.

No No. You can't use your money like that, you have to save it for the baby. I won't let you.
I'll be ok, I just, I haven't really got used to fact he's not here, yet.
But. I'll be fine. I just need to call him more, and write him and email him.
You know I love you guys.
I know you are always there for me and all that, but you're gonna have a baby to take care of soon. I can't be around here forever.
-laughs-
So erm, what are you doing today then?

-Smiles-
Zack, you're our best friend. You come first, okay? Don't worry about the baby. It's not like when it comes we'll abandon you or anything, you always have a place here if you need it.
And seriously, I don't mind paying for you to go there, I would want you to see Mick again, I really would.
And... I suppose with time it's gonna get better. But this isn't The End or anything, you are going to see him again...

Thanks Matt. You know, you've always being like a dad or a brother to me, you'll be a great father.
-hugs-
No. I want you to save your money. This is yours and Brian's first child, I want it to have a good life and get everything it wants.
-smiles at-
And I will see Mick again, even if I have to hitch a ride to Florida on the back of a gas truck.
-laughs-

-Grins-
-Hugs-
And I would ride you all the way there if I could.
-Coughs-
Uh, yeah.... Ahem.
Just... focus on being okay, alright? I want the old Zacky back. I understand what it is like for you, I can imagine if Brian moved away...
-Sigh-
I would probably have died.
-Bites lip-
But back then I didn't have anyone else. He was the only good thing in my life. I have you too now.
-Hugs-
And I don't know what I am going to do today... when the beast wakes...
-Looks upstairs-
-Laughs-
I'll probably be on my feet running around after him. You know, getting him food and all that. Haha. You can stay and help if you want, but if I were you, I'd run for my life. Haha.

I have nothing but women in my family. I think I can deal with a horomonal Brian.
-laughs-
I'll help you out today. Or I'll sit with him and boss you around too.
-smiles-
I will try to get back to my old self, I miss me too.
-laughs-