RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:11 pm

Quote :: *kisses back*
Does this mean...?

I don't know what it means Syn.

I still don't accept that you still love me and miss me.
This is YOU. You aren't good with showing your emotions.

Frank has made it clear how much he wants me.
You haven't made it clear.
So i don't know.

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synacky wrote:

Quote :: *kisses back*
Does this mean...?

I don't know what it means Syn.

I still don't accept that you still love me and miss me.
This is YOU. You aren't good with showing your emotions.

Frank has made it clear how much he wants me.
You haven't made it clear.
So i don't know.

I CAN MAKE IT CLEARER.
I'LL.. I'LL..

WHAT CAN I DO?
:pale:

*sigh*

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:14 pm

Syn.

When we were together, you weren't as... i dont know, what it seemed as in love with me as Frank is now.
When we were together you didnt seem to want me as much as Frank does now.
And now all this is going on, Frank seems to be fighting harder for me, which suggests he wants me a hell of a lot more.
I dont understand you Syn.
Which i guess was part of the whole mystery and love for you i had.
You were different, and had more layers or whatever than most people. i liked it.

but still.

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I'm getting so nervous to see the outcome of this...

Oh god.. usually when I'm scared and nervous like this, Matt your there for me... but shit... not now D=

I just want to go back to the time where I knew Matt was there, to love me... Oh god *sobs*

MATT I'M SO SORRY.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:16 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: *kisses back*
Does this mean...?

I don't know what it means Syn.

I still don't accept that you still love me and miss me.
This is YOU. You aren't good with showing your emotions.

Frank has made it clear how much he wants me.
You haven't made it clear.
So i don't know.

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

{{Christ, Syn's a cheesy fucker}}

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:19 pm

Quote :: Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

=)
I remember the writing of them songs.
I was with you at the time.
I was happy.
So happy.
I....
-tilts head back and almost cries-
Almost is in the past now
-sobs-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:23 pm

synacky wrote:: Syn.

When we were together, you weren't as... i dont know, what it seemed as in love with me as Frank is now.
When we were together you didnt seem to want me as much as Frank does now.
And now all this is going on, Frank seems to be fighting harder for me, which suggests he wants me a hell of a lot more.
I dont understand you Syn.
Which i guess was part of the whole mystery and love for you i had.
You were different, and had more layers or whatever than most people. i liked it.

but still.

Matt, I may be gay but I'm still a guy!
Feelings don't come that easily to me!
What do you want me to do? Tell you that every night since we've been apart, I've been drinking myself to sleep because it hurts to be away from you when I'm sober? That I can't sleep in my bed because I remember everything we shared? That I can't think of anything but you every hour of every day? Matt, I love you! I've loved you for seven fucking years. I want you back more than I've wanted anything in my whole fucking life.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:25 pm

Quote :: Matt, I may be gay but I'm still a guy!
Feelings don't come that easily to me!
What do you want me to do? Tell you that every night since we've been apart, I've been drinking myself to sleep because it hurts to be away from you when I'm sober? That I can't sleep in my bed because I remember everything we shared? That I can't think of anything but you every hour of every day? Matt, I love you! I've loved you for seven fucking years. I want you back more than I've wanted anything in my whole fucking life. But you obviously want the midget.

That made me Aww hundreds of times and then LOL at the end
I love you Syn -kisses-
So much.
-looks back at Frank and then back at you and places head on your chest-
So much....

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:26 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

=)
I remember the writing of them songs.
I was with you at the time.
I was happy.
So happy.
I....
-tilts head back and almost cries-
Almost is in the past now
-sobs-

I remember too.
It doesn't have to be in the past. We can do it again, in our future...

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Everything i try and type sounds so god damn fucking stupid... i dont know what else to say to prove myself... Matt, just pull the trigger.. kill one of us...

-head desk-

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:27 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: Matt, I may be gay but I'm still a guy!
Feelings don't come that easily to me!
What do you want me to do? Tell you that every night since we've been apart, I've been drinking myself to sleep because it hurts to be away from you when I'm sober? That I can't sleep in my bed because I remember everything we shared? That I can't think of anything but you every hour of every day? Matt, I love you! I've loved you for seven fucking years. I want you back more than I've wanted anything in my whole fucking life. But you obviously want the midget.

That made me Aww hundreds of times and then LOL at the end
I love you Syn -kisses-
So much.
-looks back at Frank and then back at you and places head on your chest-
So much....

I love you too.
So much that I'm seeing two of you right now.
*moves to pet hair, misses and pets own beard*

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:29 pm

=)
But Syn.
What about all the things that tore us apart last time?
The drinking, the people being against us, the Zacky?
I do love you Syn.
I do.

