RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

-Pushes weakly-
Syn what the hell?
I cant believe you would kiss him! Syn this isnt pretend anymore, i am fucking serious! I cant believe you would do this to me! And not tell me! Where were these pictures from? When?
WHY?
-Cries more-

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:: {{https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtqmFR49_mM&NR=1 LOL If you need proof that Bert likes boys, there it is. Touching Jepha's "Places" Hahaha}}

((Damn straight that boy likes Ass and penis! I find the idea of a penis very nice. haha. that was so funnie last night. Lol shower head and sleep deprieved because of Zacky V. MUHAHAH!))

{LOL! Oh god. Ooooooooh its wednesday right? KERRANG!!! Woot. And cans of coke can help ;) LOL so much. Okay i think we shall stop talking about this now. Hahaha}}

((It's not our fault that me have no boyfriends and we have to do it ourselves. It is perfectly natural!))

((I have to go in a minute but I will be back at 3 so Zacky will go to his basement or something. Wil Matt be there waiting or something?))

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:: {{https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtqmFR49_mM&NR=1 LOL If you need proof that Bert likes boys, there it is. Touching Jepha's "Places" Hahaha}}

((Damn straight that boy likes Ass and penis! I find the idea of a penis very nice. haha. that was so funnie last night. Lol shower head and sleep deprieved because of Zacky V. MUHAHAH!))

{LOL! Oh god. Ooooooooh its wednesday right? KERRANG!!! Woot. And cans of coke can help ;) LOL so much. Okay i think we shall stop talking about this now. Hahaha}}

((It's not our fault that me have no boyfriends and we have to do it ourselves. It is perfectly natural!))

{LOL Bet Vanessa is like O.o *Backs away slowly from this convo* LOL Emma should have been there yesterday. She'd have been like :affraid: *Falls asleep fast* LOL}

{{He probably will be. See you later! Have fun at school! Haha x}}

Matt wrote:: {{He probably will be. See you later! Have fun at school! Haha x}}

((-_- -Grumbles- I'm going now. Bye!))

Matt wrote:: -Pushes weakly-
Syn what the hell?
I cant believe you would kiss him! Syn this isnt pretend anymore, i am fucking serious! I cant believe you would do this to me! And not tell me! Where were these pictures from? When?
WHY?
-Cries more-

You fucking believe her? After everything we've said, everything we've gone through, you're going to believe her? Jesus...
Matt, I don't know when the photos were from. Zacky and I... we've been drunk together a lot, anything could have happened. But nothing has happened since we've been together. The past is the past!

{BYE!}

Syn wrote:

Matt wrote:: -Pushes weakly-
Syn what the hell?
I cant believe you would kiss him! Syn this isnt pretend anymore, i am fucking serious! I cant believe you would do this to me! And not tell me! Where were these pictures from? When?
WHY?
-Cries more-

You fucking believe her? After everything we've said, everything we've gone through, you're going to believe her? Jesus...
Matt, I don't know when the photos were from. Zacky and I... we've been drunk together a lot, anything could have happened. But nothing has happened since we've been together. The past is the past!

Syn, if you have kissed him before and not remember, who knows what else you have done with him? And what's to say this isnt gonna happen again?
And how can I not believe her, there is proof! It isnt just her word, there is proof. The picture. And in that picture you looked like you were fucking enjoying it.
I mean, i dont care if you used to date Zacky or made out with him before you met me, but still, you promised me you hadnt! You promised that she couldnt have anything that would break us up...
I dont want to break up Syn. I do love you, so much. But....
-Pauses-
I dont know...

Matty, please, please don't do this. Please. Zacky means nothing to me. Haven't you experiemented? It's just... we do it because we're not sure. Please Matty, you're my fucking world.
*takes face in hands*
Matty, we can make this right. Us against the world, remember? Don't let her win... *bites back tears*... don't let her win Matt.

-Moans-
Syn, i dont know what the fuck to do!
I am so angry right now...
My mom will never let us be together...
Our friends are getting sick of it...
-Closes eyes-
I mean... I love you, but can we really work around all that?
And then there are the pics. And... yeah, i know. I mean, i fooled around with Mick and Zacky while me and you were dating, and i remembered nothing, i just know I did something and i came and told you immediately after.
I dont want her to win though.
Even though she may be right.
-Tears-

Matty, we can beat anything. We can beat all the odds. Since when have you given up?

Didn't I forgive you for Mick and Zacky? While we were together, I forgave you and now you're willing to end it all just because of something I did before we were even dating?

And what happens if we do give in? If you do let your mom win? You think she'll be happy then? Matty, she'll try and change you, she'll try and make you straight... Matty, please don't... don't do this. I won't be happy without you, you know you won't be happy without me either... please Matty... we're stronger than this.

-Cries-
Syn I dont know what to do! I dont want her to win, i dont want her to turn me straight! I dont... that isnt me! You know that.
I.... You are right. But... I...
-Closes eyes-
I dont think i would be able to get over this... and if i am okay with this, what would my mom do then? She wouldnt just give up and let us be, there will be something else...and i am scared about what that would be...
It's gotten too hard. I....

