RP:]] The Best Little Whorehouse in Orange County! XD

-opens front door-
-smiles widely to self-
Syn!
Matt!
I'm back!
...
Nothing.
Is anyone home?
I have porn!

[[My dad's way too excited about our new car.
Me: "Have you got to go and see it?"
Him: "YES! And sit in it and stroke it and drive it!!!"]]

*groans*
*opens eyes*
*sees time*
4PM?
Jesus...
Well it's not like I had any reason to be awake.
At least he's alive in my dreams...
*grabs pillow*
*hugs tightly*
*tries to fight tears*

((LOL! Sounds like how my dad would be))

-Walks into house and see's Zacky infront of-
-Grins-
-Comes up from behind and presses body against-
-Kisses neck and wraps arms around while walking-
Hey babe. You miss me?
-Laughs-

Yeah.
-hugs arms-
But I soon got everything I wanted.
-laughs-
-kisses hand-
-gets out of grip-
So, where's Syn?
-walks into living room-
-looks around-

Syn wrote:: [size=9][color=indigo][[My dad's way too excited about our new car.
Me: "Have you got to go and see it?"
Him: "YES! And sit in it and stroke it and drive it!!!"]]

((I wish my dad was like that.
When was got our new (i say new) car he spent most of the time checking it for dents and scratches and complaining about the sales person.))

[[My dad gets excited about everything. It's quite unnerving sometimes. We've named the car Matt, coz it's got shiny grillz and alloy wheels. We couldn't not.]]

Hey don't walk away from me, bitch!
I need to get the feel of Bert off me...
And Syn... you might not wanna disturb him.
What I said in that text was true, y'know.
Gerard is dead.
-Let's go of-
-Comes into Syn's room-
Hey Syn, you okay? Sorry I left you, I had... things to take care of.

I'm in immense amounts of pain, I'm sleeping my life away and the man I love is dead. I'm just fucking peachy, thanks Matt.
*wipes eyes*
Where did you go anyway?

:shock:
He's dead?...I can't really say I'm sad.
Man, that was heartless...
-follows Matt into bedroom-
Synny babe?
You ok?
-smiles weakly at-

I went to see Bert.
-Shrugs-
-Sighs-
I'm sorry Syn. But.... there is nothing you can do now. Don't waste your life mourning over him. He wouldn't want it.
He'd want you to get over him. And move on and be okay.
No matter how hard that is to do.
-Smiles-
I'm sorry but it's just what you have to do. You can't just sit here and cry all day.
-Bites lip and looks at Zacky-
Wanna add anything?

-smiles at Matt-
-sits on bed with Syn-
Do you want me to do anything for you?
Like, hugs, cuddles?
Any words of comfort?
-strokes hair out of face-

For fucks sake, I only found out he'd gone a few hours ago! At least give me a chance to grieve! I can't be expected to be up doing Snoopy dances straight away!
I know you guys didn't like him but he was a good man, he was sweet and loving and... he was too good to get drawn into this bullshit.
*sniffles*

-Sighs-

Why do I suddenly wanna be with Bert so much right now?
I just... can't deal with it all being emotional. Not now. I'd feel guilty again.

-Hums to self-
-Looks vacant-
Isn't anyone glad I'm still alive? I got shot at a few times y'know.
-Rolls eyes-
I feel so unloved.

Dude harsh. But... yeah I don't give a fuck. Syn has to get over it.

Thanks for the offer, Zack but hugs and words aren't going to help. Unless you can bring him back, nothing's going to really help me. I just need time I guess.

Syn wrote:: Thanks for the offer, Zack but hugs and words aren't going to help. Unless you can bring him back, nothing's going to really help me. I just need time I guess.

-nods-
I understand.
-hugs anyway-
And Matt, that is really not helping.

Syn wrote:: For fucks sake, I only found out he'd gone a few hours ago! At least give me a chance to grieve! I can't be expected to be up doing Snoopy dances straight away!
I know you guys didn't like him but he was a good man, he was sweet and loving and... he was too good to get drawn into this bullshit.
*sniffles*

-Sighs-
Syn I already told you it was nothing to do with us.
This dude had a personal thing against Gerard. Something to do with Gerard putting him in prison or I don't know something like that. He was a cop, remember? Cops have a lot of enemies.
I talked to Bert about it today. He knows nothing about the whole thing.
You're allowed to grieve, I guess.
Just do what you want Syn.

