RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

((Almost Easy Download?))

-shakes head-
I don't deserve him.
-takes deep breath-
He said he didn't feel he could try me in Seattle.
-breathes-
He gave me a second chance.
I blew it.
I don't deserve him to come back to me.
-breathes-
I've hurt him enough.
-tries to get up from the floor-
Nope. No use.
-laughs weakly before sighing-

-Smiles-
-Squeezes back-
It will be okay.
This is us.
Bad things happen and then they get put right.
-Shrugs-
It's just how it will always be.
-Looks at Zack and Brian-

((AmItheonlypersonwhothinksthisRPiskindadraggingalongnowandwantstoenditsoontostartanewone?

*smiles sadly at Matt*
Yeah, they get put right.
*looks to Zacky*
If it helps, he said he thinks he can trust you, just not when you're drunk.
That's got to be some kind of ray of light, right?

-Looks at Brian-
-Watches-
He hasn't completely forgiven me.
I gotta make this right.
But how?
-Chews on lips which has dried blood on from earlier-
-Watches-

Brian wrote:

*smiles sadly at Matt*
Yeah, they get put right.
*looks to Zacky*
If it helps, he said he thinks he can trust you, just not when you're drunk.
That's got to be some kind of ray of light, right?

((It does at the moment. It didn't yesterday did it? You'll feel differently once the emo-ness is over I bet.))

-sighs-
Yeah. I guess.
Thanks for going after him.
Even after I slept with your boyfriend.
-bites lip-
You don't... hate me do you?
-looks at Brian-

Matty wrote:

((AmItheonlypersonwhothinksthisRPiskindadraggingalongnowandwantstoenditsoontostartanewone?

[[ithinkitsbecausewerebeingemoatthemoment]]

Zacky wrote:

Brian wrote:

*smiles sadly at Matt*
Yeah, they get put right.
*looks to Zacky*
If it helps, he said he thinks he can trust you, just not when you're drunk.
That's got to be some kind of ray of light, right?

((It does at the moment. It didn't yesterday did it? You'll feel differently once the emo-ness is over I bet.))

-sighs-
Yeah. I guess.
Thanks for going after him.
Even after I slept with your boyfriend.
-bites lip-
You don't... hate me do you?
-looks at Brian-

((*Shrugs* It kinda has for ages. Probably why I am so meh about it.
I am just excited about pirate-yness and new ideas, I guess.
I don't know.))

((Start a new one if you like.
-shrugs-
I'm easy. Almost easy that is. HO HO HO!))

Zacky wrote:

Brian wrote:

*smiles sadly at Matt*
Yeah, they get put right.
*looks to Zacky*
If it helps, he said he thinks he can trust you, just not when you're drunk.
That's got to be some kind of ray of light, right?

((It does at the moment. It didn't yesterday did it? You'll feel differently once the emo-ness is over I bet.))

-sighs-
Yeah. I guess.
Thanks for going after him.
Even after I slept with your boyfriend.
-bites lip-
You don't... hate me do you?
-looks at Brian-

I should.
I should be throwing you both out and bringing him back here.
But I don't.
I can't.
You were drunk... you... it just happened.
I don't hate either of you.
However you will both be my bitches until I feel you've been suitably punished.

[[BASTARDS!
That Almost Easy download is MY rip!
Well, it's ripped from the same video, I'm not sure it's the same one.]]

Zacky wrote:

((Start a new one if you like.
-shrugs-
I'm easy. Almost easy that is. HO HO HO!))

[[Maybe we finish it off over this weekend - then it's not too abrupt.
Then start shiny and fresh next week?]]

((Na.
I just think this one is dragging on, tis all.
*Shrug*))

-Smiles-
Thanks Brian.
Seriously. You are the best boyfriend ever.
And we shall be your bitches.
And as one of your bitch, dear Brian, what do you want me to do?
-Smiles-

((Muhaha! Well it's on Limewire now. LOL.
And I have it now so that's all I care about.
NOT INSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANE!
-coughs-
Much. ))

-smiles-
That seems fair.
-smiles at-
Thanks Bri.
I'm glad you understand.
-rests head back against the cabinet-

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((Start a new one if you like.
-shrugs-
I'm easy. Almost easy that is. HO HO HO!))

