RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:21 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: *nuzzles*
It's not because I want to be with him, it's just so he can have the kid we want. I love you, only you.

Ummm...
Okay... i think.
-Kisses-

Can i ask one question and can i have the definite answer please?!?!?!

Zacky.
Do you have any loving/romantic feelings left for Syn?
And same question to Syn, for Zacky.
Please be truthful.

...
I don't want to answer.
:(

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:21 pm

Quote :: I'll admit, there are still some feelings there. Not enough for me ever to leave you though. Don't hate me Matty, I mean, you're still a little bit in love with Frank after all.

True. Totally true.
But you wont do anything with Zacky will you? Not like, cheat with him or anything? :cherry:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:23 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: I'll admit, there are still some feelings there. Not enough for me ever to leave you though. Don't hate me Matty, I mean, you're still a little bit in love with Frank after all.

True. Totally true.
But you wont do anything with Zacky will you? Not like, cheat with him or anything? :cherry:

No. I love you too much.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:23 pm

Quote :: I don't want to answer.

Zacky! It is all I ask!!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:24 pm

Mickkkkky really doesn't want to have children.
He said they will take up all our time and that we will never be the same.
But I think that a baby would bring us closer together.
But he's having none of it.
I'm never going to able to have children.
Because I am so in love with Mickkkky but I don't think I could leave him.
Even if I met someone who did want children.
Oh God, I am so screwed up.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:25 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: I don't want to answer.

Zacky! It is all I ask!!

You'll hate me.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:26 pm

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: Mickkkkky really doesn't want to have children.
He said they will take up all our time and that we will never be the same.
But I think that a baby would bring us closer together.
But he's having none of it.
I'm never going to able to have children.
Because I am so in love with Mickkkky but I don't think I could leave him.
Even if I met someone who did want children.
Oh God, I am so screwed up.

Give it time, Zee, you've only been together a week. You never know.

{{I am seeing so much drama potential here, I love it!!!}}

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Zacky.Babe. wrote:

synacky wrote:

Quote :: I don't want to answer.

Zacky! It is all I ask!!

You'll hate me.

Zee, he knows how I feel. He won't hate you. I won't let him. buahahaha

And I need to know.

{{Preferably soon, I'm being kicked off}}

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:27 pm

It seems pretty obvious already Zacky.
So just out with it.
-Pokes-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:27 pm

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: Mickkkkky really doesn't want to have children.
He said they will take up all our time and that we will never be the same.
But I think that a baby would bring us closer together.
But he's having none of it.
I'm never going to able to have children.
Because I am so in love with Mickkkky but I don't think I could leave him.
Even if I met someone who did want children.
Oh God, I am so screwed up.

Give it time, Zee, you've only been together a week. You never know.

{{I am seeing so much drama potential here, I love it!!!}}

((Thank You. It's all the Eastenders I watch))

Last edited by on Sat May 26, 2007 2:31 pm; edited 1 time in total

synacky wrote:: It seems pretty obvious already Zacky.
So just out with it.
-Pokes-

I still love him.
So much. I...I...last night when I was with Mick.
He made love to me like Syn used too.
I was thinking about Syn the whole time.
I nearly smothered myself with the pillow so I wouldn't scream his name.
I'm sorry.
I feel so bad. I love Mick, he is so good to me. But I can't live without Syn.
I really can't. I have tried. I really have.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:31 pm

Zacky.Babe. wrote:

synacky wrote:: It seems pretty obvious already Zacky.
So just out with it.
-Pokes-

I still love him.
So much. I...I...last night when I was with Mick.
He made love to me like Syn used too.
I was thinking about Syn the whole time.
I nearly smothered myself with the pillow so I wouldn't scare his name.
I'm sorry.
I feel so bad. I love Mick, he is so good too me. But I can't live with Syn.
I really can't. I have tried. I really have.

:shock:
I... need to go now.
Bye x

{{I'm being kicked off. I'll be on tomorrow afternoon!}}

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:32 pm

No please Syn no!
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry...
:( :( :( :( :(

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:33 pm

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: No please Syn no!
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry...
:( :( :( :( :(

It's not your fault.
I just need to be alone right now.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:34 pm

Quote :: I still love him.
So much. I...I...last night when I was with Mick.
He made love to me like Syn used too.
I was thinking about Syn the whole time.
I nearly smothered myself with the pillow so I wouldn't scream his name.
I'm sorry.
I feel so bad. I love Mick, he is so good too me. But I can't live with Syn.
I really can't. I have tried. I really have.

Uhmm.....

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:35 pm

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: No please Syn no!
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry...
:( :( :( :( :(

It's not your fault.
I just need to be alone right now.

Oh God.
I've fucked up everything again.
:cry:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:35 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: I still love him.
So much. I...I...last night when I was with Mick.
He made love to me like Syn used too.
I was thinking about Syn the whole time.
I nearly smothered myself with the pillow so I wouldn't scream his name.
I'm sorry.
I feel so bad. I love Mick, he is so good too me. But I can't live with Syn.
I really can't. I have tried. I really have.

Uhmm.....

I'm sorry Matt.
You asked.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:39 pm

BYE SYN!!!
xx
LOVE YOOU!

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sat May 26, 2007 2:46 pm

I'm going now.
I can't stay on here.
I need to have a good cry.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 6:24 am

Gooood morning everyone!!!
I dont think Zackeh will be able to be here that much today =(((
Awwww
THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA!!!
Hopefully he will though.
Wooooooot.
Heheeh
:albino:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 9:39 am

I'm too sober to deal with all this drama.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 9:41 am

Hey Syn!
What does that mean?
And Zacky isnt here right now.
So it is okay.
He will be soon though.

Have you thought about anything while you have been away?

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 9:44 am

I mean, I've only had one drink and I'm not sure if I can deal with the clash of feelings.

I have been doing some thinking, but I don't really wanna share in case you agree. :(

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 9:46 am

You need to share.
I need to know what is going on.
I am confused and kinda scared.

And i have been thinking too.
Watching WOTS music video doesnt help either.

(Fuck i was so cute in the old days awww)

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Sun May 27, 2007 9:52 am

synacky wrote:: You need to share.
I need to know what is going on.
I am confused and kinda scared.

And i have been thinking too.
Watching WOTS music video doesnt help either.

(Fuck i was so cute in the old days awww)

Okay, I was... I was thinking, maybe I should be alone for a while. I mean, Frank obviously means a lot to you and he obviously needs you to be with him. I know you're insecure over the fact I still have feelings for Zacky and I don't want you to be constantly wondering if I'm going to leave you for him.