RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

{{I could. But Chloe would have to pay, so you'd have to pay. I doubt my dad would randomly from the kindness of his heart pay £40 extra. Hahaha. Then again, I have 2 dads... if i could ask each to buy me a ticket they probably would... then I'd have 2 tickets for free! LOL longshot of it happening, but still.
And yeah, if you really wanted to go, you should.
And i would say if you ran out of money we would drive you back up, but i think my dad would rather die. LOL from Portsmouth - London would be bad enough. I would drive you for free if you wanted, i have a temporary licence-type-thing, but if you actually want to make it ALIVE back to your house, i wouldnt get in a car with me driving. Hahah}}

-Smiles-
Good, I am glad you feel better from that whole...thing with that.... thing. Ha.
And if he comes near you again, i'll rip his fucking dick off, okay? Ha.
And I will try to make it as okay as possible now.
How do you feel anyway?

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[[LoL, I'd happily pay for the ticket. I just figure it'd have been easier for me that way, I would be able to save an extra tenner, haha. And we'd also definitely meet up that way. You would have to deal with me crying at Sanitarium though. LoL. I was actually joking but y'know it'd be cool and helpful if you really wanted to.]]

Little bit shaken, like... *bites back tears*... like a fucking pussy. I should have been able to fend him off myself. I shouldn't have needed you to come charging in and making everything difficult again. I... *tries to regain self* I... feel so weak.

{{Would be fun. But, you know. The whole "You are a random stranger" thing. Plus the whole "My dad isnt all that serious about tickets" thing. I think i would have to confirm with him and make him buy them and then i dont know, talk to you on the phone or something *just* to make sure.}}

[[It's completely up to you, I totally understand if you're not comfortable with the idea. :) Glad you're being safe to be honest. I can easily get a ticket myself, I just have to talk myself into doing it, LoL.]]

Syn wrote:: Little bit shaken, like... *bites back tears*... like a fucking pussy. I should have been able to fend him off myself. I shouldn't have needed you to come charging in and making everything difficult again. I... *tries to regain self* I... feel so weak.

Ohh...
-Wraps arms around tightly-
Syn, obviously you feel like this, it is a natural thing! Leto is... he is a fucking criminal Syn, he should be in prison. You thought he was going to... to... do that again, that was his intention, I'm guessing. Obviously you're scared. And then the fact that he is still out there...
But dont worry.
-Smiles at-
I dont mind being your bodyguard.
-Kisses on cheek-
shit, shouldnt have done that
Umm... and weak? You dont need to be, I mean, I will always be there for you. Always Syn. I promise you.
-Smiles-

{{I am a safe person...*Shifty eyes* Says the girl who walked into her friend's wardrobe on purpose and it hurt like hell, and when she missed it, i showed her what i did and it hurt even more. LOL. I will keep poking mah dad. He wants to go... i want to go.... so yeah}}

*touches cheek*
*turns and kisses*
*pulls back*
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have... I... fuck it, Matt, I can't do this!
I know we've only been apart a few hours but I can't fucking bear it! I'm... I don't want this!
When he had me against that wall, all I could think about was how I wished he would kill me after so I didn't have to feel this pain, this agony of being without you. I've had my heart broken before but this... this is like having it ripped clean out of my fucking chest and stepped on.

Matt wrote:: {{I am a safe person...*Shifty eyes* Says the girl who walked into her friend's wardrobe on purpose and it hurt like hell, and when she missed it, i showed her what i did and it hurt even more. LOL. I will keep poking mah dad. He wants to go... i want to go.... so yeah}}

[[You're a very, very strange girl. Haha. That said, I can't really talk. I... actually no, I can't beat that for insanity. Agh... I dunno whether to go or not now. See, this ALWAYS happens. I make a decision then I chicken out. It's just the whole money thing. Wonder if I can get it as an early Xmas present. Actually no, I know I can't do that. I'm going to Black Crusade as my Xmas present. See if I didn't have to go to Leeds this weekend, I'd definitely do it.

Checked on eBay and I could sell the ticket for quite a bit if I end up deciding against it.]]

-Touches lips-
God that felt so good
Syn, I know exactly how you feel, I feel the exact same! I have been fucking crying all day over this.
And yeah, I told Zacky I wanted to die. Cos at the time I did, death was better than how I was feeling at that point.
Cos at that point, all I was filled with was regret. I didnt even know why broke up with you. Yeah, my mom, but so what? We snuck around before I am sure we could of snuck around again, and besides, how did we even let her come between us? It...
I am sorry for doing it, okay?
Ripping out your heart and all that. But dont worry, cos mine feels the exact same.
-Touches cheek-
And please Syn, dont wish to die. Please... If you did.... then I would probably have to die too, to be with you. I mean that.

((Hello! I AM BACK ON THE BIG COMPUTER!!
Jo have you asked your mummy bout going up to Portsmouth?))

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:: {{I am a safe person...*Shifty eyes* Says the girl who walked into her friend's wardrobe on purpose and it hurt like hell, and when she missed it, i showed her what i did and it hurt even more. LOL. I will keep poking mah dad. He wants to go... i want to go.... so yeah}}

[[You're a very, very strange girl. Haha. That said, I can't really talk. I... actually no, I can't beat that for insanity. Agh... I dunno whether to go or not now. See, this ALWAYS happens. I make a decision then I chicken out. It's just the whole money thing. Wonder if I can get it as an early Xmas present. Actually no, I know I can't do that. I'm going to Black Crusade as my Xmas present. See if I didn't have to go to Leeds this weekend, I'd definitely do it.