{OK, there is like, not a valid reason for Matt to break up with Syn, I mean, Syn hasnt done anything that bad. If it was me, i wouldnt break up with Syn cos of it... Then again I wouldnt break up with Syn full stop. But you get it...}

[[Syn could be fucking pigs in Guam and I wouldn't let the guy go, haha. Erm, nah there isn't really a valid reason. Unless Matt just wants to stop hurting and disappointing his mum? I dunno...]]

So this is it? You're breaking up with me because you can't handle her. *tears roll down cheek* Fine.
*nods*
Fine.
I don't need you Matt...
*turns away*

[[Maybe Matt's letting Syn go because he doesn't want to hurt him anymore? Because of his mum, they'd never be happy and he thinks Syn deserves happiness?]]

{{Haha! But i dont think he would over his mom, he has already decided that Syn is more important than his mom.... hmm *Thinks*}}

-Breathes-
-Closes eyes-
Fuck I love him..I can't loose him... not over this... but...I...
Brian, please...
-Lowers head-
He doesnt need me? Does that mean he doesnt want me...
Brian....
-Bites lip-
-Whispers-
Brian I love you, I dont want to loose you. But it has gotten too hard. My mom... I can't believe she has done this... If she loves me she'd want me to be happy, and I am so fucking happy when I am with you. But she has messed it all up. I.. We.. never said she was gonna tear us apart.
But it looks like she is gonna...

*cries*
*spins round*
She's only going to tear us apart because you're too scared to defy her!!! We could beat her, we could make it through this. Yes, it's going to be hard but nothing worth anything is easy to get. Matty, please...

-Touches cheek softly-
Brian we can't. She will win.
-Tear runs down cheek-
Brian, with my mom... with everything... you shouldnt have it. You deserve so much better, a guy who loves you, who can kiss you in public and who you dont have to sneak around with.
You deserve the best Brian, and that isnt me.
And if he loved you even half as much as i do. Then you two will be the happiest people in the world.
-Another tear-
You deserve to be with someone who doesnt cause you so much pain and hurt.
And even if we pretend to be broken up, how long will it last? My mom will catch us again... and we will be here again.
It's so complicated. I wish... I wish we could just run away together, escape my family and all this stuff.
But we cant, we have to stay here with her, and with you like this.

Brian I love you, and i dont think I will ever be able to stop.
-Looks down-
I wont be able to stop.
And it will kill me not to have you.
But it will kill you more if you stay with me.
But I care more about you than me.
And it is best for you... not to be with me. You dont deserve all this, you deserve better.
-Another tear-
-Voice breaks-
Brian i love you.
But I am breaking up with you.

Matty... *sniffles*
Don't do this. I... I don't want to lose you.
I know I'm being selfish... I'm being cruel and unfair by wanting to stay with you but I've never wanted anyone more in my life. I've never wanted anything more in my life than to be with you.
But if it's what you want, then... then I love you too much to disrespect your wishes.
Just know, I won't be happy without you. I don't want to be with anyone else. I won't be with anyone else.

[[God that was hard... had to retype it a zillion times to make it sound right.]]

I dont want anyone else other than you!
And I am not gonna be happy without you.
And I dont want to do this!
I just have to do it. For you...
This is the best thing for you, dont you see? Being with me... it isnt gonna help you. It is what you deserve. Being with me, yeah, might make you happy, but come on, you dont wanna be sneaking around all the time. You dont want this...
-Closes eyes-
-Cries-
I dont want to lose you at all. At all. I dont know what my life would be like without you. You make me so...happy. And without you...
-Shakes head-
But this isnt about me, it is about you.
You need to be rid of me.

{{Dammit i dont want them to break up now. Grrrrrrrrrrr too cute.}}

Matty, my dad accepts us! My family wants us to be together! This isn't for anyone but you! Your mom can't deal with us, so you're giving in to escape her! You're backing down! How is she ever going to learn to respect you if you give into her all the time?
*deep breath*
Look, Matty, I'm only going to ask you one more time.
Please, please, please don't do this.

[[LoL! Me neither... but there'll always be the big moving reunion...]]

Brian, this isn't what I want. I am fine with sneaking around and pretending to not be with you when I am. I am just thinking of you here.
And she is my mom, what do you expect? Even though I would much rather just be with you then ever see her again, but still.
And...
-Closes eyes-
Brian dont make this harder than it already is...
-Cries-
Brian, we gotta break up.

Matt, I don't care. I will happily sneak around with you as long as I get to be with you! You can stay with me, stay here. We'll be happy without her.
Matty, I need you...

-Cries more-
Brian I need you too. My life... without you will... be...
It would be the worst thing in the world.
But... you know it is the right thing to do, right?
It is gonna be hard at first, but you will get over me.
I mean, I would never be able to get over you. I love you more than you could imagine.
And then, of course there is the whole Brian Memory Box thing.
I will...
No, I'm not gonna throw that out. I will keep it all.
-Shakes head-
Brian, this is all for the best. The best for you. Dont you see?

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