RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Zacky wrote:

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((-pokes Brian- Oi! Stop saying things! LOL.))

[[Ohplz. They'll be seksing again in a matter of hours.]]

((Very true but still... -pokes Brian- I am in a poking mood. -pokes Zacky-
OMG! I just realised. My cat says "Hello!" When he cries coming in through the cat flap. WOAH! LOL.))

[[WOW!
My cats don't.
They just stare at you as if to say: "Oi, bitch, food."

OMG! WE HAVE ORANGES!
I COULD MAKE ORANGE JUICE AND HAVE RUM AND ORANGE!!!]]

-Sits on sofa-
I hope everything is going okay.
-Itches face-
-Drums fingers on sofa and waits-

*waves back*
*starts walking along street*
Damn you Mick.

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

((-pokes Brian- Oi! Stop saying things! LOL.))

[[Ohplz. They'll be seksing again in a matter of hours.]]

((Very true but still... -pokes Brian- I am in a poking mood. -pokes Zacky-
OMG! I just realised. My cat says "Hello!" When he cries coming in through the cat flap. WOAH! LOL.))

[[WOW!
My cats don't.
They just stare at you as if to say: "Oi, bitch, food."

OMG! WE HAVE ORANGES!
I COULD MAKE ORANGE JUICE AND HAVE RUM AND ORANGE!!!]]

((He's the only cat that does it. The others just cry at or stare at my dad for food and he always gives in.
Yeah! Don't get too tispy now. We don't want you to have a repeat of last night with Matt or Zacky. Or do we? -thinks-))

-finishes half the tub of ice cream-
I can't eat anymore.
-puts down on the table-
If it melts. I don't care.
-groans and snuggles into sofa-
I'm going to go and wash my face.
-gets up from the sofa and makes way to kitchen-

[[I don't think I can be arsed to be honest.
I mean I have to actually make the orange.
Fuck that.]]

-Smiles-
Alrighty then.
Can you get me a...
Ah, don't worry about it.
-Stands up and heads to kitchen-
I'll get it myself.
-Walks into kitchen and finds glass-
-Fills up with Milk-
-Flickers eyes towards kitchen table-
-Whimpers and looks away quickly, drinking-

*walks along sidewalk, hands stuffed in pockets*
Am I back with Matt because I really want to be?
Because I really trust him not to do it again?
Or am I back with him because it's easiest for me and Ava?
*sees bar*
*hunches further down*
*walks quickly past*
No, no alcohol.
That's the reason we're in this mess.
*slows down*
He's alone with Zacky now.
What's to stop him from doing it again?
Once a cheat, always a cheat, right?
No, Matt wouldn't do it again.
I know he wouldn't.
He loves me.
I think.

-turns tap and splashes cold water on face-
-sighs and splashes more water on face-
-turns off tape-
-leaves face dripping wet and leans over the sink-
Matt.
I'm gonna pass out.
-eyes flicker slightly-

-Blinks at Zacky-
You serious?
Coz if so sit down now.
-Moves towards and helps to kitchen floor quickly-
Breathe. And erm... put your head between your legs?
-Bites lip-
Shit I suck at first aid.
Even though I am a PE and Health teacher...

*stares at front door*
I could just go back to my mom's.
I could stay there for a while, Matt would understand.
He'd think I was just looking after Mick or something.
But then that gives him and Zacky more time alone together.
I can't let them be together again.
*opens door to house*
*walks inside quietly*
*throws jacket aside*

-rests back against counter-
-sits down with knees up-
-covers face with hands and breathes deeply-
Matt.
-rests head on knees-
I need a...
-breathes-
a paper bag.
-holds onto chest-
Now.

*hears laboured breathing coming from kitchen*
*hears Zacky saying Matt's name*
Oh no you fucking don't.
*storms into kitchen*
What the fuck do you... whoa, Zacky are you okay?

-Finds paper bag from draw-
-Sits on floor with Zacky and gives paper bag to-
Okay, now just... breathe into it.
-Smiles-
It'll be okay, all you need to do is breathe...

-Looks up at Brian-
He's having a panic attack, I think.
-Shrugs-
I just am telling him to breathe.
-Bites lip-
-Looks to Brian-
-Mouths-
I have absolutely no idea what I am meant to do.
=/

-takes bag-
-breathes into-
-closes eyes and tries to breath-
-looks up at Brian-
No Mick.
Oh No...
-breathing becomes more laboured-

*kneels by*
*places hand on shoulder*
Zacky, you've got to calm down, okay?
Mick's fine.
He's staying...
He's safe.
Okay?
I promise you.
Just breathe, yeah?
Deep calm breathes.

-nods-
-tries to calm breathes-
-feels chest tightrning-
-holds onto chest and tries to calm breathing-
-takes bag away-
-says in a breathy voice-
Where is he?

-Watches Brian and Zacky-
-Looks at-
What should I do?
-Looks down at Zacky-
Fuck I feel so damn useless
-Finds glass and fills it up with water-
-Sits next to Zacky-
Drink this.
When you can.
-Looks towards Brian-

I...
He'll come and see you when he's ready okay?
So... don't call or go running after or anything.
He's at my parents house.
My mom's looking after him.
*avoids Matt's look*
Probably a good thing because right now I want to fucking kill him.
You know how much of a mother hen she is, he'll be okay.

-nods-
-takes a deep breath-
He doesn't trust me...
-breathes again-
Does he?
-calms down a little and looks up at Brian-
-breathes into bag again-

-Bites lip-
Fuck I hope Mick's okay. I would talk to him, but I think he wants to kill me right now...
-Looks from Zacky to Brian-
-Tries to help Zacky with breathing-

He doesn't know.
He just needs some time to think about things.
But it looks like it could all be okay.
*squeezes shoulder*
Just be patient with him, yeah?

-Stays silent-
Why do I have the feeling that I should just leave now?
-Smiles sadly at Zacky-
That's good.
-Looks at Zacky-
He'll forgive you. I know he will. He loves you after all.
-Smiles-

[[RE: A7X's latest bulletin.
People who DON'T know who else is singing on Critical Acclaim aren't fans.
It's obviously Rev.]]

*takes Matt's hand*
*squeezes*
*looks between Matt and Zacky*
It'll be okay.
*smiles weakly*
I don't even know who I'm trying to reassure.
Zacky, me or Matt.