RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

At least now we know what colours to buy and...
Oh my God!
We can buy her cute little dresses and shoes and...
She's gonna be so cute!
*grins*
I'm so excited!

-walks out to post box-
-gets out post-
Bills...Bills...Junk...
-walks into house-
-dumps letters on the table-
-sees pink envelope-
-smiles to self-
-sees Mick's writing-
-tears open letter and reads while walking into living room-
-continues reading sitting on souch-
-finishes reading-
-looks at picture-
Awww, he looks so amazing.
And he's lip rings, and his hair.
Oh My God.
-covers mouth and smiles widely-
I can't wait to see him again.
-grabs some paper from table-
-starts to write-

Brian wrote:

At least now we know what colours to buy and...
Oh my God!
We can buy her cute little dresses and shoes and...
She's gonna be so cute!
*grins*
I'm so excited!

Yeah!! The dresses and everything!!
-Smiles-
Aww, she's going to be so beautiful...
We can get het lotsa purple!!!

I'm so excited too! We need to buy...
-Blinks-
Buy? Fuck Sanders, you're in debt already, you can't buy anything right now!

*quirks eyebrow at Matt*
Purple is a manly colour, I'll have you know.
*gestures to shirt*
*smirks*
She'll need a new crib and a bright purple room and...
*sees Matt's look*
Matty, something wrong?

-Smiles-
-Shakes head-
Naa... I'm fine Bri. Just thinking about all the things...
-Smiles-
-Drives to house-
And I'm not saying purple was a girly color, I was gonna paint the walls it regardless of what sex the baby was.
-Thinks-
You sure you want the baby's room purple though? I mean, the rest of the house kinda is, thanks to you. Haha.

{{Syn, you need to settle me and Lily's argument again.
She thinks out of Mick and Cristina Scabbia, Cristina is hotter.
And out of Matt and Cristina, Cristina is also hotter.
Haha.
And I am saying Cristina is hot.
But Matt and Mick are morererer hotter.
She is saying
"CRISTINA IS HOTTER THAN BUZZ LIGHTYEAR AND DICK METTHHHH"
So yeah.
What's your answer? LOL.
She wants me to ask everyone to see who agrees with her. LOL.}}

-re reads letter-

Dear Mick

Glad you feel the same about the phone calls. I don’t really understand why, but I feel really close to you while writing these letters. I always felt really far away from you with the phone calls. These letters make me feel that you and I aren’t as far away from each others as we think. I know it probably sounds crazy, but I’m feeling a lot happier and closer to you now, so I’m not going to question it too much.

I’m sorry about your mom, but if you are happy then I guess that’s all that really matters. I had no idea that your mom had these problems. I remember you saying that she was crazy but I just thought you were joking or using it lightly. I had no idea, that must have being horrible to live with. I wish I was there for you. But, your dad sounds cool so I guess it’s getting better, right?

Matt and Brian would love for you to stay. Since I have being there for near enough a week now and I think they like me being here, so they’d love you here, since you aren’t as lazy as I am. Plus, Matt could do with the extra help painting the nursery. I’m planning to paint a little mural for the baby in the nursery one day when the two of them go out for the day. Maybe you’ll be back by then so you can help me. For like a surprise thing, for them.

I’d really love to see you again, Matt and Brian even said they’d pay for your travel for Gods sake. They believe we belong together. They believe we are the younger version of them. They have actually being helping me a lot this past month. I think I’m a lot stronger because of them. I think I’m a changed man. But for the better of course. Oh yeah, I almost forgot. I got attacked, by Pete Wentz and his friends. Feeling the scar on my face reminded me, they smacked me in the face with a glass bottle. I have a little scar over my eye. But, that’s not pleasant so I won’t dwell on it.

We will have children. I can’t wait, I’ve being dreaming about it. I have their names picked out and everything. Well, me and Brian were talking about baby names and then we started talking about baby names for our kids. A little girl called Crystal and a little boy called Jack. That sounds perfect to me.

My God, when you get back, I’m gonna take you into my room and not let you out for a good four days. We can practice making the children I have being dreaming about. That is the first thing you are going to do when you get back here, well, after some rest if you like. But, you are gonna make love to me. Not I to you, but you are going to make love to me. Since I was so worried about you never being able to again. I just want you to, to take over the memory of Brian. Even though he made it so special for me, I still want you to make it so I’m yours and only yours.

Ok. Tell me what the new state looks like, and the new house yeah? Take pictures?

Thanks for the picture, you look amazing, as usual. I’ve enclosed a picture also. Of my newest tattoo. If you can’t really see it, it says “Zacky 4 Mick forever”. It’s on my hipbone. You’ll see it a lot when you get back. Haha.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

Love Zacky. xxxx

PS. Matt and Brian went for their first ultrasound today. In my next letter, I will send you a scan of the baby, yeah?


-smiles to self-
I'm getting better at this letter writing.
Right, picture of my tattoo.
-grabs picture Johnny took of tattoo and put int envelope with letter-
-licks envelope and kisses-
-places on the table-
Wonder what time those two are getting back.
Maybe I should make them dinner.
-gets up-
Since I have being staying here rent free for a week.
-walks into kitchen-

There's something he's not telling me.
Matty, you do know you can tell me if something is worrying you, you know.
I may be pregnant but I can handle it, yeah?
*laughs*
I told you not to leave the decorating decisions up to me.
We could paint the babies room... um...
*tries to think*
I dunno.
I see everything in purple.