[[Maybe we finish it off over this weekend - then it's not too abrupt.
Then start shiny and fresh next week?]]

((But weh need to do like, wedding, deathness, Ava-ness Vengdeth lovage...
We gotta lot to do..

Think we could do it all? LOL.))

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((Start a new one if you like.
-shrugs-
I'm easy. Almost easy that is. HO HO HO!))

[[Maybe we finish it off over this weekend - then it's not too abrupt.
Then start shiny and fresh next week?]]

((Well. I'ma not here on Sunday from 10am til... I don't know when. LOL So... Whatever. I'm easeh!))

Matty wrote:

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((Start a new one if you like.
-shrugs-
I'm easy. Almost easy that is. HO HO HO!))

[[Maybe we finish it off over this weekend - then it's not too abrupt.
Then start shiny and fresh next week?]]

((But weh need to do like, wedding, deathness, Ava-ness Vengdeth lovage...
We gotta lot to do..

Think we could do it all? LOL.))

((You are the one that is saying it is dragging on.
-Shrugs-
-goes back to downloading songs and dancing to C.A.))

[[Right, we jump and do the weddings tomorrow, right?
Then Sunday, we do Syn and Matt's final hours together.
Coz they were the main plots that we really wanted, yeah?
Maybe have Zacky and Mick running off together and getting married tonight or something, LoL.
I dunno.
But yeah, as long as we have the weddings and the deaths I'm happy.]]

((LOL okay then.
So long as everyone is happy and such.

My parents have found a house on the IOW exactly where they want.
In another god forsaken village which is where we used to live.
GREAT
Soooooooooo I am away from civilization AGAIN.
Plus away from my friends.
PLUS miles away from the Portsmouth Ferry.
Which is the other wide of the island.

GREAT
*Whines*))

((Okie Dokie. So it's settled, Pirates for the next RP right?

Looks like you won't be going to South Downs then?
Dunno.))

[[Then we have to go and torch it!
*looks at wine glass*
You make me think bad things.

Anyway, I'm off to get drunk, play guitar and lie upside down in lifts.
It's my parent's 27th wedding anniversary... or is it their 26th? One of the two.
Anyway, I'm allowed!]]

*smiles at pair*
*lets go of hand and shoulder*
I'm gonna go and get some sleep.
*rubs head*
Still pounding from this morning.
*kisses Matt's cheek*
Night.
Night Zee.
*heads upstairs to room*
*locks door from inside*
*lies back on bed*
*closes eyes*
*rolls over*
*looks at door*
*gets up*
*unlocks*
*lays back on bed*
Please come back to me tonight, Matty.
*closes eyes*
*drifts off*

((LOL So we shall be doing Pirates of the Queerabbean? LOL so much! YAY!

And I have NO IDEA.

My dad is fighting for me to stay here though.

*Shrug*))

-Smiles and looks at Zacky-
Are you okay now?

((OMG Yes! Haha Or... Yo Hoe Yo Hoe. Us Pirates fuck for free? LOL.))

At least your Dad is fighting for you to stay here now.
-nods-
That's something.

BYE SYN! HAVE FUN!))

-sighs-
Yeah. I'm alright now.
Just... a little shaky.
I think I should go to bed.
But... I don't want to go to bed, knowing Mick isn't going to be there.
-bites lip-

((Kicked off already? Fuck me!
-turns around-
Oi Zacky!
Did you not hear me?
))

((*Finishes night off*))

-Smiles as Zacky retreats to bedroom-
-Leaves and walks up to own and sees Brian asleep in the bed-
Hey baby.
-Looks at-
-Strips and climbs into bed with-
-Wraps arms around and pulls closer-
-Kisses Brian's chest once again-
-Kisses Brian's cheeks-
Good night Brian.
I love you.
-Smiles and drifts off to sleep-