RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

-Wipes eyes-
Whoa I am actually drying over this. Dude I am messed up
I'm sorry for my feelings Zacky.
I really am.

What I still can't quite grasp is how you can justify all those things you said to me?
-turns to Matt-
-pokes chest-
You said you loved me.
-pokes chest-
You said you'd love to make love to me.
-pokes chest-
You said you would never cheat on me.
-pokes chest again-
YOU SAID YOU COULD NEVER HURT ME!
Well, guess what Matt, you did, like a thousand fucking knives to the chest.
-slaps again-

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((PROOF!!!!!!!!!! Right, I was watching something on youtube once.
WIth this picture, I noticed that after Zacky has jumped up, it goes back down again. So, this is it, not erect.

Spoiler:

[[Ouch.]]

((Yep.))

Zacky stop it!
I'm sorry for everything.
I am!
Stop hitting me!
-Covers face-
-Backs away-

Shit Syn dont leave now!
-Bites lip-
Zacky we need to talk.
Like, seriously, okay?
No more hitting.
No more anger.
Okay?

Matt stop being a pussy.
Stop making me look like the bad guy in front of your 'boyfriend.'
Hit me, go on.
God knows you are dying to.
Come on.
-slaps again-
come on, hit me.
-slaps-

-Pushes away softly-
Zacky I'm not gonna hit you!
Just give it up, okay?
I have no reason to.
I dont hate you.
I just want to talk to you about this..

What is there to say?
You gonna try and worm your way out of it.
What do you expect from me Matt?
To forgive you and then, me to bend over and let you fuck me?
Well, guess what?
It ain't gonna happen!

I dont want to have sex with you Zacky.
I just want to have my best friend back.
-Moves towards-
But my best friend seems to not BE here right now.
-Pushes gently-
I dont know who the fuck you are, but you sure as hell not the Zacky Baker i knew.
-Pushes again softly-

The old Zacky Baker disappeared with his innocence that night that he was raped.
The old Zacky Baker was weak and defensely.
You want him back?
Why?
Because he was a little bitch that rolled over and did whatever you wanted.
And good Matt, push me like that, it makes me Soooooooo horny.
:roll:

Zacky didnt leave then.
He was there last night.
And the night before.
And all those other fucking nights I spent with him, cuddled up to him...protecting and comforting him....
Or was that just someone else, pretending they loved me, pretending it all?
I thought I loved him. I found out today that it was all fake, I only did because of the comfort.
I didnt believe that. Brian told me that, he told me I didnt love you, and fuck me I didnt believe him.
-Looks at you-
But if you, this guy standing infront of me now is the guy I knew then fucking hell I never loved him and never want to again.
-Looks at disgustedly-
And I want Zacky Baker back cos I cant stand the fucking sick bitch that is infront of me right now.

Matt wrote:

Zacky didnt leave then.
He was there last night.
And the night before.
And all those other fucking nights I spent with him, cuddled up to him...protecting and comforting him....
Or was that just someone else, pretending they loved me, pretending it all?
I thought I loved him. I found out today that it was all fake, I only did because of the comfort.
I didnt believe that. Brian told me that, he told me I didnt love you, and fuck me I didnt believe him.
-Looks at you-
But if you, this guy standing infront of me now is the guy I knew then fucking hell I never loved him and never want to again.
-Looks at disgustedly-
And I want Zacky Baker back cos I cant stand the fucking sick bitch that is infront of me right now.

((Wow..this took a big turn. Niice :) ))

((Mwahah are we just kinda entertaining you Becky? LOL.
And I think Bree told me to tell you to text her or something...))