*grabs Matt's hand*
I'm glad you're still here. I really am. I'm just upset about everything else. I'm sorry. *kisses hand* Couldn't have dealt with losing you too.

-Sighs-
Yeah I know. I'm sorry.
I guess I have just been spending too much time around Bert.
-Smirks-
Who knows? I might become like him soon.
-Chuckles-
Anything can happen with that dude.

Syn wrote:: *grabs Matt's hand*
I'm glad you're still here. I really am. I'm just upset about everything else. I'm sorry. *kisses hand* Couldn't have dealt with losing you too.

-Smiles-
Thanks.
I still wish it would have been me and not him.
Lies
I'd die to let you be with him.
-Smiles-
Okay that was less fake. Fuck! I think I need to spend more time with Bert than I thought to become more heartless. Dammit.
This is gonna be harder than I thought.

Don't you dare become like Bert. You're too good to be like that asshole.
He obviously had something to do with it. Why else would they have been in his torture room?

[[BRB]]

-Shakes head-
Naa, was nothing to do with Bert.
And he's not so bad.
-Smiles-
I won't become exactly like him though, don't worry.
-Sighs-
Now I need something to get Bert's feel off me.
-Looks at Zacky and Syn-
And I'm guessing you two ain't offering.
-Laughs-
I'ma have a shower then.

I couldn't help you even if I wanted to right now, Matt.
*smiles weakly*
And I'm sorry but I don't believe Bert was innocent. At all. If I had the energy, the strength, I'd go and I'd get the truth out of him myself.

-Looks from Zacky to Syn-

Syn... dude he looks dead inside. I don't even know what he is wailing about anyway. I did the guy a favour letting Gerard die. I mean, Syn would never be able to be with him anyway. So then he'll just be heartbroken and... -sighs- that would be worse. At least this way he'll be able to get over it. I don't even know why anyway. He keeps saying his boyfriend and the guy he loved and that he loved him. That has got to be bullshit. He has known him for a few days and had only been "dating" him for like, what? A day? Jeez. He must think he was in love or must be the biggest fucking whore ever.

Zacky.
-Sighs-
I don't know about him. He didn't like Gerard at all. But he seems sympathetic to Syn. Last night he didn't even wanna know. He just wanted me, which was fine. I think Zacky must be sad. I could tell him what really happened. I can't ever tell Syn. Not ever. He would never forgive me. Zacky... probably wouldn't though. He didn't like Gerard but he has a past with Bert. Knowing that his "boyfriend" was the one who told Bert to pull the trigger? No, he is definitely better off not knowing.

Me.
What am I thinking?
-Grins-
I am so heartless. All I can think about is this.
-Smiles-
And then there is someone in the back of my mind screaming "Threesome!" Which...
Yeah I think I have definitely changed.
Before I would be sat with Syn, comforting him and telling him I loved him and he would get through it.
Now all I can think of is fucking them both.
-Grins-
Yeah I've changed.
But I fucking love it.

Syn wrote:: I couldn't help you even if I wanted to right now, Matt.
*smiles weakly*
And I'm sorry but I don't believe Bert was innocent. At all. If I had the energy, the strength, I'd go and I'd get the truth out of him myself.

Don't you worry about it.
Gerard wouldn't want you going out playing detective Gates.
He'd want you indoors, safe and getting on with things.
Being happy.
-hugs close-

Syn wrote:: I couldn't help you even if I wanted to right now, Matt.
*smiles weakly*
And I'm sorry but I don't believe Bert was innocent. At all. If I had the energy, the strength, I'd go and I'd get the truth out of him myself.

-Grins-
It's all good. I'm guessing you'd wanna be as far away from my cock as possible after this whole Gerard business even after you get better.
-Looks down-
Okay that was heartless.
And you can believe what you want. I hate Bert.
Lies
But I still don't believe it was him.
Duh cos it wasnt Bert, was it Shadows?. It was you.
-Smiles-

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