RP:]] PIRATES OF THE QUEERABBEAN

((Jo. I think you should phone social services on your mum.
Seriously, you could make up some crazy story about her and then they can put you in foster care near South Downs. Cos I mean, you have no where to go, you want to go to college, plus the social always listen to the kids so... phone childline.
I would. I mean, it's not like you like your mum or you'll miss her. Might as well.))

-moans in sleep and shifts more-
-paws at erection in sleep-
Mmm... so gooooood...
-smiles in sleep and shifts in comfy chair-

((No. Way.
I know foster services TOO WELL.
My oldest sister was put into Care when she was like, 6.
Her sons were.
Tina's son was.
They are connected to our family, and I have seen and been in contact with too many.
I know I won't be put where I wish. I may end up anywhere.
And besides, I don't want to be put into care.
I want to live here. With whoever.
And to be honest, what I want right now is to live alone or get the fuck out of this country.))

((Meh. Just an idea. I don't know anymore.))

[[I was talking to Tigger about this.
And apparently if your mum threatens to kick you out, then you can file a homeless claim and they'd be able to find you a house in the area.
It's a thought.]]

((Me either.
I am just... grr right now.
And trying not to focus on all the college and moving shit,
Coz there is no point, there is no solution.
And my mom being GRR at meh doesnt help but whatever.

I am just gonna focus on meh being ill and getting better.
I took two ibrovens (sp?)
They work good.
I'm not supposed to have them, coz if you have/had stomach ulcers or some shit you can't have them.
Which probably explains why my stomach suddenly hurts.
But my earache has gone!!))

Captain Syn wrote:

[[I was talking to Tigger about this.
And apparently if your mum threatens to kick you out, then you can file a homeless claim and they'd be able to find you a house in the area.
It's a thought.]]

((Ooh!
I don't think she would kick me out.
She would want me to live with with her.
She would never kick me out.
Henze why she won't let me live by myself.
So yeah, no kicking out.
Damn.))

[[So she treats you like this.
She knows you're unhappy and she still wants you to live with her?
Bullshit.
*tries to calm down*
I'm gonna break more fucking walls in a minute.]]

Captain Syn wrote:

[[So she treats you like this.
She knows you're unhappy and she still wants you to live with her?
Bullshit.
*tries to calm down*
I'm gonna break more fucking walls in a minute.]]

((You know what I think it is.
I think it's because she's afraid that Jo's going to be smarter than her.
She doesn't want her kids to do well in life because she didn't.
It's weird, sick and twisted. But it can happen.
And Jo, I think that if you move away, you won't go to college, cos your mum can't be assed to sort it out for you, and to be honest your dad isn't going to do it all over again, which I wouldn't blame him if he didn't.
So. Your mum is just being plain selfish.))

((I am different to her other daughters, I guess it is difficult.
Tina and Debbie were moved out by now, neither of them even thought about college, and when they got angry with mom, they would just run away and hide out at their friends or boyfriend.
I am completely different, so I guess it's harder.
They don't understand though. None of my family understand me. That's such an emo thing to say, but it is true; I am completely different to them.
But whatever.
There is nothing I can do now, my dad doesn't want me living with him, I can't live with my friends, I can't get a place of my own, none of my relatives want me with them.
If it wasn't for you two and Emma and Alex, I would feel pretty unwanted.
I'm glad I am who I am though, if this was happening to Emma or someone else they'd probably be depressed and taking it out on themselves.
I would never do that, so yeah.
I may have thought about it, but I never would actually.
I just... have to deal with it and move on.
And somehow make this okay.
I don't know.

And Chloe I fucking hope that isn't the case!! She kept me out of school during my GCSE year for 6 months! I hadta catch up on all the work! That was enough catching up for one lifetime, it almost killed me.
What the hell am I supposed to do if I don't get this sorted? =/
GODDAMMIT!!
Now I am getting stressed again.
*Calms down*
Seriously, can't I just sleep in the woods?!?!))

((This may be innappropriate and a complete Jo-Thing to say, but looking at all our siggies while all this is a'happening kinda makes me feel a little better. Haha.
Just coz they are just so darn pretteh!
Ok, I'll be quiet now...))

[[You know what?
I agree actually.
I mean, you're showing real potential, Jo, and that's frightening her.

Don't let her fuck you around.
If you move away, then sort out the college yourself.
Then you know it's going to happen.
She can't stop you doing that, can she?]]

Cristina wrote:

[[You know what?
I agree actually.
I mean, you're showing real potential, Jo, and that's frightening her.

Don't let her fuck you around.
If you move away, then sort out the college yourself.
Then you know it's going to happen.
She can't stop you doing that, can she?]]

((*Shrugs* I don't know.
My mom don't give a shit about education. Housework always comes first over education.
Erm... but true I guess. She has always told me to marry a rich man and then I wouldn't have to work.
Which is kinda what she did.
So....... what am I supposed to doo?))

Cristina wrote:

[[You know what?
I agree actually.
I mean, you're showing real potential, Jo, and that's frightening her.

Don't let her fuck you around.
If you move away, then sort out the college yourself.
Then you know it's going to happen.
She can't stop you doing that, can she?]]

((Exactly. And, if you need help sorting it all out.
You know what I am like.
I am bus and train woman. I can be research and information lady too.

Maybe we should write to the local news?
These ideas are seriously coming from no where.

