RP:]] The Best Little Whorehouse in Orange County! XD

-Calls-
Zacky? Zacky where'd you go?
-Calls-
Zacky don't leave me, please!
No ones gonna love you... you'll never gonna love again... you're just get hurt... you're not meant to love...
-Eyes swivel to razor on side of bath-
:shock:
No way. I did NOT just have that thought.
-Breathes-
Forget it Matt....forget it....
-Continues to clean self-

((EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMO!))

-puts chain on door-
None of your business.
Actually no, why don't you go and ask your weasel of a friend.
This may be hypocritical with some of the people I have dealt with, but you tell him, to get his home wrecking ass away from Syn or I will deal with him. And trust me, he doesn't want that. OK?

Matt wrote:

-Calls-
Zacky? Zacky where'd you go?
-Calls-
Zacky don't leave me, please!
No ones gonna love you... you'll never gonna love again... you're just get hurt... you're not meant to love...
-Eyes swivel to razor on side of bath-
:shock:
No way. I did NOT just have that thought.
-Breathes-
Forget it Matt....forget it....
-Continues to clean self-

((EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMO!))

[[ :affraid:
SOPA OPERA TIME!
-yells at screen- DON'T DO IT MATT!!!!!]]

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Calls-
Zacky? Zacky where'd you go?
-Calls-
Zacky don't leave me, please!
No ones gonna love you... you'll never gonna love again... you're just get hurt... you're not meant to love...
-Eyes swivel to razor on side of bath-
:shock:
No way. I did NOT just have that thought.
-Breathes-
Forget it Matt....forget it....
-Continues to clean self-

((EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMO!))

[[ :affraid:
SOPA OPERA TIME!
-yells at screen- DON'T DO IT MATT!!!!!]]

((LOL!))

How come everytime I am alone my thoughts are evil?
-Bites lip-
Always telling me that no one loves me... always telling me to hurt myself and reminding me of the past.
I dont think I should ever be alone. These thoughts are... bad...
Just cos you know we're right. And don't forget Sanders, you're gonna be alone for the rest of your life...
-Whimpers-
Zacky...

Zacky wrote:

-puts chain on door-
None of your business.
Actually no, why don't you go and ask your weasel of a friend.
This may be hypocritical with some of the people I have dealt with, but you tell him, to get his home wrecking ass away from Syn or I will deal with him. And trust me, he doesn't want that. OK?

-Is filled with rage-
Why what the hell are you going to do?
-Looks up and down and snarls-
Fucking asshole... why I oughtta..
I have no idea what's going on, but you have no right to talk about my best friend like that!
He's much better then you think.
He could have...
-shakes head-
Nevermind
and FOR CHRISTS SAKE WHOSE CRYING???

Matt wrote:

How come everytime I am alone my thoughts are evil?
-Bites lip-
Always telling me that no one loves me... always telling me to hurt myself and reminding me of the past.
I dont think I should ever be alone. These thoughts are... bad...
Just cos you know we're right. And don't forget Sanders, you're gonna be alone for the rest of your life...
-Whimpers-
Zacky...

[AWWWWW!!! Matt needs to hear this song. Puts on 'You're not alone' by saosin.]

-Hears Frank's voice-
FRANK? ZACKY?
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GET HERE NOW!!
-Cries more-
-Whispers-
Dont leave me alone with myself... not now...
-Looks at razor again-
-Picks up and throws to other side of bathroom-
-Cries more-

Zacky wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Calls-
Zacky? Zacky where'd you go?
-Calls-
Zacky don't leave me, please!
No ones gonna love you... you'll never gonna love again... you're just get hurt... you're not meant to love...
-Eyes swivel to razor on side of bath-
:shock:
No way. I did NOT just have that thought.
-Breathes-
Forget it Matt....forget it....
-Continues to clean self-

((EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMO!))

[[ :affraid:
SOPA OPERA TIME!
-yells at screen- DON'T DO IT MATT!!!!!]]

((LOL!))

[:P]

-snarls-
Oh get over yourself.
Your friend is an asshole.
End of.
Now, my friend needs me so I am going to tend to him.
Good bye.
-slams door in face-
-sighs-
-runs to bathroom-
Matt?
Whats wrong?!

Matt wrote:

-Hears Frank's voice-
FRANK? ZACKY?
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE GET HERE NOW!!
-Cries more-
-Whispers-
Dont leave me alone with myself... not now...
-Looks at razor again-
-Picks up and throws to other side of bathroom-
-Cries more-

-Pushes passed Zacky-
I'll deal with him later
Hey Matt, where are you? What's wrong??
-steps into bathroom-
Oh gosh...