{lol at "the zacky" haha}

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synacky wrote:

Quote :: Matt, I may be gay but I'm still a guy!
Feelings don't come that easily to me!
What do you want me to do? Tell you that every night since we've been apart, I've been drinking myself to sleep because it hurts to be away from you when I'm sober? That I can't sleep in my bed because I remember everything we shared? That I can't think of anything but you every hour of every day? Matt, I love you! I've loved you for seven fucking years. I want you back more than I've wanted anything in my whole fucking life. But you obviously want the midget.

That made me Aww hundreds of times and then LOL at the end
I love you Syn -kisses-
So much.
-looks back at Frank and then back at you and places head on your chest-
So much....

It Just fucking kills. Fucking kills so much. To know that I shouldn't fight.
That I should just give up.. and let you two be. Like I should have done. But I can't stop fighting. Becuase the flame in me is lit, and Matt if I dont have you it will go out. I dont want to have to live without you... but.. oh god, it just sucks. So much. Becuase I know I should just shut up and let you be with who you love more.... this I know. Matt. Matt I love you.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:32 pm

So what's going on now?
are we all still in the same situtation?

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:33 pm

synacky wrote:: =)
But Syn.
What about all the things that tore us apart last time?
The drinking, the people being against us, the Zacky?
I do love you Syn.
I do.

{lol at "the zacky" haha}

We can beat all that. I'll stop drinking. I'll get rid of all the booze in my house. I don't need to drink if I have you. You're the only intoxication I need. If anyone's against us, we can take them on... I mean look at us. We're huuuuuuge! And Zacky's got it now. He wants us to be together.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

{{Haha, there's no way this can end happily ever after. Our RP's don't work like that. We need drama.}}

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:33 pm

Frank i love you too!!!

I might just have to do what Syn did when he could choose between me and Zacky, and just have neither...

but i cant.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:34 pm

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: So what's going on now?
are we all still in the same situtation?

Yeah, pretty much.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:34 pm

Syn wrote:

Zacky.Babe. wrote:: So what's going on now?
are we all still in the same situtation?

Yeah, pretty much.

god damnit!
i think we will all need some serious therapy.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:34 pm

synacky wrote:: Frank i love you too!!!

I might just have to do what Syn did when he could choose between me and Zacky, and just have neither...

but i cant.

All I want is for you to be happy.
I want so badly for you to be happy with me. But if you'll be happier with Frank then I can move on... eventually.

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Matt, fuck you know I fucking love you.. but with all this drama.. and what I just told you over aim, its too much. I cant stay here right now. I respect what decision you make. Because you mean so fucking much to me, that you need to be happy.

Shit I dont care if i'm a wreck. I already am. You held my broken pieces together.

But now I think it's better if I just shatter them for good.....

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:39 pm

Quote :: We can beat all that. I'll stop drinking. I'll get rid of all the booze in my house. I don't need to drink if I have you. You're the only intoxication I need. If anyone's against us, we can take them on... I mean look at us. We're huuuuuuge! And Zacky's got it now. He wants us to be together.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you Syn.
I do.
I love you Syn
*Crinkles forehead and thinks*
And i want you Syn...

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:40 pm

brb
Mick is trying to smack Trevor with a pot of curry noodles.
I need to be the ref.
Wish me luck
:tongue:

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:43 pm

synacky wrote:

Quote :: We can beat all that. I'll stop drinking. I'll get rid of all the booze in my house. I don't need to drink if I have you. You're the only intoxication I need. If anyone's against us, we can take them on... I mean look at us. We're huuuuuuge! And Zacky's got it now. He wants us to be together.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you Syn.
I do.
I love you Syn
*Crinkles forehead and thinks*
And i want you Syn...

:D Really?! *dives on* Oh Matt, thank you, thank you, thank you.
*kisses*

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synacky wrote:

Quote :: We can beat all that. I'll stop drinking. I'll get rid of all the booze in my house. I don't need to drink if I have you. You're the only intoxication I need. If anyone's against us, we can take them on... I mean look at us. We're huuuuuuge! And Zacky's got it now. He wants us to be together.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

I love you Syn.
I do.
I love you Syn
*Crinkles forehead and thinks*
And i want you Syn...

Is that it... Matt... is that what you choose?
Please, dont hold back, whatever you say, just know that I will love you unconditionally no matter what.
Because you are amazing.
And caring.
And fuck, I want you to be the happiest man alive, and if im not a part of that, ill have to deal with it. If I can take it.

Matt.
I fucking love you more then anything on this earth.

Subject: Re: RP//: Matt sunk my battleship Fri May 25, 2007 1:44 pm

*Kisses Matt passionately back*
God I love you Matt.

I feel really happy now.
But...
*Looks at Frank*