((I kinda want a kiss right now with Matt and Zacky. You know, the angry fight leading to the kiss that changes everything.
I'm not gonna though, it would probably cause Matt to have no one.
But if this was a fic it would probably end in that.
The angry fight leading to the sensitive kissing is always good in fics.
BUT NOT NOW! Dammit!
Matt is gonna stay a good boy :)
(How many times have i said that. LOL)))

He was there then.
But he was scared. He was weak. He needed people.
-bites lip-
He still needs people.
He needs love, he just doesn't deserve it.
He is trying to be strong here, but he can't be strong!
He can't be strong on his own.
-feels tears-
For fuck sake.
-turns around and wipes at tears frantically-
How can you say it was fake?
How can you say that?
-punches arm-
The love making was not fake!
It wasn't.
-wipes tears-
IT WASN'T!!!!!

Matt wrote:

((Mwahah are we just kinda entertaining you Becky? LOL.
And I think Bree told me to tell you to text her or something...))

((Becky's there with the pop corn like "Oh Zing" "-cries-" "How could he?" Who needs the cinema when you have us? LOL.))

Matt wrote:

((Mwahah are we just kinda entertaining you Becky? LOL.
And I think Bree told me to tell you to text her or something...))

((Yes, you guys are keeping me from banging my head on the desk in boredom.

She did? -sends text- Kay, done. XD

We were crying last night. I was crying because my mom was annoying the hell outta me to the point of wanting to throw a book at her. (its funny..i was listening to bullets at the time!) and Bree cried for an obvious reason. GRRRR i want to adopt her LOL she'll become a texan. MUAHAHAHAHAHA))

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

((Mwahah are we just kinda entertaining you Becky? LOL.
And I think Bree told me to tell you to text her or something...))

((Becky's there with the pop corn like "Oh Zing" "-cries-" "How could he?" Who needs the cinema when you have us? LOL.))

((PARTIALLY TRUE!!! I'm sitting back and constantly clicking refresh, feeling bad for Zacky and Matt. At one point i did say "WHAT THE HELL?! THIS IS INSANE" -nodds-))

-Touches arm-
That wasnt fake Zacky.
That was one of the most beautiful moments of my life.
It was amazing Zacky...
It wasn't fake.
I did love Zacky Baker, I know I fucking did.
No matter if Brian tells me I dont, I loved him.
-Shakes head-
But Zacky has gone now right? He left, right? There is some new, tough guy now who wants to hurt me as much as possible?

Zacky... if you are in there somewhere, listen to me, okay?
You deserve someone amazing, okay? Someone who loves you and who you love back, with all of both of your hearts.
And you are going to find that some day, I promise you.
And...
Zacky, yeah you have to hide your true self to be strong.
You dont need to do that! I want you to be the strongest you can be, and not have to rely on me anymore to make it okay, even though I honestly did not mind doing that.
I want you to be strong.
-Smiles-
But I dont want to loose the old Zacky Baker I knew and loved in the process.

Zacky wrote:

He was there then.
But he was scared. He was weak. He needed people.
-bites lip-
He still needs people.
He needs love, he just doesn't deserve it.
He is trying to be strong here, but he can't be strong!
He can't be strong on his own.
-feels tears-
For fuck sake.
-turns around and wipes at tears frantically-
How can you say it was fake?
How can you say that?
-punches arm-
The love making was not fake!
It wasn't.
-wipes tears-
IT WASN'T!!!!!

((-heart breaks- Ohhh my god. You should make a movie and win a grammy. -places hand over heart and mouths the words "beautiful"- lol))

Gerard wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

((Mwahah are we just kinda entertaining you Becky? LOL.
And I think Bree told me to tell you to text her or something...))

((Becky's there with the pop corn like "Oh Zing" "-cries-" "How could he?" Who needs the cinema when you have us? LOL.))

((PARTIALLY TRUE!!! I'm sitting back and constantly clicking refresh, feeling bad for Zacky and Matt. At one point i did say "WHAT THE HELL?! THIS IS INSANE" -nodds-))

((LOL at what part did you do that at? LOL. And our RP is insane! Hahah. We're in it afterall. The girls who danced and sung while everyone else cried at the leavers assembly. Haha))

((This RP SO should be a movie.
That would be SO AWESOME))