RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

*cries*
I hate that she's driven us to this.
I will never stop loving you.
And... maybe one day in the future... maybe one day, things will be okay. Things will work out and we can be together.
*sniffles*
I mean, *smirk* she can't live forever, right?
I am going to miss you so, so much.
*kisses softly*

-Kisses back-
Oh God, I dont want to do this...
I am never gonna be able to love anyone else as much as i love you... and i am never gonna stop loving, i swear.
And one day... maybe things will be different. It will probably hit me soon what i am doing anyway.
I mean, i dont even know now. I love you and i cant stand to be away from you.
But I am breaking up with you.
I am going to miss you more than anything you could ever imagine.
But... it will go back to before, right? Anyway? It's not like we're never gonna see eachother again. Is it?
-Sniffs-

Of course we'll still see each other. You don't get rid of me that easily Sanders. *smiles weakly* I can't lose you as a friend too. I'll just have to... try and control myself around your hot ass.
*hugs*
I will wait forever for you...

-Smiles-
And I will wait for you.
And I would never, ever stop seeing you. You will always be my best friend. And as for your hot ass... well, i coped okay when i was insanely in love with you before i even admitted it to you. It was hard not to kiss you then, but I survived.
-Looks down-
Then again back then I didnt know how it felt to touch your lips with mine, to feel you and to touch you.... I didnt know about that feeling I get whenever I do kiss you...
-Closes eyes-
I am just making this harder on myself now.
I'm just... gonna have to try and forget about all that stuff for a long time...

And it is gonna be okay...

Don't forget it, never forget it.
Just remember it as a happy memory, as something you'll feel again one day. It's... it's going to be hard but we'll make it through. I know we will.
We just have to be strong.

God I want to kiss him right now, just one final time. But it would make this even more painful.

We have to be strong.

-Smiles-
We can be strong.
I'm not strong! I dont wanna break up! I dont! I dont! I dont! Why the fuck did I? I love you! If i love you so much why the fuck am I doing this?
It is gonna be the best memory of my life. And I am never going to forget it.
And I am never gonna forget how much I love you.
But... we just have to move on, I guess.
-Takes hand-
But this isn't it Brian, It can't be. The future can hold anything for us...
-Smiles weakly-
It is going to be okay...

Don't do this to me, Matty, don't touch me... please, don't...
*nods*
I know this isn't the end.
*pulls hand away*
You should probably go to your mom, she'll be wondering what's taking so long.
*looks down*
*sniffles*
*wipes eyes*

-is in own basement-
-taping away at laptop keys-
-humming guns n roses-

-Closes eyes-
-Nods-

What...what is gonna happen now though?
I'll.... go back to my house...
I'll come to Zacky's all the time... will just be like old times.
And I am not gonna give my mom the satisfaction okay? I will take all my anger out on her.
-Smiles-
-Looks down-
-Looks back straight into eyes-
Brian, before I go, just know that I love you more than anything in the world. And nothing is going to change that.
-Smiles weakly-

Zacky wrote:: -is in own basement-
-taping away at laptop keys-
-humming guns n roses-

{{Chloe! I need to talk to yee!! I have been TRYING to talk to Emma about it, but she sucks.
It's really lame, but yeah. I guess Syn wont mind if i tell you here...
something is up with me today, i dont know what it is.
I just kinda feel like, i dont want to leave my room like ever again. I dont mind going to see my friends or them coming to see me i just dont want to be around people i know hate me and dont like. I really, really, really dont want to come back to school ever. The thought of going back to school to get that thingy signed or something is just bad. I just kinda wanna stay here and never.. go out again, pretty much. -Shrug-
Told you it was lame, just how I feel right now}}

{{And Chloe, i know you dont read old posts, but you should with what has happened since you ahave gone, tis so adorable. Ha}}

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: -is in own basement-
-taping away at laptop keys-
-humming guns n roses-

{{Chloe! I need to talk to yee!! I have been TRYING to talk to Emma about it, but she sucks.
It's really lame, but yeah. I guess Syn wont mind if i tell you here...
something is up with me today, i dont know what it is.
I just kinda feel like, i dont want to leave my room like ever again. I dont mind going to see my friends or them coming to see me i just dont want to be around people i know hate me and dont like. I really, really, really dont want to come back to school ever. The thought of going back to school to get that thingy signed or something is just bad. I just kinda wanna stay here and never.. go out again, pretty much. -Shrug-
Told you it was lame, just how I feel right now}}

((It's probably because of the short hair. I felt a little like that when I first had it cut and I wanted it that short so I can't imagine it for you. You are probably just a bit shocked because its so short probably. You gotta try and get your thingy signed, please? For me, I will go with you, and you have to pay up for the prom as well, i did it all today so woot.))

