RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

Gerard wrote:

Frankiebaby wrote:

Matt wrote:

Okay.
Like I said, anything you wanna do, I'll do.
Anything to make you feel better
-Smiles-
-Sits back-
Go ahead Zacky...

{{LOL SO MUCH in the restaurant i had a loooooong convo with my dad aboot gays. he says she thinks Gerard is, and it covering it up, and he had no idea how... touchy kissy rock bands are nowadays and i told him and he was like, whoa. LOL he is so gay, he said Gerard was squishy and cute, not fat. I was like :suspect: hahahahahah and them burst out laughing. Hahaha twas funneh. And he loves A7X. just found that out. LOL}}

[=o lol!!! You all have cool dads!!!
Luckys!!!!!!!!!!!!]

((If i talk about it with my dad..my mom always seems to find her way into the conversation and tell me religious stuff. I mean, yeah i believe in god but seriously...Frerard is smokin' XDD I dont mind gays. It's cute. She thinks its wrong. "God made adam for eve, not adam for steve" Heh heh hehhhhh. but god made Gerard for frank, not Gerard for Eliza. :D Sorry..had to say that.. -giggle-))

{{My dad said they're fiancees were cover ups. LOL. hahaha. Me and Chloe looked at all the gay books in waterstones today. there was like, gay romantic novels. I WANT ONE!}}

((I went to this dessert place and they had these Gay Pride magazines and i REALLY was curious into reading it but..guess who told me not to? MY MOTHER! I just said "Come onnnn, i'm curious! Can't i read a LITTLE bit?" She's like "No no no no" GRRRRRR lol))

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

-smiles-
-rummages through bags-
-pulls out tight Pantera shirt and red skinnies-
I do love shopping...
-laughs-
-pulls off t shirt-

-Watches-
Ha, you are so cute when you are excited. Haha
Zacky... later on I think we kinda need to talk about things... There are a few things that I wanna talk to you about... if that's okay...
-Smiles-

-pulls on Pantera shirt-
-strokes chest and smiles-
:suspect:
Talk about what?
-unbuttons jeans-

-Shrug-
Just stuff. I mean, we are allowed to talk, right?
-Grins-
I mean... me and Syn... I'm... not sure I even want him anymore. He broke my heart, you know? I never thought I would get over him but it's like... I have already, you know? I just... I loved him, a lot. But, he just broke my heart like that and I dont think I could love him again for doing that.
And there's the whole thing, like, right now, i prefer you to him. Which is strange cos he is the love of my life. Or was. I dont know.
And then there was last night...
Yeah, I gotta lot to talk to you about.
Sorry.
-Smiles-

-pulls on red skinnies-
-smiles at reflection-
Mattie.
-hugs-
You're right, we need to talk about everything thats going on.
I mean, you and me, we are great friends.
I mean, last night, we did all that and I didn't feel embarrassed.
Now once.
But, if you wanna talk about Syn. you know I'll listen.
Now, what do you think of the jeans?
-points to jeans-

-Laughs-
They look sexy Zacky. Haha.
And.... we do. I mean, I didnt feel embarrassed at all, I mean, I kinda liked it, I dont know why, I mean you are just my best friend, not my boyfriend. Dont you think that is kinda strange?
-Smiles-
I dont know.
And Syn... I dont know.
Before, I loved him. Even after he broke up with me.
Now... I love him, yeah, But... he broke my heart. And I cant forgive him for that.
And also... right now, kinda, you are my only priority. I wanna be around you and no one else.
-Kisses cheek-
I dont know why.

((THATS IT! MY DAD SAID GERARD WAS CUDDLY! HAHAHAHAAH GAYYYYYYYYYYYY))

I don't know Matt.
All I know, is that I am loving you spending so much time with me.
We always have fun together.
I mwan today, when we were walkign around town just talking and holding hands, I loved it. I don't know why I just liked it a lot, made me feel like I knew you better.
-smiles-
So, you gonna try on some of the stuff you got?
-crosses legs on bed-

Matt wrote:

((THATS IT! MY DAD SAID GERARD WAS CUDDLY! HAHAHAHAAH GAYYYYYYYYYYYY))

((If he isn't afriad to say that, do you think he could buy you one of them gay romance erotica books please? And one for me too and i willgive him the money.))

Naa, I'd rather talk to you.
Ha, remember that guy behind the counter at New Look? ((Cos they shop there. Duhhhhhhhh))
He kinda looked like Syn....
-Smiles-
Well, whatever.
And the guy behind the register at that other shop was so flirting with us. But he thought we were dating so he didnt take it too far.
-Smiles-
Why did people think we were dating today? Everyone did.
And was it okay? You know, being out and all, considering we had been in all the time since... it happened.

