RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Matt wrote:

{{Meh, i just know I have them SOMEWHERE haha. -Glares at Syn- When art thou coming to shitty Portsmouth-town?}}

((Haha! Yes, when art thou...? :suspect: ))

((I think, once the prom is finished and my parents do back to work. I'm gonna make some of my own Syn Gates style shirts and t shirts. Just to be cool and to take up my time.))

Syn wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

{{Meh, i just know I have them SOMEWHERE haha. -Glares at Syn- When art thou coming to shitty Portsmouth-town?}}

((Haha! Yes, when art thou...? :suspect: ))

[[Thou shalt journey to thine town around July 31st, to smellebrate M. Shadows birthday, haha. For thou shalt have monetary funds then.]]

((Oh Shalt thou? Muhaha! Haha! Haha! Ha! Thou...))

Syn wrote:

[[Forsooth! I dunno what that means, though I'd throw it out there. But aye, I'll get my arse down around then.]]

((BUM! I know what that means, Syn likes them. Muhaha))

{{:lol!: Ha, okay.}}

-Sits on edge of water-

I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother I hate my mother

If it wasnt for her, i would be with Syn right now, no doubt.

The only place I want to be.
-Grumbles-

-Looks at passerbyers-

What the fuck are you looking at?

-Scowls-

-comes up behind Matt-
-places hand on shoulder-
You ok?

-Smiles-
Turns around and see's Zacky.
You'd have thought I'd be disappointed that it wasn't Syn.
But...

Hey Zacky.
No not really.

-Smiles at-

-sits next to Matt-
-hugs self in denim jacket-
It's chilly out here.
It's probably because of the river.
You seem more calm now, do you want to talk properly?

{{Sorry if i am taking long to reply, my mom is making me clean up the house everywhere. =( andyelling when i come on here.}}

I have to get home for dinner now Matt.
But, I don't want to leave you here.
So, please, stay with me tonight?
You can sleepover, then we can have a proper talk about everything.

((aww ..the breaking up part was good but i didn't get to finish it all because my mum is like...saying i have OCD or something. I don't get it either but ALRIGHT MOM. XD I have to go to the mall...Syn? as i said yesterday. POSTERS!!!!! XDD AHH!! SHE'S GOING TO LEAVE ME!!! NOOOO!!!! -runs- BYE!! I'LL BE ON TOMORROW, JO!! TALK TO YA THEN!))

*Smiles* Okay Zacky, I will be at your house soon, okay? I just need to think about stuff first.
-Hugs-

{{Kay! Have fun! See you later!}}

-Sits and watches water-

I am never gonna get over him.
Should I at least try to?
I dont even know what I want right now.
-Tries not to cry-
-Wipes eyes-
God I am such a pansy. It is only a guy... I can not believe I am this depressed over a relationship.
But... Syn wasnt just a relationship, i mean, he was the best thing that ever happened to me. I love him more than anything in the world...
Fuck Sanders, you are not making this any easier on yourself, stop thinking about how great and wonderful Syn is, get over it!
He is probably over it by now, why aren't you? Just... fucking. get. over. it.
-Unable to stop self anymore and bursts into tears-
Thank god it has gotten dark and no one is here. Or else I really might have to kill you. Even though I am you, but still.

{{Btw chloe, dont be surprised if i cant come on friday. we had the usual.

Mom: *Shouts up stairs* Jo!
me: *Runs down stairs* What?
Mom: Tells to clean something up.
Me: *Does* *Runs back up stairs* *Sits down* *Makes on more post*
Mom: *Shouts up stairs* Jo!
Me: *Runs down stairs* Yeah?
Mom: *Tells to do something else*
Me: *Does* *Runs up stairs* *Sits down*
Mom: *Shouts up stairs* Jo!
Me: FOR FUCK SAKE *runs down*
mom: Says job wasnt done good enough.
Me: *Tries not to say it but always does* If I cant do it good enough, do it yourself.
Mom: *Yells at* *More jobs for me*
Me: *Out of breath from all the running around*
Mom: *Says I never do anything round the house*
Me: *Laughing out loud*
Mom: *Angry*
Me: *Runs away*

That happens ALL THE TIME!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
so yeah, she might not let me unless i am super good! Haha.

And no wonder i am pretty thin considering what i eat. ALL THE RUNNING!!!

Anyway.... lol}}

{:O Matt should SO save him. A lil too much though?}

-Sighs while looking around-
Okay, time for a walk...
-Gets up-
Okay, where do I even go?
-Walks in some direction-

-Sighs-
For fuck sake walking around aimlessly is no fun...
i should go back to Zacky's...
-Hums to self-
-Hears muffled cries-
Hmm....
-Follows sounds-
-Hear's them getting louder-
Someone is in trouble. Maybe helping them out could make me feel better...
-Turns round alleyway-
-Pauses-
-Creeps in-
-See's Syn-
Oh my god it's Syn....
-Feels happy just seeing him-
-See's who he is with-
Oh Fuck...

-See's punch-

Fucking hell!

-Runs towards-

Hey! Get the fuck off my boyfriend!

-Punches hard in face causing Letoface2 {Had to} to go flying from the impact-

I'm so sorry Syn...

-Looks at Syn and examines punched face quickly before turning back to watch Letoface2-

-Whispers in ear quickly before Letoface2 regains himself-

What do you wanna do? Run or take him on?

-Smiles-
-Grabs hold of arm-
-Runs away-
-Runs for about 5 minutes-
-Stops and pants-
Umm... where are we heading?