RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

((Secret? LOL.

Hello Syn. How are you? Hehe!
LOL.
Anyways, RPee? Got any ideas you would like to do today. I can be Jacoby or Zacky?))

[[LoL.
I didn't really have any ideas for today.
I've been too busy swearing and hurling abuse at my computer for not opening webpages.
[Like the latest entry in the A7X LJ community.]
But Syn's going to be sore and drunk so if you want to see how you can work around that?]]

((LOL Ok. Aww. I will just be random now then. I can do that.
Syn is sore? What about Zackeh?!))

-wakes up in different cabin-
Huh? What?
-tries to sit up-
Ouch! Fuck!
-lays back down again-
Oh yeah. Synyster yesterday.
-groans-
-looks over the edge of the bed-
-sees Matt on the floor-
-smiles at-
What he did yesterday was really sweet. I should let him sleep.
-cringes and slowly pulls self out of bed-
-hobbles over to door and pulls open-
-makes way back to own cabin quickly-
Ouch.
-closes eyes and tries to breath-
-walks back into our cabin and walks over to clothes pile-
-pulls on spear pair of jeans and a white shirt-
((I'ma saying he brought SOME more with him. LOL.))
-looks in small mirror at on the wall-
-sighs and turns back-
-sees blood already starting to seep through onto shirt-
-sighs and makes way out of cabin-

[[Well Zacky is literally.
Syn is metaphorically.]]

*tips empty bottle up over mouth*
*shakes bottle*
Fucking...
*hurls at wall*
*sits up on bed*
*holds head in hands*

"Good boy..."

*screams*
GET OUT OF MY HEAD!

((Literally pwns though. Haha. According to my timetable I have to wait 3:30 hours in between lessons on a Tuesday! Dude, and it's not really worth going home in that time. What am I gonna do with myself? LOL.))

-shuts door quietly-
-hears a bottle smash against the wall and Syn's screams-
-looks down the hall-
Should I risk it?
-bites lip-
No. Just do your job. Stay out of his way. Then he won'r do it again... much.
-groans in frustation and makes way up to deck-

[[Yeah, let's all applaud literal pain.
Ahem.
3 and a half hours?
Bloody hell!]]

*sobs quietly into hands*
Just leave me alone.
You're dead.
Stop doing this to me.
*wipes eyes*
*looks at broken bottle*
Great.
*gets up from bed*
*cleans up*
*wipes eyes again*
*looks up to roof*
I should really make an appearance.
*grabs sunglasses from side table*
*checks reflection*
I look like shit.
Then again, who'd dare to say anything?
*heads out of cabin*

((I KNOW! I'm gonna have to like go to the ICT study rooms or something or the library and.... study. LOL. Or just hang around in the cafe. I don't know. LOL. I might see if I can get home, it's probably not worth it really. I mean, it takes me about... 30 to get there. So that's 1 hour, and all the walking will make me tired anyway, so that give me about 2 hours at home, so maybe I could come home for lunch. But it doesn't really seem worth it, you know. And the other days I have like 1-2 hours between but that's not to bad, I could easily kill an hour just by eating lunch. LOL.))

-hears cabin door slam shut-
-looks up from floor-
Fuck.
He's up and pissed and Matt isn't here to protect me.

-whimpers and goes back to scrubbing floors with difficutlty-

*walks up on deck*
*sees Zacky scrubbing*
*sees blood soaking through shirt*
Fuck...
*looks down at*
Um... you can... I mean...
*shakes head*
Good job.

-looks up at-
Does he feel guilty? He better do...
Thanks. I guess.
-turns back to floor and keeps scrubbing-

*smiles weakly*
You know, it... it looks clean enough if you want to stop.
Get some rest or something.
*sits on barrel*

-sighs-
-drops rag back into bucket-
I got rest last night. After you left me on that mast.
-looks over at mast and sees blood dried for the night before on it-
-looks down at hands in lap-
Is this your way of apoligzing?
-looks over at Synyster-

Look kid, if you're looking for a heartfelt, tear-filled sorry then you're talking to the wrong guy, okay?
I don't do that kind of thing.
This is it, take it or leave it.

[[Sorry for the shitty posts, my brain's not in it today.
I'll try and force myself to do better, haha.]]