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

((THATS IT! MY DAD SAID GERARD WAS CUDDLY! HAHAHAHAAH GAYYYYYYYYYYYY))

((If he isn't afriad to say that, do you think he could buy you one of them gay romance erotica books please? And one for me too and i willgive him the money.))

{{Dude I want them books. I should ask. I was talking to him for ages about Frank and Gerard open mouth kissing at Download and all the people in bands all the guys and all who act gay. Haha he thinks Gerard is gay and its all a cover up. Hahaha. Oh, and we also found at Frank Iero is 2 inches shorter than my dad. And my dad is TINY lol.}}

Yeah.
That guy in New Look was looking at us like, what the hell are those guys doing in here.
-laughs-
I liked the guy in NME shop, he was kinda cute. Especially when he fucked up the register cos he was staring at you.
And I don't know, that girl that just came up to us giggling. Asking if we could kiss for her, what was that about?
And you kissed my hand, that really pissed her off. haha.

Yeah, he looked like Syn, but older and with less hair. Haha we kept staring at him. Haha.
And ha that was funny.
Strange, I mean, I have no problem kissing you now.
-Kisses softly on lips-
Oh, and Zacky, if you ever like, not wanna kiss me anymore like friend kisses like we do, then just tell me not to. I mean, it isnt normal, friends dont generally do it.
-Smiles-
You know, I dont actually know why we do...

What...I thought it was normal to kiss like that?
I mean, thats how my other friends greet each other.

-Sits next to-
Zacky, It isnt normal to kiss your friends, not at all.
You kiss your boyfriends, not your friends.
Your friends do? Aren;t they all dating anyway?

I dont know why I do. I mean, you wanna kiss me Zacky, I will kiss back.
It's strange I'm not like that with everyone else...
But you are different I suppose.

What, they aren't dating. They have always kissed each other like that.
At the sleepovers they would give blow jobs and wank off each other cos they were bored. They meant nothing.
Why are you saying this?

I dont know.
It isnt normal, you know? You are the only guy I can do this stuff with and it mean nothing...
I... I dont know...
I just didnt know if you didnt wanna do it, I didnt want it to be like, me doing it and you really not wanna touch or kiss me or something.
I dont know.

I told you we needed to talk, I am kinda confused is all.

I want you to treat me like a friend.
I have felt left out by people for so long.
I felt so naive and innocent and I hated that.
Last night, it changed things.
I feel, happy and like I am finally equal with my friends.
I don't know what i want from you now.
All I know is that I liked it when you dod those things to me.

Syn wrote:

[[*starts attempting to rap like Eminem* Guess who's back... and not hungover! HURRAH!!!!]]

((*Jumps on* HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Hahaha))

Syn wrote:

[[*starts attempting to rap like Eminem* Guess who's back... and not hungover! HURRAH!!!!]]

((We saw a dude that looked like Syn. Na Na Na na na! haha!))

Zacky wrote:

I want you to treat me like a friend.
I have felt left out by people for so long.
I felt so naive and innocent and I hated that.
Last night, it changed things.
I feel, happy and like I am finally equal with my friends.
I don't know what i want from you now.
All I know is that I liked it when you dod those things to me.

It was strange.
I liked it too. Even though it's just a friend thing.
You are equal with your friends. Ha, we love you Zacky.
-Hugs-
I mean, you didnt get the whole story with... what happened did you?
I literally RAN after the car, seriously, I never wanted to get to you that bad. I ran after a speeding car. And then waited outside the house to make the right move at the right time..
-Pulls closer-
-Strokes hair-
See, I love you Zacky, I dont want you to be in danger. Haha.
You are definitely an equal with us.

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:

[[*starts attempting to rap like Eminem* Guess who's back... and not hungover! HURRAH!!!!]]

((We saw a dude that looked like Syn. Na Na Na na na! haha!))

{{I was staring at him for ages. Hahaha he works in New Look. hahaha. And yeah another guy (who did he look like?) who we started talking to about Bleeding Through and A7X. Haha he thought we were cool cos we liked them bands and were girls. Hahaha. Oh, and me and Chloe bought the same A7X shirt. LOL}}

{{YAY MOVE HERE!
And I'm all good sleeping round Chloe's. On a matress near her, gazing up at a giant Synyster Gates and giant A7X poster. LOL why do you think i sleep round your house so often Chloe? LOL}}