Matt wrote:: {{And Chloe, i know you dont read old posts, but you should with what has happened since you ahave gone, tis so adorable. Ha}}

((I read most of them to see if Matt was in Zacky's basement. I was like :( ))

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: -is in own basement-
-taping away at laptop keys-
-humming guns n roses-

{{Chloe! I need to talk to yee!! I have been TRYING to talk to Emma about it, but she sucks.
It's really lame, but yeah. I guess Syn wont mind if i tell you here...
something is up with me today, i dont know what it is.
I just kinda feel like, i dont want to leave my room like ever again. I dont mind going to see my friends or them coming to see me i just dont want to be around people i know hate me and dont like. I really, really, really dont want to come back to school ever. The thought of going back to school to get that thingy signed or something is just bad. I just kinda wanna stay here and never.. go out again, pretty much. -Shrug-
Told you it was lame, just how I feel right now}}

((It's probably because of the short hair. I felt a little like that when I first had it cut and I wanted it that short so I can't imagine it for you. You are probably just a bit shocked because its so short probably. You gotta try and get your thingy signed, please? For me, I will go with you, and you have to pay up for the prom as well, i did it all today so woot.))

{{I guess. It's just kinda like all my self confidence has kinda left me or something.
And okay, just come with me, okay? Please? I seem kinda okay so long as i am around my friends so I am gonna try and be around you more/talk to you a lot on here. Okay?}}

I know.
I know.
Oh God, Matty...

*launches self at, kisses desperately*
*pulls back breathlessly*

I... I just needed to do that... just one more time.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have, I know that probably made things worse but I had to.

I... I'll see you at the basement then?

((Yeah. Come in tomorrow to get it all signed and pay for everything cos I have my Stats exam tomorrow, so come up to the school for 11:30 when I finish it. Like wait outside the hall or something.))

[[In the end, Jo, you've got to remember it's just hair. It grows back. It doesn't define you, y'know? 'Sides, at least you've had the guts to try something different, you should be proud of that.]]

Syn wrote:: [[In the end, Jo, you've got to remember it's just hair. It grows back. It doesn't define you, y'know? 'Sides, at least you've had the guts to try something different, you should be proud of that.]]

((Exactly! Listen to Syn, she is speaking logic again. :D ))

Syn wrote:: I know.
I know.
Oh God, Matty...

*launches self at, kisses desperately*
*pulls back breathlessly*

I... I just needed to do that... just one more time.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't have, I know that probably made things worse but I had to.

I... I'll see you at the basement then?

Brian...
-Kisses back passionately-
That didnt make it worse, I needed that.
I dont want to fucking leave him!
-Turns away-
-Tear run down cheek again-
Okay... I will... see you there then...
-Looks at Syn-
Move Sanders, go to the door and leave!
-Stays put-
Go for fuck sake!
-Doesn't move, still stays looking at Syn-
Move!
-Doesn't-
Matt, you are only making this harder on yourself staying here, turn around and leave!

-Looks at Syn one more time-
-Looks down-
-Turns around and walks away slowly-
-Get's to door-
-Turns around-
-Says weakly-
Brian I love you, I'm sorry about everything.
-Tears-
-Walks out of door-

What did I just do?
-Bursts into insane sobs in hallway-

Matty? Matty everything okay? He didnt try and rape you did he?

Oh fuck she is gonna pay for making me do this...

-Walks into frontroom-

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[In the end, Jo, you've got to remember it's just hair. It grows back. It doesn't define you, y'know? 'Sides, at least you've had the guts to try something different, you should be proud of that.]]

((Exactly! Listen to Syn, she is speaking logic again. :D ))

{I know. I dont even know if it is the hair, I mean, i didnt wanna go to prom or anything like that a while ago...
And okay then Chloe, see you tomorrow there then.
Thanks you two:)
-Hugs-}

[[I am? Seriously, the world is going to end.]]

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Syn wrote:: [[In the end, Jo, you've got to remember it's just hair. It grows back. It doesn't define you, y'know? 'Sides, at least you've had the guts to try something different, you should be proud of that.]]

((Exactly! Listen to Syn, she is speaking logic again. :D ))

{I know. I dont even know if it is the hair, I mean, i didnt wanna go to prom or anything like that a while ago...
And okay then Chloe, see you tomorrow there then.
Thanks you two:)
-Hugs-}

((-hugs back-
It's ok. Anything says anything to you at the prom, you know that they are gonna get that posh ass food they are serving us down their dress. right? :twisted: ))

Syn wrote:: [[I am? Seriously, the world is going to end.]]

((I love logic. -hugs logic- It makes me happy. I'm going to add a slight bit of comedy to the RP. Watch my next post...))

[[No problem. I'm actually trying to find my lovely blonde badger hair. That might make you feel better, haha.]]

*watches Matt leave*
*drops to the floor*
*weeps as silently as possible*
*whispers to self*
I love you Matty, I love you so fucking much.

-is in basement, alone-
-on laptop-
Uh? Whats this?
Mick has sent you a webcam link.
Accept.
-watches-
-laughs as Mick laughs, waves and blows a kiss-
Awww, wait, what is he doing?

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