-Cries more-
Where did Frank go?
-Moans-
-Cleans self more-
Okay I am done.
-Stands up, naked, water and bubbles dripped off of-
((*Drools@image*))
Zacky right now...
-Bites lip-
I really can't be left alone.
You can't sleep with me tonight.
Get Frank to intead or something.
Please, anything...

Matt, whats going on?
Just calm down.
Tell me whats wrong.

Frank!
-Cries-
-Steps out of bath-
Sorry...
-Finds towel and wraps around waist-
-Breathes heavily-
-Looks at Zacky-
-Shakes head-
-Says in shaky voice-
Dude I dont know what's up with me. Something... I dont know.
I'm so scared.

Matt wrote:

-Cries more-
Where did Frank go?
-Moans-
-Cleans self more-
Okay I am done.
-Stands up, naked, water and bubbles dripped off of-
((*Drools@image*))
Zacky right now...
-Bites lip-
I really can't be left alone.
You can't sleep with me tonight.
Get Frank to intead or something.
Please, anything...

I'd kill the bastard but right now doesn't seem like a good time...
-Opens door-
-stomps in-
Matt.. are you okay?
Looks at Zacky
-flips off-
-Turns back to Matt and bites lip-

You have no right barging into my house.
You can see he is a state and you throw your weight around like you own the place.
And don't you dare flip me off you bitch.
-flips off-

-Glares at Frank-
Your fucking best friend, that's what.
-Breathes-
-Looks back at Zacky-
Zacky you know my past. I know it's not as bad as yours, but you know my background in the whole Love area.
After Alex broke my heart I vowed never to love again.
And I let my guard down and fell in love with Brian.
And now he...
-Voice wavers-
Is... him... Gerard... he.. loves...
-Closes eyes-
My head is telling me things Zacky.
It has all my life.
I usually ignore it.
But now... now I am listening.
-Sobs more-

-Smiles at Frank-
Zacky seriously, I don't mind him here.
You can't be around me right now.
And I need someone with me.
I can't be alone right now...

Zacky wrote:

You have no right barging into my house.
You can see he is a state and you throw your weight around like you own the place.
And don't you dare flip me off you bitch.
-flips off-

Maybe I was concerned ok?
Maybe I've taken a liking to the guy and I just want to make sure he's alright!
Your one to talk about 'throwing weight around the place' aren't you?
And I was out of order to flip you off ok, god just give me a break! I'm sorry you hate me so much when I barely even know you...

Ohh Mattie.
-moves towards and hugs-
It's ok.
I understand what you are saying.
Like you want to hurt yourself? Like it's not all worth the bother anymore?
-glares at Frank-
-mouths- Get out my house.

Syn loves Gerard? The hell?
This case has gotten WAY out of order...
-eyes widen-
-stays silent-

And will you two quit arguing!
-Pushes passed with just towel on-
-Makes way to own bedroom-
-Hears Syn snoring-
-Hovers in hallway-
I have nowhere to go...

Matt wrote:

And will you two quit arguing!
-Pushes passed with just towel on-
-Makes way to own bedroom-
-Hears Syn snoring-
-Hovers in hallway-
I have nowhere to go...

Shit, Matt wait!
-Runs after-
I'm sorry... I got too caught up in the conflict
I'm sorry.... for whats happend...
Really I am...

Matt wrote:

And will you two quit arguing!
-Pushes passed with just towel on-
-Makes way to own bedroom-
-Hears Syn snoring-
-Hovers in hallway-
I have nowhere to go...

Shhh...
-hugs from side-
It's ok.
Go to my room.
I'll get you some clean clothes.
-goes into Matt's room-
-see Syn sleeping-
-looks around and sees Matt has gone
I don't know how you could do this to him.
You heartless shit...
-spits on face-
-smiles to self-
-grabs clothes for Matt and walks out of room-

Zacky... I can never love again.
This is so dramatic and emo and I am sorry and everything but it's true.
I get my heart broken so many times when ever I do.
And it hurts to badly.
Alex hurt me so bad, you have no idea. You didnt know me then. I was depressed for months.
I told myself I would never ever fall in love again. I would just end up hurt and depressed again.
And then Brian... I fell in love with him. And I thought it was gonna be different. But its not, it's the same and here I am depressed again!
What is the point anymore?
-Looks at-
I'm not suicidal Zacky, don't worry.
I just... I dont know.
I just... I just wanna make sure I never fall in love ever again.