IDEA! What if you got a job? Over here?
What would she do then?))

((I have no idea. Hahaha.
I have absolutely no idea what I wanna do right now.
I have become kinda meh about moving. Just coz there is no fighting it, and... I don't know. I just... am getting really worked up over not wanting to move and angering everyone, I may as well just come quietly rather than... noisly?
We can sort the college out, but she promises she will. And she sorted out all my many schools I have transfered to.
And she is saying I can commute to South Downs if I wish.
It will just take a while.
I just... hate how everything is right now, is all.

This makes no sense. Haha.))

((Jo. You have to at least try and fight it.
I mean, you know what happened when you fought about moving to Southwick, remember, you said to them that it was in the middle of nowhere. They said they would drive you anyway, now they are complaining about driving you places.
And college is different to schools, you have to pay for certain things. And what about getting to the college, you said you were in another village in the middle of nowhere. She gonna drive you to college everyday? Don't think so! Look what happened at Cowplain, you didn't turn up random days in the week cos she couldn't be bothered to drive you.

I mean, if you come quietly, she has basically already won. Do you want that?))

[[Considering the way she's being I don't think a job would stop her to be honest.
Tis an idea though.

Marry a rich man so you don't have to work?
Yeah, that'll give you a real sense of achievement.]]

Jacoby wrote:

((Jo. You have to at least try and fight it.
I mean, you know what happened when you fought about moving to Southwick, remember, you said to them that it was in the middle of nowhere. They said they would drive you anyway, now they are complaining about driving you places.
And college is different to schools, you have to pay for certain things. And what about getting to the college, you said you were in another village in the middle of nowhere. She gonna drive you to college everyday? Don't think so! Look what happened at Cowplain, you didn't turn up random days in the week cos she couldn't be bothered to drive you.

I mean, if you come quietly, she has basically already won. Do you want that?))

((Chloe. You do not understand my mother. She will always win.
She is evil. Like them shoes. *Nods*
And it's freshwater, there is a regular bus. It's not as bad as Southwick. It has a super store and a loada shops. It's like a small town. Very small though.
And I can't fight it! I am not like that!! I get like THIS when I do! And I don't like it.
Sorry.
I don't know what I can do. But I am still going to be persistant about staying here.
But I think I might be able to still go to South Downs.
I just gotta be really fucking determined.))

((Just got a call from TK Maxx. I got my hours for working next weekend. That has cheered me up a bit. And they aren't too early. Yay.

Jo.
THEN BE FUCKING DETERMINED!!!!))

((*Shrugs*

That's all I can say.
Coz seriously, there is nothing I CAN say.

Talie had an idea.
I don't know if it would work though...
Like, spending the weekends here all the time.
Like, with my friends.
Having fun with you guys.
And then weekdays at collegeness, be there and shit.

I guess that wouldn't be so bad.
Then I can *force* myself to still see you and Emma and shit.
Hmm...))

Matty wrote:

((*Shrugs*

That's all I can say.
Coz seriously, there is nothing I CAN say.

Talie had an idea.
I don't know if it would work though...
Like, spending the weekends here all the time.
Like, with my friends.
Having fun with you guys.
And then weekdays at collegeness, be there and shit.

I guess that wouldn't be so bad.
Then I can *force* myself to still see you and Emma and shit.
Hmm...))

((My Dad did suggest a while ago that you could stay like three or so nights a week on college days.
Maybe if all our parents talk about it. Emma's too or something. We might be about to plan something, so you aren't comminting all the time, cos that's just gonna wear you out.
I will talk about it when my parents get home from work.))

Jacoby wrote:

Matty wrote:

((*Shrugs*

That's all I can say.
Coz seriously, there is nothing I CAN say.

Talie had an idea.
I don't know if it would work though...
Like, spending the weekends here all the time.
Like, with my friends.
Having fun with you guys.
And then weekdays at collegeness, be there and shit.

I guess that wouldn't be so bad.
Then I can *force* myself to still see you and Emma and shit.
Hmm...))

((My Dad did suggest a while ago that you could stay like three or so nights a week on college days.
Maybe if all our parents talk about it. Emma's too or something. We might be about to plan something, so you aren't comminting all the time, cos that's just gonna wear you out.
I will talk about it when my parents get home from work.))

((*Blinks*
Huh?
That made no snese to meh.
Explain to a blond person please? Haha.
Or y'know, just talk to your parents aboot it and then whatever. XD))

((Talk to my parents about you staying here three or so nights a week, and emma's the next week or something. I know it's a lot of changing. I don't even know the full plan myself. It was just something my dad suggested to me about you spending one of two nights hear a week. Dunno.))

Jacoby wrote:

((Talk to my parents about you staying here three or so nights a week, and emma's the next week or something. I know it's a lot of changing. I don't even know the full plan myself. It was just something my dad suggested to me about you spending one of two nights hear a week. Dunno.))

((Emma suggested that.
But I don't think I could do that to you too.
It'll fuck your lives up.))

Matty wrote:

Jacoby wrote:

((Talk to my parents about you staying here three or so nights a week, and emma's the next week or something. I know it's a lot of changing. I don't even know the full plan myself. It was just something my dad suggested to me about you spending one of two nights hear a week. Dunno.))

((Emma suggested that.
But I don't think I could do that to you too.
It'll fuck your lives up.))

((Whatever. I am just making suggestions here.))