RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

Zacky wrote:

((Because I thought that you and Emma were bored with me and didn't want to be friends with me anymore. You two seemed so hapy with your new friends. I felt like you'd forgotten about me. Even if you didn't mean to. I still felt like it.))

((We are not bored of you Chloe.
If you think it was because we weren't talking to you on Friday that was only because you had your friends and everytime I talked to you, you insulted me in some way, jokingly of course, and turned back to your friends, which you seemed more interested in, so I was just like, fine then, whatever.
And we are happy with our new friends, but it doesn't mean we have stopped liking you It would have be cool if you were there last night, even though I am sure you wouldn't have enjoyed it that much, but yeah. :)
We love you Chloe! ))

((I only took Suzi with me becaue I ws worried that you weren't going to talk to me and I would be sat there with no one to talk to. Which is nomrally how it is with your friends because, I don't think they even know who I am, or they don't like me, or something. That might be different now because I have seen Ricky once or twice and he has being nice to me, but yeah, Katie is all over him normally so that will surely be the case.
It's just how I felt, and I also feel a little off because when you and Emma had that fight, you both wanted to talk to me all the time and get help and stuff but now you two are friends again, I'm the one being ignored.
And I love you too Jo. Emma too. But sometimes I just feel like the odd one out. ))

((You are the odd one out Chloe.
Sorry, but you are. Me and Emma can be really similar in the way we act, but you are different.
It doesn't make you less of a friend! And yeah, Emma fully apologized about that, and last night she made it clear that she was very grateful for what I had done for her and stuff.
But we didn't make out last night!! I didn't kiss any girls!! Boys were another story, ahem, but we shall not go there. LOL

And I am Meh about Ricky. He's okay, but he hates Drake and wants him dead I think, so I am Meh about him. LOL.
And you haven't really talked amongst that group, so how can you expect for them to talk to you if you haven't talked to them?
But whatever. We all have our own groups of friends. We aren't purposely ignoring you or anything, Friday we neither of us were talking to the other. *Shrug*))

((I am the odd one out. When we our out as a three. Not when it is just you and me, or me and Emma.
And, you have a boyfriend. Well done Jo.

He's nice to me, and Drake hasn't either talked to me. So... I don't know.
Well, why should I be the one to make the first move? You know that I don't talk well to people, I am shy around new people. If no one talks to me, I will just sit there, I can't make up conversations with people I don't know. I'm not like you.
I know that you weren't purposly ignoring me. I just felt like you forgot about me.))

((I don't have a boyfriend. I haven't talked to him in days. I am sure he is avoiding me or something.
And I am sorry! But I always have to make the first move! If I hadn't, I wouldn't be friends with them all. And you have talked to most of them! And I think I'll be different on Monday, I doubt I will talk to Drake much, *Shrug* But yeah, you can't expect people to just talk to you and make the first move all the time, coz that isn't what usually happens, and even though it is hard ot make the first move yourself, you kinda have to, if you wanna make conversation with people. I dunno.))

((... I am not going to ask. I am just too confused. Ha.

It's just hard for me. That's all. In a group, I will talk to the people that I know, no one else. It's tough for me to make friends. I was talking to my parents about it last night and they told me that they were the same as me so... It's there fault.
I will try to make conversation with people, but... I have no idea what to talk about.
I suck. ))

((Why be you confused?

And I am different, as you know.
But it will be different soon, I am just gonna tackle glomp George and Lewis for helping me and Emma last night.
And I am probably gonna not be all over Drake. Haha. I hope he forgot last night. Haha. The first time he got drunk ever, and I am sure it was an interesting night for him. =/
And I would help you, but I don't know how. I can't talk to them for you, but you see how me and Emma act around them, think you could ever do that?
But whatever, you don't have to be friends with them guys, no one is forcing you. You have friends already, so it's not a big deal to try too hard to talk to them.))

((You and Alex. I'm confused. But oh well.

He drank. Greeeeeeeeeat. That was the soul reason why I liked him, because he was like me and didn't drink. So much for that theory. =/
Any reason your not gonna be all over him? You feel sorry for me cos I fancy him or something? And do I really wanna know what happened last night? Or will I be overcome with jealously cos you two were out having fun while I was crying into my dinner. =/
Help me by intorducing me. Even though it's a little late now.
No. I just wanna be friends with them. I just find it tough being friends with people. Plus, if you and Emma are gonna be hanging out with them, the least I can do is try and make friends with them rather than sitting there completely ignored or bored.))

((I don't know. He doesn't mention me on his Bebo at all, and I haven't heard from him in like, 5 days, and like, the last MSN convo was pretty blah, they have been lately. So yeah. =/

And yeah, the only reason he didn't drink was because of something that happened and he didn't want to, but he did. And yeah, I don't think you want to know what happened. I don't think you would be jealous or anything, but I just don't think you'd wanna know.
And I don't feel sorry for you for fancying him. I don't like him in that way, I don't think. I mean, I guess I kinda like him, but I could never go out with him. I know too much about him.
He likes Emma apparently. *Shrugs*

And okay. I have a planage, I think. But the thing is, I hang out with them like, everyday. You do like, once a week. So it will be harder, but yeah, usually when we are in a big group I usually talk to anyone, not really anyone in particular. I will defo be talking more to Lewis and George though, they were so nice! Helping us and such! Aww bless them.))