-rolls eyes and gets up from the floor-
There's no need to be angry at me.
I didn't do anything to you.
-hobbles over to-
All I did was take up a fraction of your ship. I didn't take any food or drink. That crew of yours gave it to me.
So I don't know what problem you have with me.
-gets right up into face-
But I am not scared of you.

((LOL. S'ok. I am flagging a little. I am also trying to find a pair of platform boots cheap on ebay so I can wear them to Madina Lake and kick the shit out of some sceneo kids. YEEEEEEERRRRRR!))

The problem I have with you, boy, is that you're here, uninvited and unwelcome.
*puts hands on chest*
I don't appreciate stowaways.
*pushes away*
This isn't some childish little adventure.
I'm a pirate, kid.
I'm a dangerous guy and you'd do well to remember that.

If I am so unwanted, why don't you just throw me overboard right now.
Huh?
Oh yeah. I understand.
-steps back-
I undetstand that you have a problem with your anger.
-nods-
You have to learn that to get respect from people, you have to work with them, not against them.

*grabs by neck*
*forces against side of ship*
*hisses*
Don't pretend you know me because you have no fucking idea.
The only reason you're still here is because I believe it bad luck to kill someone on board a ship.
But if you continue to fuck me off, I won't hesitate to slit your pretty little throat the second we set foot on land.

-squirms against hand-
-feels cuts on back open back up-
-chokes out a cry-
-pulls at Synyster's hands-
Stop...Please...

*lets go of throat*
You're pathetic.
*storms away to front of ship*
*looks over at ocean*

[[Hmm, emo moods make playing angry Syn that much easier, haha.]]

-drops to the floor-
-coughs and rubs throat-
-chokes out-
Fucker.
-sits against the side of the ship and glares at Synyster's back-
He's gonna get what is coming to him...
-smiles evilly-

((When will Zacky ever learn? LOL.
Aww. What is wrong? Tell? Might make you feel better.))

*watches water lap at ship*
*pulls sunglasses from face*
*rubs at eyes*
*stares out over sea*
What the fuck am I doing?
He's not done anything wrong.
*puts sunglasses back on*
He reminds you of you when you were younger.
When you were weaker.
You hate the way that makes you feel.
The memories it brings back.

[[That's the thing.
I don't really know.
I just feel really low at the moment for some reason.
Nothing logically could have triggered it.
I just keep thinking about a ton of stupid daft little things and they're getting me down.]]

-climbs back up tp feet-
-looks over at Synyster-
-shakes head-
-calls to Synyster-
I'm going to find a job to do.
-nods and looks around-
What to do?

((Aww. I get days like that. And no one seems to get why.
-shrugs-

You'll probably feel better later. I normally do.))

*ignores Zacky*
*continues looking out to sea*
I should just throw him overboard.
But then he'd come back and fucking haunt me.
*looks back across ship*
Maybe I should just apologize.
*laughs to self*
Yeah, good joke, Syn.


[[Yeah.
I tend to snap and scream at people when I'm like this and everyone gets mad at me which just makes me even more emo and... vicious circle.
I think I'll just focus on RP-ing and staring at Syn.
That should cheer me up.
Until my sister's doing the washing up.
Coz then I'll just end up going fucking apeshit and screaming at her.]]

-walks from top deck to cabins-
Ok. I need to do something to keep myself occupied.
What though?
-looks around-
Clean?
What to clean though?
-shrugs and sighs-
-makes way back up to main deck to get bucket and rag-

((Yep. I completely understand. It's the same with me.
Yer. Just keep focusing on RPee'ing, or PM me with a rant if you like, I won't take offence to it. Cos I'm sure you would let me do the same to you. Haha.))

*heads below deck*
*walks into study*
*goes into liquor cabinet*
Nothing.
*punches wall by cabinet*
How the fuck is this dry already?
*frowns*
How am I supposed to be the care-free, fun man I am without something to fucking drink?

[[I think I'll take it all out on the new HIM album.

*brightens up*
I have a college interview on Monday! ]]

-hears Synyster yelling from his study-
Should I risk it?
-bites lip-
-makes way over to study-
-stops and hesistates to knob-
-shakes head and knocks anyway-
Hey. Are you ok in there?
-listens against the door-

((Aww. Okie Dokie. I don't like HIM so it's all good. Haha.
And WOOOOOOOOOOOOW YAY! We will all be college kids. Hopefully. ))