RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Zacky?
Zacky baby?
-Jumps up off side of bath-
-Opens door-
-Runs into Zacky's bedroom-
Oh God Zacky... Please be okay...
-Opens door fast-
ZACKY!!
-Runs towards-
-Wraps arms around-
Zacky are you okay?
-Kisses hair-
Baby I'm so sorry for leaving you...
-Cuddles and kisses-
I'm so sorry...

((OOO gettin' good. muahahahaha))

-clings to Matt-
-cries into shirt-
Mattie...Mattie...
-clings and rocks self-
I was so scared...
I...I saw a face....at the window.
-looks over at window with wide eyes-

I don't know. I mean... you two just seem so intimate and loving. It seems like there's some real deep feelings there that stretch beyond friendship. I wouldn't want to share you, Matty.

*hears scream*

Okay, there's definitely something wrong.
I... I'll go. I'll see you.

-Holds Zacky and rocks with-
-Kisses hair-
Dont worry babe, It was nothing. Seriously, it was your imagination.
We are high up, nothing can get to you up here.
Zacky, I'm so sorry for leaving you.
-Kisses-
I'm so, so sorry.
But I am here now, and I wont leave you alone in the dark by yourself ever again, okay?

Please don't leave me...
I hate the dark Mattie.
It's playing games with my mind.
-sniffles-
I hate feeling so scared.
I feel so...helpless.

-Syn comes into room-
-Kisses Zacky-
I dont know what you are talking about Syn, there is no love between me and Zacky, seriously.
We're just friends.
And I guess that's the problem.
Would you be okay with this?
Syn you gotta decide if you want me back or not.
I need to know.
-Cuddles Zacky-

Zacky wrote:: Please don't leave me...
I hate the dark Mattie.
It's playing games with my mind.
-sniffles-
I hate feeling so scared.
I feel so...helpless.

I know babe, I know...
You dont have to feel helpless when I am here, okay? I will always protect you.
And I will stay with you tonight, okay? Like the other nights, and do whatever I can to make you feel safe and okay.
And I'm not gonna leave you.
-Cuddles-

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: Please don't leave me...
I hate the dark Mattie.
It's playing games with my mind.
-sniffles-
I hate feeling so scared.
I feel so...helpless.

I know babe, I know...
You dont have to feel helpless when I am here, okay? I will always protect you.
And I will stay with you tonight, okay? Like the other nights, and do whatever I can to make you feel safe and okay.
And I'm not gonna leave you.
-Cuddles-

-nods against chest-
-brings knees up to head-
-tries to hides in Matt's hug-

*sigh*
I... I don't know. I really want to say yes. God I want to say yes but... I don't want it to come between us again. I need to think about it.

You wanna go to bed now babe? Not just hide here?
The covers can protect you.
And so can I.
-Smiles-
And dont worry, I will never let anyone hurt you. {{FOR BECKY}} I promise.
-Kisses-

Syn wrote:: *sigh*
I... I don't know. I really want to say yes. God I want to say yes but... I don't want it to come between us again. I need to think about it.

Look, if you aren't sure then don't make a final decision. You need to think about it, I guess.

{{LOL everyone wants Matt and Zacky to be together so Syn is pretty screwed. Sorry, had to say that. Not to say Matt and Zacky are gonna end up together, but still. Haha no one wants Matt and Syn awwwwwww}}

I don't want to go to sleep.
I feel vunerable when I am asleep.
I just want to sit here, with the lights on.
With you.
-huggles-
You are still warm and soft Mattie.
-kisses neck softly-

Matt wrote:: You wanna go to bed now babe? Not just hide here?
The covers can protect you.
And so can I.
-Smiles-
And dont worry, I will never let anyone hurt you. {{FOR BECKY}} I promise.
-Kisses-

((YAY!!!))

You needn't ever feel vulnerable when I'm around Zacky.
-Kisses-
I love you, remember? I will never let anything hurt you.
And you are warmer and softer Zacky.
And get into bed doesnt necessarily mean sleep, you know Zacky ;)
-Smile-
You cant forget last night ;)
-Grins-
And you can sit here with the lights on with me all you want Zacky.
-Kisses-

[[LoL, even I think Matt and Zacky would be an adorable couple in this. Haha. Syn may just have a schizophrenic relationship with someone else.]]

Yeah. I'll see you two tomorrow. Night Zee. Bye Matt.

*heads down and out of house*

Matty's in love with Zack. I don't know why I'd never seen it before.
Or maybe I had and just didn't want to accept it?
I can't be around them like this... I... I need to stay away, I'll just get hurt.
But they're my friends, I can't just cast them aside because of my feelings. Especially not now.
*punches wall*
*pulls hand back, knuckles bleeding heavily*
Oh yeah, that was constructive.
Jesus... there's a lot of blood... is that... fuck... bone.
Dude, I don't feel so great...
*passes out*

[[Reet, I've got to go. I won't be on til tomorrow evening. Might not even get on til Monday. Don't worry, Syn'll be saved, haha. Ta-ta everyone!]]

-looks up-
Bye Syn...
-lookes at Matt-
Is he ok?

-smiles-
I thought you meant sleep...
I want some clean sleepwear...
-climbs off of bed shaking slightly-
-walks over to drawer-

{{BYE SYN!}}

Bye Syn!

{{LOL!}}

-Turns to Zacky-

I really dont get what's up with him.
I mean, he broke up with me.
And is all sad and stuff cos I am doing all this with you.
I mean, it's not real, I don't like you like that, you are my friend. That is all.
-Smiles and kisses-
-Watches as he goes-
You know, I always thought the guy I would lose my virginity to I would at least be with for more than a month.
Damn...

Zacky wrote:: -looks up-
Bye Syn...
-lookes at Matt-
Is he ok?

-smiles-
I thought you meant sleep...
I want some clean sleepwear...
-climbs off of bed shaking slightly-
-walks over to drawer-

-Get's up and walks with-
-Get's up from behind-
-Whispers in ear-
I told you I would never leave you Zacky. Haha.
Want me to help you get changed? Ha.

Matt wrote:: {{BYE SYN!}}

Bye Syn!

{{LOL!}}

-Turns to Zacky-

I really dont get what's up with him.
I mean, he broke up with me.
And is all sad and stuff cos I am doing all this with you.
I mean, it's not real, I don't like you like that, you are my friend. That is all.
-Smiles and kisses-
-Watches as he goes-
You know, I always thought the guy I would lose my virginity to I would at least be with for more than a month.
Damn...

-pulls out shirt and pants-
-realises what Matt has said-
-drops Pj's on floor and covers mouth-
Oh My God...No...
-cries again-

-Wraps arms around-
Zacky? Zacky what's wrong babe?
-Get's scared-

I just realised...
-voice breaks-
I'm not a virgin anymore.
He took that from me...
-wipes face-
I wanted it to be special...
It's nothing now...
-sobs violently-

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Oh shit Zacky.
-Hugs-
I'm so sorry, I wanna kill that bastard for taking at away from you.
You deserve a perfect first time. With someone you love and can trust. Not... that.
-Kisses hair-
And your next time... will be special. It will be like loosing it. I hope. That time... doesn't count.
I hope next time... it will be good enough to compensate for that.
I really do.
-Kisses-

No.
I'm damaged goods, i'm tainted.
No one will want to do it with me.
Afraid that I have an infection or something.
Or just...scared of me.

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