RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

((Haha there is much about me that I have done in the passed few weeks that you don't know Chloe.
But LOL, no I haven't done that, I promise you.
And I am not sure that I'd wanna. =/

And you are cooler than a mushroom.
*Nods*
And c'mon, you can't get that much cooler than a mushroom.))

((...what?
Wow. You really don't tell me anything anymore do you?
Dude.
But, I do. I wanna try.

I am God Damnit!
You know it, and everyone knows it!
Well, they should. But they don't.
Yeah.))

((I haven't told anyone what I have done with like Scott or whatever.
Not Emma, not Matt, not anyone.
Coz I know what you and Emma are gonna say.
And if I told Matt, he'd get sad. He thought I had sex with Scott and he was all PLEASE TELL ME YOU DIDNT HAVE SEX WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and all.
So yeah.
If you wanna know, you can ask, but... yeah.

I shall buy you a shirt that says.
I AM COOLER THAN A MUSHROOM
If you wish.
I am sure they'll sell in in Primark.
Like the "I LOVE BAD BOYS" shirt they have which we were gonna buy for Drake. Megalolz.))

((Why not?
I mean, you're supposed to be my best friend and such.
If it's annoying you or you wanna get it off your chest, tell me.
I don't mind.
I might have some things to tell you too actually. Depends.

Hah.
Primark sell everything. And cheap too. So it can be some of my Christmas present. Ha.
You went to Portsmouth on Tuesday, right? Why didn't you invite me? You went looking for me, but you didn't invite me. I'm just kinda... confused, yeah.))

((It was supposed to be just me and Katie and then a sleepover at hers, but Emma invited herself along apparently and Matt just randomly appeared. Haha, same as Joe and Freya and Louie, we didn't know they were gonna be there.
And come on, we were like, arguing the day before, I didn't think going out would have been a good idea.

And I'm not too worried about it. I just... I don't know. I feel so bad for doing it. Coz I don't wanna get with Scott.
I have no idea why I did anything.
Coz I like Matt.
A lot. A lot A lot A lot A lot.
More so than I have ever liked anyone before ever in my life.))

((Oh right then.
I just feel, left out again.
But meh. I'm just spoilt, as usual.

Well, what I would do is apoligize to Scott if you feel so bad.
Then, just not spend time with him for a while so you can think things over and such.
I would suggest going out with Matt if you like him so much.
But, if you wanna stay friends, that's cool too.))

((I do like him so much.
I was with him yesterday, the day before and the day before etc etc and have been talking to him all day.
We text, comment, and talk on MSN like all the time. When we are online, we talk. Non-stop.
And he is awesome, he is a proud nerd, he's smart, he's funny, he's into anime and rock and ska music, he downloaded all A7X albums yesterday just coz he knew they were my favourite band, and I am going to his on Friday.
Drake is like, yelling at me to ask him out or vice versa.
And I will. Next time we are together and alone, I will bring it up.

And Scott... well, I have made out with him a lot and... more.
Let's say I have seen every single part of him.
And he has seen most of me.
But not all.
And I liked him then but the whole time there was always Matt in the back of my mind and now Scott is making me sad and stuff, Matt is there for me and all I can feel is Matt.
And I need to talk to Scott. I do.

And we shall go out soon in a big bunch.
You, me, Emma and Matt could go out.
Coz no one would be left out, coz you and Emma are all buddies now so it all should work, me thinks.
Katie can come too if she wishes, coz she wouldn't care about being left out.
And Drake if we can drag him out of bed. Haha.))

((Well. I think that you should either settle down with Matt if you want a relationship with him. I mean, you're 16, you don't have to be mega serious about it all. But, if he likes you and you like him, then why not? Scott isn't really in the equeation to honest, if you don't have feelings for him.

And the Scott thing. If he really liked you, he wouldn't try to make you sad or guilty. Plain and simple. If he liked you, he would respect your choices and I think he is just out to have you sexually to be honest.
Even though, you are at fault to for doing all this with him when you blantenlty knew he liked you, so you are both in the wrong at the moment to be honest.

