RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

No. It's... NO!
-starts to well up-
She's not here. I was finally getting over the loss.
And...
-shuts up and sinks to the floor-
-sits against the door and rests forehead on knees-
No...

Coby?
*gets up from desk*
*walks across to*
I'm sorry.
*sits by*
*lifts arm to wrap around shoulder*
*drops arm back by side*
I'm sorry, I...
I just thought... fuck, I don't know what I thought.
I can send her away, tell her I was lying about knowing you...
Whatever you need.

I don't know what I want I...
-sighs-
I don't know anymore.
I seriously think my life would be so much easier if I just walked the plank.
-sighs and rests head against the wall-
I need to see her. I need closure at least.
But... I don't want to see her.
-bites lip and turns to Syn-
Because I'm scared I'll lose you.

*drapes arm across shoulder*
Coby, if you need to see her, you need to see her.
I'm not going to end things because of that.
Yes, I'm scared in case you realize you don't want me now she's back.
But I'm not going to stop you.
A selfless act, I'm growing.

What if I wanted you to stop me?
-looks into Syn's eyes-
Please. I'm so confused and scared here.
-says in a choked up voice-
Help me.

[[The 'hawk looking good?
Surely not!

Spoiler:

And again, my case against Michelle.
She's always round but never showing any love.]]

Oh God, pressure.
*rubs shoulder*
*avoids looking at*
Coby, I... I think you need to see her.
Just this one last time.
You may not think it but you'll regret not doing it one day.
And there's nothing worse than living with regret.

((It does. And I like the pattern on Michelle's dress. -nods-
I wanna see more ZACKEH!))

-sighs-
I knew you would say that.
-clears throat-
-pulls self up off the floor and dusts down pants-
I guess I better... Go then.
-points to door and nods to self-
Yeah.

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Am I that predictable?
*laughs*
You want me to...
*gestures to door*
Or d'you want to be alone?
*gets up*
Coby, I just want you to know that whatever happens in there between you two, I forgive you for.
No matter what.

-smiles-
I should probably go alone.
I don't think it would be to take my boyfriend to go and see my wife that has only returned from being captured by pirates.
-breathes-
That was long winded.
-laughs weakly-
-pauses and bites lip-
I'll be back.
-pulls open the door and stands in-
-doesn't move anywhere-
Fuck it.
-closes the door behind and runs back over to Syn-
-kisses forcefully on the lips-

*is taken aback*
He's mine now.
We'll be okay, I know we will.
*kisses back*
*pulls away but holds close*
*grins at*
God, I love you so much, you know that?

Captain Syn wrote:

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((He's so damn pretty. Awwwww.
Seriously, I love college, I have had so many friend requests from people in my courses. I love how me and Jo are popular in college and I have seen all the sluts still hanging around with the same old people. Muhahaha! Bitches!))

And I love you too.
So much it hurts sometimes.
-kisses again-
-pulls self closer to and wraps arms around tightly-

-watches pair from the door-
-smiles a little-
It hurts, but he's happy.
-bites lip and knocks lightly on open door-
Erm... I hope I'm not interrupting but...
Coby?
-smiles-

*grins*
*rests head on shoulder*
*looks up at visitor*
*smiles shyly at*
*mouths sorry*

-looks around at Erika standing at the door-
-swallows and laces arms from Syn's back-
Erika.
-turns around and faces-
Are... why... what happened?
-shakes head-

*hovers around nervously*
*looks down at feet*
*wrings hands together*

Coby.
-smiles and walks over to-
-holds onto hand and sqeezes gently-
I missed you baby.
-smiles-
-looks down at feet-
How have you being?

((Tonight. I am quite insane. And some guy added me on myspace, goes to South Downs and I am meeting up with him tomorrow at break. Excited!))

How have I being?
I thought I lost my love of my life.
Found a new love.
Couldn't enjoy it to the full, and now, I'm fucked to be quite honest.
-sighs-
I'm sorry Erika.

Coby. You're swearing?
-shakes head-
Sorry.
Erm...
I don't know.
I always knew that sometime I would come back and you would be married to someone else or in love with someone else.
I was always prepared for it.
-smiles-
I just... wanted to see you.
Know you're ok.
-looks at Syn-
And I can see you are.
-smiles at-

[[Oooooh!
*avoids breaking into song*
I'm gonna... sit and watch The IT Crowd.]]

*looks up*
*smiles at Erika*
He is.
Well, I hope so.
*laughs weakly*
I'm trying.

So... you don't mind me...
-looks back at Syn-
...being with Syn?
...

Look. I still love you. But, we have being a part for years.
Things have happened that make me not want to love again.
I loved you Jacoby, you showed me the best years of my life.
-smiles-
I just want you to be happy. It's all I ever wanted.
-smiles-

-blinks a couple of times and shakes head lightly-
Thank you so much.
I knew there was a reason why I loved you so much.
-smiles-
I'm just... sorry it has to end.
I did love you you know...

*watches pair with goofy grin on face*
I feel like dancing.
So I'm probably still drunk.
I'm so fucking happy.
*whispers to self*
Thank you.