RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

I know. I'm so sorry.
There is no excuse for what I did, I know that.
-moves closer to Mick and tries to take hands in own-
I love you Mick and I feel so fucking bad right now.
-groans-
After you left she made her move and... I was downing wine like it was going out of fashion. And I did drink while I was in her room too.
I was wasted. I seriously, do not remember a thing.

Zacky...
You slept with someone else!!
-Flickers eyes over Zacky's-
Seriously, Zack...
-Steps away from-
I...
I need to be alone for a while, okay?
I'm sorry.
-Sighs and heads towards door-

No. Please don't leave Mick.
-feels tears in eyes-
-holds onto arm-
It meant nothing. I swear to you, I still love you.
I don't want anyone else.
Please.
-sniffs-

-Sighs-
I love you too Zacky.
But I need to think about this, okay?
I mean, what the hell was going through your head at the time? Did you think I'd be okay with this? That your poor little boyfriend wouldn't care and just forgive you? Like that time you pretended to be raped by Kaoru and lied to me?
-Looks at-
Sorry Zack, I'll be back later I just... I just need to think... I'm sorry.
-Opens the door and heads out-

-watches Mick leave-
-bursts into tears once the door closes-
What am I going to do?
-walks slolwy over the bed and sits on hugging self-
I really need to put some clothes on.
-cries-
I need to talk to someone. I need to talk to Matt.
-sniffs-
-looks at home-
What would he say?

*closes motel door*
hmm i wonder what zelda would look like with a cape...
*hears next door along close*
*looks*
Mick?

-Turns around-
Jepha?
-Launches at and hugs-
Jeph what are you doing here? I thought you were going back to Cali?
-Sobs onto shoulder while hugging-

*hugs back*
hey buddy!
*hears sobs*
whats up? did you miss me that much?!

-Sobs-
No... Just... something happened...
-Shrugs-
I'm okay I just... need a drink.
-Shakes head-
Actually no I don't need a drink... drinking is fucking bad I need... I need...
-Whispers-
I need a hug.
-Hugs Jepha again-

-lays on the bed-
-sees Mick's pillow-
It doesn't smell of him. Stupid cleaners.
How could I have being so stupid and messed up the most important thing in my life.
I just hope to good that he doesn't leave me.
I don't think my little heart could take it.
-sobs into pillow-
What if he decides to go back to California alone.
And I come back home and he isn't there.
What if he decides to leave me forever.
-sobs more violently-
I would die without him.

okay..
*pats back*
its alright mick...
*hugs back*
are you hungry?

-Laughs softly-
-Looks up at-
Hungry?
Yeah I am I guess...
-Shrugs-

*smiles*
i was gunna go get some food, wanna come with? if we hurry, we can still get some chucky cheese
*laughs*

-closes eyes and sighs-
I really should get some sleep.
Lord knows my head kills and so does my heart right now.
-crawls into bed on Mick's side-
-snuggles into pillow-
I'm so sorry.
-kisses pillow-
I love you so much Mick. Don't leave me...
-yawns-
...Please.
-drifts into restless slumber-

((Ok. I'ma go now. Be back later. XD.))

love-for-bryar wrote:

*smiles*
i was gunna go get some food, wanna come with? if we hurry, we can still get some chucky cheese
*laughs*

-Laughs-
You always knew how to make a man feel better Jeph.
-Rolls eyes and starts walking-
Is there a Chucky Cheese around here?

*blushes*
actually yes...i went there last night...
c'mon
*wraps arm around micks shoulders*

-Smiles-
Oh, okay then.
-Holds onto Jepha and heads to elevator-
So... why are you here again? Just, randomly again? Are you here with someone or are you alone?
-Smiles at while waiting for elevator-

*scratches head with free hand*
yeh, i kinda got on the wrong bus...took me here so i thought i would just stay the night and move on tomorow
*smiles*
i miss jimmy
i miss jimmy, and matt...and frank! ...

-Smiles-
I miss Matt too.
And I have only met Jimmeh like once.
And Frank... Well, I definitely do not miss him.
He stabbed Matt while Matt was showering and almost attacked Brian when he was pregnant.
It almost could've killed Matt.
So yeah, I don't miss him at all.
-Laughs-
-Steps into elevator and presses buttons-

*laughs*
oh yes i remember that well...goodtimes
*laughs*
...what are you doing?!...we need to go to the ground floor...
*clicks right button*
where not going to the roof! silly micky!!
*chuckles*

-Slaps forehead-
Fuck, sorry I'm confused.
I don't even know where we are going!!!
-Sighs as elevator goes down-
-Thinks to self about Zacky-
-Shakes head-
How the hell could he fucking do that?!
-Groans and looks towards ground of lift-

what's up?
whats or your mind mickmeister?
*laughs to self*

Nothing.
Just... problems with Zacky, is all.
-Shrugs-
He just... slept with a woman.
-Mumbles-
I wanna forgive him, you know?
It's just... right now it doesn't feel like I can.
What do you think I should do Jepha?

((God damn MSN ))