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Listen guys I'm sorry I intruded...
I had no right to..
I'll leave
Sorry Zacky -rolls eyes subtley-
Bye Matt... I hope.. your alright...
-turns toward door-

((BTW Bree. That "You're not alone" song is good. I normally don't like Saosin but i like this.))

((Ooh zing at Zacky spitting at Syn. Niiiiiiice))

Thanks Zacky.
-Says shakily-
-Smiles at Frank-
Sorry for all this.
We never see eachother when someone isnt depressed or sad, huh?
I'm sorry.
What did you come for anyway?
-Walks into Zacky's room-

Zacky wrote:

((BTW Bree. That "You're not alone" song is good. I normally don't like Saosin but i like this.))

[[Same here! I heard it and was like.. wow! Ha and I get to see them next month! :bounce: I used to like 'Voices' but it got boring... "you're not alone' seems like perfect for the situation Matt's in... excluding the girl. LOL]]

don't worry.
I can deal with suicidal.
I just can't deal with puke.
-laughs softly-
Come on.
You and me need a girly chat in my room.
-walks into room with clothes-

:face:

((Double posts. Mueh))

-Smiles-
Frank, I'm gonna go to sleep, so... yeah you'd better go.
You can do me a favor and find that friend of yours and kill him for me if you really want.
-Laughs-

Matt wrote:

-Smiles-
Frank, I'm gonna go to sleep, so... yeah you'd better go.
You can do me a favor and find that friend of yours and kill him for me if you really want.
-Laughs-

Uhhh... I'll just have a talk with him I guess...
-raises eyebrow-
-walks over hugs, and pecks cheek-
Feel better 'kay?
-smiles-
-leaves-

-Walks into room with Zacky-
Yeah okay...
-Smiles-
-Dries self and puts on clothes-
I'm all clean now Zacky, you have nothing to worry about.
But I know you.
I'm sorry.
And I'm not suicidal. I don't want to die. I would miss you too much.
-Smiles-

Matt wrote:

-Smiles-
Frank, I'm gonna go to sleep, so... yeah you'd better go.
You can do me a favor and find that friend of yours and kill him for me if you really want.
-Laughs-

Thats the Mattie I know and love.
-pats on back-
-laughs-
Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out Frank.
-laughs to slef-
-hands Matt clothes-

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Smiles-
Frank, I'm gonna go to sleep, so... yeah you'd better go.
You can do me a favor and find that friend of yours and kill him for me if you really want.
-Laughs-

Uhhh... I'll just have a talk with him I guess...
-raises eyebrow-
-walks over hugs, and pecks cheek-
Feel better 'kay?
-smiles-
-leaves-

Haha.
Thanks Frank.

-Looks at Zacky-
Thanks for everything. You're a true friend.
-Grins-
I would kiss you on the cheek at this point, but... yeah. I know you.
-Smiles-
And dont be so mean to Frankie. I like him. And he is a good guy. He is just trying to look out for me.
-Looks at Syn's bed and then Zacky's-
-Bites lip-
Where am I sleeping?

-thinks about that-
How would you miss me?
You would be dead.
-laughs-
Matt, I think the bubbles have gone to your brain.
I will stay with you tonight, you look better now than you did.
It must have being a worry thing you do, I think yo have done something like that before, puked for no reaosn...anyway.
I will stay with you tonight,
-smiles up at-

-Takes hand-
No Zacky.
You dont want to.
I know right now you wanna be as far away from me as possible.
-Smiles-
Frank could have stayed with me tonight.
He is better with the sick than you.
-Smiles-

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Smiles-
Frank, I'm gonna go to sleep, so... yeah you'd better go.
You can do me a favor and find that friend of yours and kill him for me if you really want.
-Laughs-

Thats the Mattie I know and love.
-pats on back-
-laughs-
Don't let the door hit you in the ass on the way out Frank.
-laughs to slef-
-hands Matt clothes-

-Gives disgusted look-
I'll leave my comments to myself.
Bye Matt!
Bye As- Zacky.
-mutters to self-
Let me catch you alone fuckface
-Walks out-
-Leaves door open-
I'll be sure not to let it hit me in the ass.
Unlike other people
-pictures Zacky-
That arrogant slut.
-laughs-
-gets into car and drives away-

Don't worry about me Matt.
Just worry about yourself.
Besides, if you are sick I'll just get Syn to clean it up.
Since he needs clean up his own damn messes for once.
-smiles at-
Honestly, I will be fine.

-Smiles-
I'm not gonna be sick again, I promise.
-Glares at own bedroom where Syn is asleep-
And dont let that fucker near me again.
-Gets into bed-
Zacky? Promise me you'll never let me love someone again? Please? I'd rather not love than feel like this again...
Can you do that for me?

-smiles at-
Sure thing.
I'll make sureyou are locked up in this house like Cinderella or whatever chick it was.
-laughs-
-sits on end of bed crossed leg-
So...you wanna talk about all this?

-Finds pillow and hugs-
-Shrugs-
I dont know what there is to talk about.
He broke my heart that was already wounded.
I think my heart has left me for good now.
-Smiles-
I am being so emo aren't I?
I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry.
And you're not emo, you just feel betrayed and heartbroken.
I'm lucky, I haven't being heartbroken...well, a lie, i have, when my mum died.
So, I do know what you are going through, probably not as well, but i have a brief idea.
-smiles at-
Anything else?

I'm sorry.
Like I said earlier, I would kiss you if I could.
-Grins-
My mind too.
Earlier today when Syn was out with Gerard and I was alone in my room my mind just kept telling me that Syn loved Gerard and not me and that I am not meant to love.
I get that a lot "I am not meant to love"
Then he came back and I was so happy. So fucking happy Zacky!
And he told me everything was fine and he didnt have feelings for Gerard, he was actually gonna stop seeing him.
But then...
-Sobs-
He said he loved "Ge-Matt..."
-Shrug-
He loves him. Not me.
And then I was in the bath... and... the mind just kept telling me that. Telling me that I can never love. I'm not meant to. Always saying I'm not meant to.
Zacky what should I do? Being in love is the best feeling in the world... but being like this just...
It took me a long time to get over Alex. A fucking LONG time.
I don't know...

Dude, you are just one of the ones that takes break ups harder than others.
And of course you are allowed to love.
-scoots closer and wraps arm around shoulder-
Your brain is just telling you don't want to be hurt again.
You just need to find the right person, and that can be hard.
But when you do, they should make you happy.
And if they don't, they are not worth your time.
And remember that if you ever feel sad, alone, or like you did in the bathroom, just come and find me, and i will sort you out.
-smiles at-
Better?

((-raises hand- Zacky! I am alone, sad, scared and...emo, come and please sort me out. :twisted: LOL.))

-Cries-
You're right.
But I can't.... I really can't feel like this ever again.
I don't wanna be in love with someone ever again.
And how do I know when I have met the right person? Both Alex and Brian.... I thought they were....
But I guess not.
Zacky why do everyone cheat on me? Seriously, aren't I good enough for them? Do they have to go and love someone else?
-Cries-

Zacky wrote:

((-raises hand- Zacky! I am alone, sad, scared and...emo, come and please sort me out. :twisted: LOL.))

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