Checked on eBay and I could sell the ticket for quite a bit if I end up deciding against it.]]

{{Just DO IT! And what about your parents? I mean, they would give you some money, right? They aren't gonna let you be stranded somewhere... Will they?
And yes I am a very strange girl. But Emma is worse, and so is Chloe so seriously, prepare yourself for when you come down. I think we will definitely entertain you though. Haha}}

Zacky wrote:: ((Hello! I AM BACK ON THE BIG COMPUTER!!
Jo have you asked your mummy bout going up to Portsmouth?))

{{I am persuading her to let meh go to Metallica first. I shall ask her when I can be asked to get off mah ass. XD}}

But I don't want to live if it means being without you. I don't care how much of a fucking... girl that makes me. It's the truth. I love you too much to be without you. Seeing you as a friend, it's killing me. I don't want to be your friend. I want to be your boyfriend.

[[Right, I've convinced myself to do it. Metallica at Wembley? Once in a fucking life-time experience, dude! I'll regret it if I don't. I can go see Tigger for the day on Friday.]]

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((Hello! I AM BACK ON THE BIG COMPUTER!!
Jo have you asked your mummy bout going up to Portsmouth?))

{{I am persuading her to let meh go to Metallica first. I shall ask her when I can be asked to get off mah ass. XD}}

((Just ask her. And you are going to be coming to school tomorrow right. And my mum said that you could probably pay for the prom in cash so...))

{{Yey! And I will -poke- my dad for hours aboot it! Woo! Good luck!}}

I want to be your boyfriend too Syn.
But...
What the fuck is the but? Just be his boyfriend, dumbass!
I dont actually know.
-Laughs-

I know what you mean. Being apart from you for a few hours was one of the worst experiences of my life. You say you can't let us just be friends.... how did you cope before we went out then? We were just friends and nothing more. I guess that was different then, huh? I mean, that was before it all...

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((Hello! I AM BACK ON THE BIG COMPUTER!!
Jo have you asked your mummy bout going up to Portsmouth?))

{{I am persuading her to let meh go to Metallica first. I shall ask her when I can be asked to get off mah ass. XD}}

((Just ask her. And you are going to be coming to school tomorrow right. And my mum said that you could probably pay for the prom in cash so...))

{{MY MOM SPENT ALL OUR MONEY ON PLANTS! AS USUAL! SHE DOESNT HAVE £25 TO SPARE! PLUS I MIGHT BE GOING TO METALLICA AND THATS £40!!!!!!!!!!!!!}}

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((Hello! I AM BACK ON THE BIG COMPUTER!!
Jo have you asked your mummy bout going up to Portsmouth?))

{{I am persuading her to let meh go to Metallica first. I shall ask her when I can be asked to get off mah ass. XD}}

((Just ask her. And you are going to be coming to school tomorrow right. And my mum said that you could probably pay for the prom in cash so...))

{{MY MOM SPENT ALL OUR MONEY ON PLANTS! AS USUAL! SHE DOESNT HAVE £25 TO SPARE! PLUS I MIGHT BE GOING TO METALLICA AND THATS £40!!!!!!!!!!!!!}}

((But you need to go to the fucking prom!!))

{{O___________________o okay they gave me the money.
Well, they grumbled at first. Said i shouldnt go. I was like BUT CHLOE IS MAKING MEH! And then they gave me the money..... strange.}}

Before we got together, I didn't know you felt the same. I thought it was an unrequited crush. I thought it would go away. I pushed it to the back of my mind. I didn't really think about it. Hell, I was in denial about even being gay.

But then we got together and I realized just how strong my feelings for you were. I felt I could do anything with you by my side. I felt complete. I could be me. I could just be Brian with you. Now that's been torn away, I'm lost. I don't know who I am anymore, I don't feel strong.

[[My mum rejoiced when she found out I wanted to go to my prom. Then asked me if I was a lesbian. For the first time. I get it at least once every few months now.]]

Matt wrote:: {{O___________________o okay they gave me the money.
Well, they grumbled at first. Said i shouldnt go. I was like BUT CHLOE IS MAKING MEH! And then they gave me the money..... strange.}}

((Yes. You're parents are my bitches. whenever I am involved. muhaha!!))

Brian, without being with you i feel horrible. I just... feel like shit.
You know? I dont even know what is stopping me from just grabbing you and kissing you now, cos it is all I want to do.
As soon as I left yours i cried in my room for ages, every little thing reminding me of you. Then I went to Zacky's... was kinda hysterical at his... then I went out, to the park. Sat near the fountain for a while.
-Smiles to self-
You know something? You know when you were kids and you used to throw money in and make a wish? I did. I wished we could be together again, and everything to be okay.
-Hugs-
I'm lame. Ha.

Syn wrote:: [[My mum rejoiced when she found out I wanted to go to my prom. Then asked me if I was a lesbian. For the first time. I get it at least once every few months now.]]

{{My mom has asked me that before. Then she asked me if ia m pregnant. SHE ALWAYS ASKS ME IF I AM PREGNANT! Probably cos both her other daughters got pregnant at my age.
But still, unless the times that me and Chloe were talking aboot yesterday can get you pregnant then THAT IS PRETTY IMPOSSIBLE!}}

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