Matty wrote:

{{Syn, you need to settle me and Lily's argument again.
She thinks out of Mick and Cristina Scabbia, Cristina is hotter.
And out of Matt and Cristina, Cristina is also hotter.
Haha.
And I am saying Cristina is hot.
But Matt and Mick are morererer hotter.
She is saying
"CRISTINA IS HOTTER THAN BUZZ LIGHTYEAR AND DICK METTHHHH"
So yeah.
What's your answer? LOL.
She wants me to ask everyone to see who agrees with her. LOL.}}

[[Cristina's hotter than Mick, Matt's hotter than them both.]]

((Lily says to me about Syn from your answer: NOO SMACK HER OVER THE HEAD WITH A PAINTBRUSH FOR ME!! BUT JUST ONE, NOT TWO, COS SHE HALF AGREED!
BUZZ LIGHTYEAR CAN SHOVE HIS...ACTUALLY BUZZ LIGHTYEAR CAN SHOVE DICK METH'S COCK UP HIS HELMET BECAUSE CRISTINA IS SEXIER!!!!
LOL, tis so funny.))

-Smiles-
There's nothing worrying me Brian.
Fuck I hate lying to him... I hate it I hate it...
-Shrugs-
Honestly. I am just trying to think of this baby thing right now...
And purple sounds good. Haha.
-Pulls into road-

*squeezes knee*
As long as your sure.
But I'm always here, okay?
*smiles*
Obviously.
Haha.
Our daughter won't know that other colours exist.

Brian wrote:

*squeezes knee*
As long as your sure.
But I'm always here, okay?
*smiles*
Obviously.
Haha.
Our daughter won't know that other colours exist.

Ye...yeah, I'm sure.
-Nods-
And I know you are always here. Thanks Brian. But honestly, I am fine.
-Smiles and pulls into drive-
-Parks car-
And yeah, probably with the colours. But that's not such a bad thing I suppose. Haha.

[[Simple answer, Synyster Gates pwns all with his almighty wiggly fingers of doom.]]

*laughs*
Guess we better go show Uncle Zacky his niece.
*grins*
Heh, she'll go outside, be pointing at the sky and going "Daddy, what's that colour?"
*smiles*
Maybe we need to redecorate with less purple?

Ok.
-checks date on all ingredients-
I can make...
-looks through ingredients-
...stir fry with noodles?
-shrugs and gets to work cutting up vegetables and chicken-
At least then I can just throw it all in the wok when they get back and it's be done.
-finishes cutting up vegetables and chicken and other things-
-puts each ingredients in little dishes-
-washes hands-
-gets out plates and cleans up-
Meh. All ready to cook.
-smiles to self-

-Smiles-
-Parks car-
-Gets out of car-
-Runs round side and opens door for Brian-
((He always does that... such a gentleman. LOLsomuch))
-Takes hand and helps out-
Uh huh, Zacky's gonna freak.
-Grins-
-Shuts Brian's door and locks car-
-Opens front door holding Brian's hand-
-Steps inside-
Zacky? We're baack!!
-Grins-
And we can have a little less purple if you want... like, light carpet, light purple walls, cos it is a baby right, lots of pastal colours. And then... Hmm...

*follows inside*
A lilac bedroom?
*smiles*
I love it, so will she.
*kisses cheek*

-leaves kitchen-
-smiles widely at Matt and Brian-
So...how was it?
Make my good day...perfect!
-smiles widenly and jumps up and down quickly-

Uh huh, I'll get the paint tomorrow.
-Grins-
And start painting it soon. Haha.
-Closes door behind-
-Walks into front room-
-Calls-
Zack?

*waves envelope with picture in*
It was amazing!!!
We heard the heartbeat and saw the little hands and feet and...
We know what we're having too!
*grins*

-Grins at Zacky-
-Nods insanely-

It was so... Ahh! I can't describe it!!
-Grins-
It was just perfect and special and...
-Grins and tacklehug Zacky-
I have been doing this too much ever since I saw our baby on the screen.
-Hugs tightly-
But I don't care!! I just wanna...
-Fangirl screams and hugs Zacky tighter-

((My dream last night. Listening to the Backstreet Boys reminded me. Right, I dreamt about Zacky, Brian, Matt, Mick and Frank doing a dance reution to N*Sync's Tearing Up My Heart. Was rather amazing, especically since me and Jo corrigraphed it. LOL. And Zacky knew the words to the song, and he was the best. And the outfits. HAHA! Like baggy pants and silk shirts. HAHAHA! Me and Jo were like in the background. MY GOD it was fuuneh.))

Zacky wrote:

((My dream last night. Listening to the Backstreet Boys reminded me. Right, I dreamt about Zacky, Brian, Matt, Mick and Frank doing a dance reution to N*Sync's Tearing Up My Heart. Was rather amazing, especically since me and Jo corrigraphed it. LOL. And Zacky knew the words to the song, and he was the best. And the outfits. HAHA! Like baggy pants and silk shirts. HAHAHA! Me and Jo were like in the background. MY GOD it was fuuneh.))

((WOW it sounds ittt!!

I just dreamt me and my stepmom went to TOC together. Strange.))

[[I would pay good money to see that.
To think I just got locked in a mental institution for listening to A7X and daring to call someone orange.]]

-hugs Matt back-
-laughs at Matt's happiness-
You saw, it's heartbeat!
Oh my God! I wish I was there!
-pulls away from Matt, with some difficulties-
And you know what it is?
What is it? A girl or a boy?!
-walks over to Brian and rubs belly-