Oh, and you never know, Scott could turn out to be a complete asshole. So, I make a suggestion, you tell Matt everything you have done with Scott, and you tell him you are doing it so that if Scott says anything, he'll know it all and know if Scott is lying. This way, it won't hurt your relationship with Matt, because he will know it all, and by not hiding anything, it shows that it meant nothing to you.

If you wish.
Just, make sure people want me there, yeah?
Drake wise I mean.
I don't think he likes me much.
But oh well.))

((LOL.
I don't know, so long as you talk with him nicely and such I'm sure he won't have a problem with you.
Haha.

And I love Matt.
And Matt loves me.
And everyone always asks us if we are going out.
Cept that one girl from Media who asked me and Drake if we were going out. Haha.
So... we should.

And that is a good idea, I think on Friday I should talk to Matt about everything and such. I'm sure he won't be that mad at me, so long as I haven't slept with Scott.))

((I do try. But yeah.
I just don't think he likes me
-shrugs-
I get the reason why though. So it's no great shakes.

You don't love him.
Sorry, but it's not love love.
You are just really good friends.
Sorry, but you have known him for what, a few weeks? It's not love.
Tis friend love though. I can understand that.

He shouldn't be mad at you at all. I mean, if he liked you as much as you claim he does.
He might be a little disappointed and such because he likes you, and no guy/girl wants to hear about their crush getting it on with someone else. It's just part of life I'm afriad. But, if you explain it all to him, and why you did it and such (even though I don't even know why you did it) he should understand. And it's not like you have slept with him, so why would he think that? Have you?
You can always just cry and say you were stupid and weren't thinking and he raped you. But that's to the extremes of course.))

((Yeah, I kinda guess I'm not 100% in love with him or anything.
But there is a lot there.
Like, when we aren't together I get this weird feeling in my stomach and an annoying pain in my chest which sucks.
And I think about him constantly.
And talk to him constantly.
And can not wait for the next time I am gonna see him.
And... I just like him a lot.
And he feels the same about me.

And you get the reason why you think Drake dun like you? Haha why? Drake doesn't even not like you, does he? I just don't think he's talked to you.

And right now with Scott I am just being immature and appearing offline to avoid talking to him. He has been pissy with me lately, so I am allowed. Haha.
I was supposed to go to his today but I didn't.
I was also supposed to on Friday but I am going to Matt's instead.
Matt knows the whole situation, and he is okay with it all, he just thinks Scott doesn't deserve me etc. ))

((You were the same with Alex.
It's excitment and infautation.
A guy is paying attention to you, and you like it.
It's happening to me right now, believe me, I know what you mean.
You just seem to be falling a hell of a lot quicker than I am.

Well.
I just don't think he likes me.
It's like, he knows I'm there, but he doesn't WANNA talk to me, I'll try to talk to him. No, I have TRIED to talk to him, but he doesn't wanna know. You know.
So, hell, if he'd rather not make new friends, his loss. I'm special, he can't see that. Pffft.

Well. You need to mature and tell Scott the truth. Stop leading him on and such. If you lost him as a friend, big deal. It's better than living torn between two. Just grow up and tell him the deal, and how it is. He should respect you for it, if not, then fuck him.))

((I guess.
But yeah.
I just talked to Drake about it, him being Matt's friend and all.
He says he is 110% sure that if I asked Matt out, he'd say yes. Haha.
So I think I should.

And I'll deal with Scott, and I am sorry, I have no idea what Drake feels towards you.

And so what is going on with you then hmmm?))

((For Synneh when she gets back...

Kerrang.
Well, was reading Kerrang today, in the shop, with my Nan, Haha, and guess who got a good review? Yep, you guessed it, Avenged Sevenfold. Got totally bummed by Kerrang with a giant fucking picture spend, of Jimmy hugging Zacky rather cossy-ly might I add.

Scream awards.
Zacky doing the sexy backing vocals that are so needed on the album, but are not on the album because he did not listen to our petition. Hmph. Also, Syn and Zacky doing some sexy backing vocals in a duo. You know it makes sense with the sexy murderers they shall be. Hah.

