RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Syn wrote:

Hey Zack-Attack!

I'd feel bad but I'm too happy.

{{A7X DVD FINALLY HAS A RELEASE DATE! 17TH JULY! 17TH JUUUULLLLYYYYYY!!!! :bounce: :bounce: :bounce: }}

So, did you and Matt make up last night?

((-screams- Do you know whats on it?))

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Hey Zack-Attack!

I'd feel bad but I'm too happy.

{{A7X DVD FINALLY HAS A RELEASE DATE! 17TH JULY! 17TH JUUUULLLLYYYYYY!!!! }}

Aww why feel bad? And why happeh?
I am happeh cos i have syn again! woot.

{And dude i am so buying}

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Run Zee, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!

I kinda feel bad because Frank's so broken up over the whole thing.
But I've got Matt back, *hugs tightly*, so I'm happy.

{{I think it's basically Life On The Murderscene, A7X-stylee. I'm pre-ordering that the next time I'm in town.}}

Haha.
A7X style, we should try that sometime ;)
Haha
{but yeah, i'ma buy it, sounds awesome}
And i have Syn back.
I am happy, but still really sad.
I hope i have made the right choice.

No.
I am just feeling sad.
Cos it seems that Frank loves me more than you do.
Even now, after i broke his heart.
Which makes me feel guilty for leaving him.
But i dont regret choosing you.
If i had to make the decision again, now, it would pick you.
I had to choose who I loved.
And right now, and right then, yesterday, it was you.
So yeah.

I need to change my lookie on neo, and my pet page.
Frankie changed all his.
I think i will now...

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Hmmmm.
You know I love you, Matt.
You also know I'm not exactly great at expressing that... well, except in certain situations.
Frank was on the rebound from Gerard. You'd have been miserable. I'd have been miserable.

Yeah I know.
Only when Brian takes over, usually, I can tell what exactly you are feeling at the time.
I like it though, it's different. It's one of the things that made me fall in love with you in the first place.
But it is all ok.
I know you love me, that's all i need.

And Frank told me he wasnt ever with Gerard.
Well, not properly, not in love at least.

{Dude "Emotionless" by Good Charlotte STILL keeps making me cry.
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD
(Literally)
I should stop listening to it.
BUT IT IS SO DAMM GOOD}

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I'm going to let Brian out more often. I miss him sometimes.
Dude, I sound schizophrenic.

I'm sure we can find someone for Frank, some way to cheer him up...

Good.
It was Brian who i fell in love with.
But Synyster will always be there too in my heart.
Both Syn and Brian are ok with me. =)))

And I want Frank to move on and be happy.
But he doesnt want any one right now.
=(((

{"The day that i die" totally sounds like McFly WHO I AM APPARENTLY SEEING IN DECEMBER! Um...woot?}

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Maybe we could make Frank a giant cake! With a big "WE LOVE YOU FRANKIE!" written on it? Christ, being in love turns me into Martha Stewart/Zacky V's lovechild.

{{You're seeing McFly? I'm ashamed.}}

{Tis Emma's fault, She loves them. She turned off Papa Roach on Scuzz for them on MTV hits. Naturally i hit her with a pillow. She wouldnt let me change it back though. I dont mind seeing them, make a loada fangirls jealous. Mwahahaha. Plus I can go all gothy and scare a loada kids, and no doubt the band too. Mwahah but come on £25!!!! Dude EXPENSIVE!!}

We need to do something for him.
I dont think we will see him until tomorrow.
I do miss him


when you left yesterday and it was just me and him yesterday i was so sad and he made me so upset cos he really doesnt want me anymore and i almost raped him

ahem.

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{{Christ, there are only two bands I'd pay 25 quid for, A7X and MCR... that's it. Oh and Pantera if somehow they brought Dimebag back. }}

You almost what?!

{I knowww i dont want to go but i kinda dooooo}

I... almost....
raped him

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Christ Matt, how could you?!

{{Go and boo them!}}

{IWILL!!!
Remember i told you at Trivium Emma kept shouting TRIVIUM SUCK BRING ON MCFLY!!! Tis what i will do. cept the other way around. Mwahaha}

And I was alone.
You weren't there.
Frank was so angry, and I couldnt bear to see him like that.
After everything that had happened i needed someone right then.
And you werent there.
And Frank was, and he hated me.
You know I have a problem with this stuff. If i need someone, i need someone, and thats just it.
I felt so bad for him too. He kept pulling me off. I almost got his jeans off before i realised what I was doing and stopped.
He didnt want it, btw. He kept telling me to stop and tried to force me off.
But come on, I am Matt Shadows and he is Frank Iero.
You can guess who overpowered who.

I dont know why i did it.
I just needed to be with someone.
(Which btw i still need)
I am sorry.
But dont worry, i never would have done it, i dont think.

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{{Trivium suck? My Trivium shirt just started to cry. I should have taken her place.}}


And raping him was the answer?! Fuck... I...

I don't know what to say.

I am sorry, I just thought I kinda needed to tell you.
And raping wasnt the answer.
I am sorry, i just needed someone.
And you werent there.
This sounds so bad.
And it is.
I dont know what i am going to do about Frank, me and him are alone so much, on AIM or whatever, it is what brought us close.
I am sorry Syn
-Hugs-
Is it ok?

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I guess it's going to have to be.
I'll just have to learn to trust you.
I know you want to be with me, you wouldn't jepoardize that just for a quick AIM-fuck.
It's okay.

I love you Syn.
And I want you, not Frank.
I guess I am just.... i dont know.
You know what I am like with sex though. I am sure.
And you can trust me.
-Hugs and kisses-
So...
We're alone now...

Trevor didn't burn the house down! :D
Hows everybody?