RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

((Aw poor Zackeh, Hmm... I wonder what could make him feel better.
*Throws HP book at*
LOL))

Matty wrote:

-Smiles-
-Holds onto tightly-
Of course I came back, your text scared me, I didn't know what had happened.
-Pulls back and looks into eyes-
So what are you going to do?
-Turns around and looks at front door-
Zacky is out there somewhere, crying, no doubt, over this.
-Smiles at-
You want to go find him?

I should.
I'm probably the last person he wants to see right now though.
*shakes head*
Maybe I should give him chance to cool off? I'm not going to be any help to him if I'm crying as much as he is.

-Smiles sadly-
What do you want to do Brian? And what's happened with you and Zacky anyway? Had just a fight? Or... have you broken up?
-Looks down-
You do need to talk to him, you can't make him feel this way...But you know what will happen if you go see him. Same as last time.
You won't be able to say no... you''ll go back to him and forget about me...
-Blinks-
I... Uhh... I don't know, just do what you wanna do. I suggest going to see him and...
Get back together and make everything okay with him? You know that's what will happen... it happened before, it can happen again...
And just make everything right, I guess.
-Places hand on chest-
Just make sure whatever you choose is what you want. Not what everyone else wants.
So basically, are you choosing him, me or neither?

[[I know what'll make Zacky feel better. The fact he can get into the restricted 30 Days Of Night videos. Not that I used his name and birthdate and a made up zipcode or anything. Syn can't and neither can Gerard though.]]

Brian wrote:

[[I know what'll make Zacky feel better. The fact he can get into the restricted 30 Days Of Night videos. Not that I used his name and birthdate and a made up zipcode or anything. Syn can't and neither can Gerard though.]]

((LOLSOMUCH!!! You haven't charged anything to a fake account have you? LOL.))

((No way man! My idea of throwing a Harry Potter book at him'll make him feel much better than that! YERR!))

-walks down own street slowly-
-gets strange looks from some people walking home-
-scowls at some-
-turns down drive way and walks up to door-
-sees note on the door-
Zacky. Had to take your aunts to the airport then go straight to work. Should be back in about two days, Ohio for work. Meals in the fridge made by Aunt Tessa. Enjoy and I love you sweetie.
-sighs-
-turns back-
I can't be in that house by myself.
-walks out of drive way-

Matty wrote:

-Smiles sadly-
What do you want to do Brian? And what's happened with you and Zacky anyway? Had just a fight? Or... have you broken up?
-Looks down-
You do need to talk to him, you can't make him feel this way...But you know what will happen if you go see him. Same as last time.
You won't be able to say no... you''ll go back to him and forget about me...
-Blinks-
I... Uhh... I don't know, just do what you wanna do. I suggest going to see him and...
Get back together and make everything okay with him? You know that's what will happen... it happened before, it can happen again...
And just make everything right, I guess.
-Places hand on chest-
Just make sure whatever you choose is what you want. Not what everyone else wants.
So basically, are you choosing him, me or neither?

Would you take me back in his position?
I don't want him back.
Not after what happened to us last time.
I don't want to be awkward around you anymore, you're too important to me.
I need to talk to him though, I need to straighten everything out, let him know that even though I'm not going to be with him, I want to be his friend.
I can't just leave it like this, you understand?
*shakes head*
I'm sorry I'm not exactly jumping for joy over the prospect of being free to follow my heart. I'm hurting too at the moment. I need a bit of time to straighten my head out.
Is that okay?

-Hugs-
Brian, it's fine. You know what I have been like from the start.
-Pokes chest softly-
It's all about you. Do whatever you have to, to make sure that everything will be okay.
And I'm sorry that it was me who did this. I suppose Zacky hates me now.
-Shakes head-
I never wanted that.
But I am obviously glad it happened.
-Wipes Brian's eyes-
I'm still sorry Bee. I realy am. I ruined what you had with him. I'm sorry.
-Smiles weakly-
Are you going to find him now or later?

[[Wow! I wanna see that fiiiiiilm!]]

Thank you.
*kisses cheek*
Zacky doesn't hate you, he hates me for doing this to him.
I'm the one who told him I loved someone else after taking his virginity, I'm pretty sure I'm the one he hates.
I'll talk to him later, I need a shower and... well, to cover myself up a bit more.
*looks down at boxers*
*laughs weakly*
I don't think I'm ready to face him yet either.

-walks down road towards park-
-walks quickly through the park-
-comes up to famillar street-
The only person I can turn to.
The only person that shows me respect.
-sniffs-
The only person I can trust.
The only person that doesn't judge.
-walks up to front door-
The only person that cares for me.
The only person that loves me.
-knocks on front door and waits for answer-
-gets no reply-
-cries-
Mick?
-knocks again-

-Smiles-
Whenever you feel the time is right, do it. Okay? Just make everything okay between you.
-Pulls away from-
And okay. Shower and get changed. Then see him.
-Nods and smiles-
-Bites lip and looks up at-
I hope everything turns out okay for you... whatever you decide to do.

What has he actually decided to do? I don't actually know... is he going to be alone? Or...

-Runs downstairs quickly-
-Sighs-
I'm coming! I'm coming!
-Rolls eyes-
Damn sales people always...
-Opens door-
-Sees Zacky crying-
-Grabs hold of and hugs-
Zacky? Zacky what's wrong baby?
-Pulls inside and closes door-

-grips onto Mick's shirt-
-cries into shoulder-
Mick. He's...he...and Matt, with Brian...I...
-sobs-
I can't even make sense of this in my own damn head.