((Aww. I don't know what to say or suggest. I'm not good with guys, and you have probably gathered.
He likes Emma? For fuck sake, they all fucking like her! Grrrrrrr. What's a girl gotta do to get fucking noticed or liked. Right, I don't like him no more. He can fuck himself. Grrrrrrrrrrrr. I hate people.

What's your plan then?))

((Hey! It's not their fault they like Emma! And Emma doesn't like any of them in that way, and Drake must not like her that much or he wouldn't have been making out with me like he was. *Shrug*
And maybe them guys will start to like you if you talked to them. Boys don't just randomly like girls who they have never talked to. And Emma is really talkative, I guess. I don't know.
She is worried though, she doesn't want them to like her. She was going on and on about how she only sees them as friends and it is weird for her to have guys liking her, coz it has never happened before. *Shrug*
And I have no idea what's up with Alex. I hope he's okay though, I have a strange feeling that something happened to him =/
And I dunno, just gonna try to get you talking with them, I guess. I shall do it! On Wednesday, are you gonna hang out or go home? Coz I warn you, we maybe going to Asda or walking around randomly and shit. And we usually just sit on the grass/go in the coffeehouse and that's about it, so no like, hot food cafe's. *Shrug*))

((You made out with him? Great. Thanks for telling me that. You know, make out with the guy I fancy. Thanks Jo.
You know what. I give up. With eveything. I feel like shit right now. I don't have the energy for this to be honest. If your friends don't wanna talk to me then fine. I'm too good for them then in my opinion.
I'm gonna go home on Wednesday. Just because it will be easier and... I just can't be assed to be quite honest.))

((You're too good for them?
Well, whatever. Last night was insane. I only drunk 2 cans of beer and yeah. But whatever. If you can't be asked, then that is your decision.
And I wasn't thinking when we were on the grass, making out. Neither of us was. It just... happened. *Shrugs*

On another note HAHAAHAHAH my mom is so funny sometimes. *Rolls eyes* Saying I'm not allowed out of my house until my hair is completely blonde and the purple and shit has came out, and that includes fuckin college.
Hahaha so funny. *Wipes laughter tears from eyes*))

((I don't know. I am upset. I don't even know what I am typing.
So it was the drink? You see this is why I don't drink. It makes you do stupid things that hurt people.
I will try to make friends. I am just.... GRRRRRR right now about everyone ok?

... How odd? Meh. I am getting green in my hair soon.))

Zacky wrote:

((I don't know. I am upset. I don't even know what I am typing.
So it was the drink? You see this is why I don't drink. It makes you do stupid things that hurt people.
I will try to make friends. I am just.... GRRRRRR right now about everyone ok?

... How odd? Meh. I am getting green in my hair soon.))

((I don't know. Neither of us were that drunk I don't think. It wasn't just like, "Hey! Wouldn't it be funny is we kissed?" Kinda thing. All I remember was us hugging, and then falling over and then being on top of eachother, and then kissing pretty passionately.
*Shrugs*
He only had like, one or two beers. Me too. You can't get drunk on that.
And I get that you are grrr. Just try and cool off. It's all I can suggest. Unless there is something else you want me to do.

And yes, my mom just yelled at me and said I wasn't going to college until my hair was my original color or some shit.
She seriously is mad. Haha.))

((Tell her to buy you the dye to dye it back or something. Make her more pissed, you know, my logic.))

Zacky wrote:

((Tell her to buy you the dye to dye it back or something. Make her more pissed, you know, my logic.))

((LOL.
She is like TEH BEAST right now.
I just wanna stay out of her way.

But seriously, I love my hair this colour! It is standouty and shit! Tis awesome! Before it was BORING! Seriously. People always recognise me because of my hair and stuff, but without it I am NOTHING! NOTHING I SAY!!!))

((Oh yes. Speaking of which, I can get my hair done soon.
I don't have to pay to go to London anymore, my mum and dad have decided to take the days off and have a day trip while I queue up. So. YES!
-boogies-
I'ma meet the onion head.
You'll have to take notes for me on that Monday In English then.))

((Awesome! Good luck! LOL.
And I shall. Haha, if I don't get too distracted by shiny things.))

((-salutes- I shall tell onion head that he is the Onion King.
Thank you.))

((*Gives evils*
My mom won't let me go to college tomorrow unless my hair is blonde by the morning.
WTF?! She can't STOP my education like that!! I just told her that and she was just like "CAN'T I? WELL, YOU JUST WATCH ME..."
FUCK SAKE!!!!))

((O....K. =/))

((Woo. I'm going to Portsmouth Tuesday afternoon. Going to spend some of my money down Fawcett Road then go to TK Maxx for the staff open day and get 20% OFF! Woo.))

((God damn mother telling me I am not allowed to go to college until the purple comes out of my hair.
DOES SHE NOT GET THAT THIS IS HAIR DYE AND WILL TAKE WEEKS FOR IT ALL TO COME OUT?!
Dumbass.

And woo have fun.

*Watches Escape The Fates new music vid*))

((I think it's because you love college so much and she hates the purple hair that if she tells you to stay home then you will dye your hair back, just so you can go back to college. You know, get what she wants. Idiot that she is.

I shall. I need some time to shop by myself. Gives me time to think.))