Avenged Sevenfold.
The album, the MVI. I shall be seeing if I can get it tomorrow. If not, I shall get it on Friday. But I shall not boost, and I will watch it tomorrow if I have it with the grin.

LoveLine.
A Hilarous interview with Jimmy and Matt that Syn pranks half way through. Lots of gay-ness a happening. A funny interview. Matt makes me laugh, more gay than I thought he would be. Hah.

So, not such a slow news day for our boys, if I say so myself.))

Mick wrote:

((I guess.
But yeah.
I just talked to Drake about it, him being Matt's friend and all.
He says he is 110% sure that if I asked Matt out, he'd say yes. Haha.
So I think I should.

And I'll deal with Scott, and I am sorry, I have no idea what Drake feels towards you.

And so what is going on with you then hmmm?))

((Well. He is kinda bias, cos he is Matt's friend so he's gonna be supportive of him anyways.
But yeah, Scott sounds a little dodgy to me. But, you do know it isn't all his fault, right?

Meh. I'm not all that bothered. It's just if you are gonna be hanging around with these people in a big group, I might as well have some friends in them cos otherwise I'm gonna be all alone.

You sure you wanna know?
I mean, the last time I told you about this guy all you said was "By the way. Long distance relationships suck." And I didn't say anymore. So.. yeah. I got you at a bad time probably, but still.))

((Brb.))

((They do suck!
But you can talk about it if one wishes.

And I know the whole Scott thing is completely my fault.
But it's okay.

Drake just came on MSN and was going on and on about how I should ditch Scott and go out with Matt.
But then Scott came online and ARGH!
I will tell him straight.
I WILL!))

((No. You sound bitter about it.
So I don't think I should.
Not everyone will be like Alex you know, and I think I can do long distance. I don't have to be touched and kissed ALL the time.
Even though we aren't technically going out.
But... thinking about him makes me... erm... yeah. Heh.

Good.
At least you are mature enough to admit that.
You know what the next step is?

And I think you should tell Drake to seriously back the fuck off.
It's your decision and your life, not his.
Just tell him. It'll make your life a hell of a lot easier.
Trust me.))

((Awww YOUNG LOVE!

And like I am saying on MSN, it's okay.
Me and Scott are broken up, and everything's okay.
Even though I feel bad to Scott for doing it, it's okay.
Better than living a lie, etc.

And LOL, Drake is right! He knows his best friend wants to go out with me and just found out that I wanna go out with him, so he wants us to get together.
And I do too.))

((Not really love.
More like...
Awww, young sexual attraction.
=/
Opps.))

((Ooooh.
I am intregued but slightly scared. Haha.))

((You should be.
Both, I mean.
Well, me and Dan, the guy I met in the queue to Avenged and me have being... cybering.
You want the details?))

((:O
Cybering?
Yes I do.
Zomgeh!))

((...Ok. You asked for it.
You really did too, I can quote you.
-nods-

Okies. Well.
Basically, a few days ago, I brought a corset thingy from TK Maxx, and I told Dan I had brought it, he wanted pictures of me in it, so he could use them for when he jerked off.
Here's one... as you can see breasts on FULL display.

Spoiler:

Then, the next day, he told me what he did with the pictures, naturally, I got a little happy, in that general area. So, I told him this, and so he told me to touch myself while he explained what he wanted to do to me. Yeah, I did it too, with my hand, cos he told me too. Prepared for the most mind blowing 'gasm ever. Which, yeah, I got. Heh.

So, I was still kinda Wooo so I did the same for him. Explained what I would do to him and such and he told me I had given him the best orgasm ever.

That's the cut version. It was a hell of a lot hotter than it sounds.
I just re-read the conversation on msn. Ahem.))

((ZOMGEH!
Yeah, I have done a lot with a guy.
I was half naked with Scott.
And he was completely naked.
And we were touching and... stuff.
And we kind had sex with clothes on, if that works.
But I have NEVER done THAT lol.
So.....................
What kinda relationship do you two have then? Just, an online sexual one?))