((LOL so much!!!
Yesterday my dad was going on about how my cousin Luke is obsessed with coco pops and eats them 24/7. He actually brought some with him yesterday to the restaurant and gave them to Luke as a joke in a tiny bowl. LOL.
And he works with my dad and apparently Luke swear a lot while working and he bet my dad and his workbuddies a tenner each (adding up to £30, my dad don't have a lot of workbuddies. LOL) that he wouldn't swear for a week.
Apparently Luke got in at 9:00
He swore and lost the bet at 9:03
LOL.
And....
Because my dad has poured Luke's coco pops in the bin.
LOL SO MUCH.))

Micky wrote:

((LOL so much!!!
Yesterday my dad was going on about how my cousin Luke is obsessed with coco pops and eats them 24/7. He actually brought some with him yesterday to the restaurant and gave them to Luke as a joke in a tiny bowl. LOL.
And he works with my dad and apparently Luke swear a lot while working and he bet my dad and his workbuddies a tenner each (adding up to £30, my dad don't have a lot of workbuddies. LOL) that he wouldn't swear for a week.
Apparently Luke got in at 9:00
He swore and lost the bet at 9:03
LOL.
And....
Because my dad has poured Luke's coco pops in the bin.
LOL SO MUCH.))

((Pffftthahaha. That is Lol'age.))

Zacky wrote:

-grips onto Mick's shirt-
-cries into shoulder-
Mick. He's...he...and Matt, with Brian...I...
-sobs-
I can't even make sense of this in my own damn head.

-Blinks and falls to ground while holding onto Zacky-
-Holds Zacky tightly while sitting in hallway of own house-
I... what? Brian left you?
Oh Zacky...
-Hugs tight and kisses hair-
I'm so so so so so sorry!

-shakes head-
I left him...he, he told me he was in love with Matt...
How could I have being so stupid Mick?
-cries into chest-
But, thats not the worst of it.
-cries-

Zacky wrote:

Micky wrote:

((LOL so much!!!
Yesterday my dad was going on about how my cousin Luke is obsessed with coco pops and eats them 24/7. He actually brought some with him yesterday to the restaurant and gave them to Luke as a joke in a tiny bowl. LOL.
And he works with my dad and apparently Luke swear a lot while working and he bet my dad and his workbuddies a tenner each (adding up to £30, my dad don't have a lot of workbuddies. LOL) that he wouldn't swear for a week.
Apparently Luke got in at 9:00
He swore and lost the bet at 9:03
LOL.
And....
Because my dad has poured Luke's coco pops in the bin.
LOL SO MUCH.))

((Pffftthahaha. That is Lol'age.))

((Sounds like something I would do if someone took away the coke or something. LOL.
Apparently what happened was, Luke found the coco pops everywhere and just turned around and said "what cunt done that then?" And Dan (work buddy) was like "Ha, YES!" and Luke was like "What???.....OH SHIT!!"
LOL three minutes after the bet started. LOL so much.))

Zacky wrote:

-shakes head-
I left him...he, he told me he was in love with Matt...
How could I have being so stupid Mick?
-cries into chest-
But, thats not the worst of it.
-cries-

-Holds onto and strokes hair-
He told you that? Oh my god...
-Holds-
You're not stupid Zacky... it's not your fault, it's there's for doing this to you...
-Sighs-
What's the worst of it Zacky?
I hate them both so much... I have always hated them for doing this to my Zacky... how can they be so cruel to break his heart like this?

Brian told me this morning.
-bites lip-
After what we shared last night.
-cries-
I can't believe I let him do that to me. I can't believe he actually told me. He could have lied.

Zacky wrote:

Brian told me this morning.
-bites lip-
After what we shared last night.
-cries-
I can't believe I let him do that to me. I can't believe he actually told me. He could have lied.

-Gasps-
He did that after you guys...
-Shakes head-
-Holds-
That is so... hurtful, and cruel... I can't believe he would do this to you.
-Kisses cheek-
But isn't it a good thing he told you? Rather than him... be with you and pretend to be happy when he's not or whatever.
-Shrugs-
I don't know, I don't understand the situation.

I guess.
But, I guess I would have preferred if he canceled yesterday and told me before.
-sniffs and wipes eyes-
Now I just feel used and...unwanted.
-bites lip-
Like I'm not good enough.

Thank you, Matty.
*kisses lips softly*
Thank you for everything.
*pulls out of hug*
*heads up to bathroom*
*strips down*
*turns on shower and climbs in*
I'm such a bastard. Why couldn't I have told him yesterday? Why now? Why after I've slept with him?
*shampoos hair*
*winces as foam gets in eyes*
Fuck! Ow! Typical.
*washes out*
*lathers up body*
I'm sick. I'm no better than Scott.
*shakes head*
No, I AM better than he was.
*washes soap from body*
*climbs out*
*wraps towel round waist*
*walks to bedroom door*
*sees unmade bed*
I can't go in there, not right now.
*walks into Matt's room*
*dries off hair on towel*
*steals clothes*
*gets dressed*
*walks downstairs*

-Hugs-
Zacky you are better than just "good enough"
You're perfect.
-Smiles at-
And you know how I feel about you. You'll always have someone who cares for you, I promise you that.
And don't feel unwanted. I will always want you at least, even if Haner doesn't.
-Holds-
I still don't understand how he can choose Matt over you, I mean, what is the thing with them two anyway? They're just friends, I thought.
-Shrugs-