RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

-Smiles and helps take off own clothes-
-Pulls off own jeans slowly and throws aside-
-Moves back to Brian and continues kissing-
I love you so much, you know that?
-Smiles and kisses lips again-
-Climbs ontop of difficultly-
-Continues kissing while laying on top of-
-Bites lip and looks down-
-Sees self pressed against Brian-
Shit, I'm not hurting you, am I?

-Moans louder and begins touching self more roughly-
-Cries out-
Fuck, I'm so close to coming already, just hearing him say this stuff to me...
Ohh Zacky... I love you, you know that right?
-Moans and runs other hand over chest-
-Listens to Zacky's whispery voice and whimpers-
And I'm... I'm doing the same to you...
Moving my mouth over your length, licking the pre cum that is dripping from your slit... moaning into the kisses that I plant on you... I'm... I'm moving my mouth all along you now, moving out slowly and sucking the head slightly I...
-Breathes loudly over phone-
Oh Zacky I...
-Continues rubbing self-

*smiles*
No, you're not hurting me.
*kisses*
It's nice feeling you on top of me again.
Makes me feel wanted.
*smiles*
And fat and inadequate...
*pulls into deep kiss*
Just pretend you're not pregnant, pretend you're the same gorgeous man he fell in love with, pretend he's not crushing your goddamn breasts.

-Smiles-
Okay then Brian...
-Kisses and opens up own legs-
I...
-Kisses lips again-
-Moves off of and plays with rim of underwear-
-Pulls off slowly and throws aside-
-Blinks at Brian's erection-
Fuck I haven't seen this in a while... I missed it...
-Smiles and leans down at and kisses softly-
This is mine still. Always will be.
-Looks up to Brian passionately-
You're so beautiful Brian...
-Pulls off own underwear and throws aside-
-Looks at Brian-
Fuck, I have never felt like this before... like if he was to touch me I'd spill... What the hell am I supposed to do that will make us both feel good when I am practically ready to come right now?

He's hesitating. Obviously as disgusted by this as I am...
*smiles*
You're the beautiful one, Matt.
*laughs weakly*
Um... heh... whenever you're ready, you know.

[[Apologies if Brian's emo-ness is pissing anyone off. Get over it. Haha. Nah, I just figure since he was always so sure of himself and kinda cocky about his looks and shit beforehand, it'd be a change to play him all nervous and lacking in confidence while he's pregnant.]]

-Smiles-
I'm not the beautiful one. How could anyone call me beautiful if they have seen you?
-Leans up and kisses-
I am ready Brian... I just still don't know what I should do... I don't want to hurt you...
-Bites lip-

((LOL never! Tis funny and different to have him like this. Plus he is different, so if it pissed us off than thats lame, cos it's just being a good RPer, you can't expect him to be exactly the same as usual when he is pregnant. LOL.))

Bullshit.
*smiles*
Just do whatever you feel comfortable doing when I'm like this, the book said that it's different for every couple, only we'd know what felt right.
I can tell you if something's wrong, okay?
*kisses*

Matty wrote:

((LOL never! Tis funny and different to have him like this. Plus he is different, so if it pissed us off than thats lame, cos it's just being a good RPer, you can't expect him to be exactly the same as usual when he is pregnant. LOL.))

[[Exactly, he'd be all hormonal and shit and I just wanna give him a cuddle.]]

((Love emo Brian. It makes a nice change. I'm back, BTW. LOL.))

Oh Mick.
You are so good at this...
-feels orgasm creeping up on-
I'm...I'm coming Mick.
I'm sorry...
-pumps on dick-
-tips over the edge-
Ahhh....Mick...Oh God...
-spills onto hand-
-pants slowly coming down from orgasm-
I love you so much.
-opens eyes-
-sees Mick's not in the room, sighs-
It seems so real...

Uh, Brian, I'd feel comfortable with doing anything with you, this isn't about me, it's about you. I want you to feel good too, I just also don't want to hurt you...
-Bites lip and climbs ontop of again-
I don't think anything could feel wrong... I mean, if I fucked you...
-Thinks-
Couldn't that harm the baby?
Will you just shut up and do something before he doesn't want to anymore??
-Brushes own face-
I didn't read the book, I...
-Shrugs-
I mean, we don't even have to have sex.
If I decide not to have sex with him, how would that make him feel? Like I don't want him?
We could do other stuff... not that I wouldn't want sex, I mean, I haven't wanted anything more for weeks, I just...
-Groans and buries head in Brian-
-Laughs softly-
Will you just shut me up now?

It's... it's okay Zacky.. I'm coming too I...
-Continues touching self listening to Zacky's voice-
I... ohhh Zacky....
Ahhh...
-Spills into hand while whispering Zacky's name-
-Opens eyes for the first time since it started-
-Moans-
Fuck, It really felt like he was here...
-Pants on bed-
I really love you too Zacky... That was so fucking amazing...

[[*cries*
OW!
NOSE PIERCINGS ARE A BITCH!
I had to take mine out coz the bent stem of my stud got stuck half-way through my nose and was hurting and making it swell up. I've just straightened the stud and pushed it back through and sweet Jesus ow.]]

It was...
I still wish you with me though.
-smiles weakly-
I better clean my hand.
I'll be right back.
-pulls up pants and makes way into kitchen-
-leans over sink-
Why do I wish we hadn't done that now? I was starting to get used to the fact he wasn't here. Now, I just feel worse.
-sighs and washes hands-

((Yeah, the reason why Matt is so hesitant and like "What the hell do I do?" About it all, is that I have no idea what they should do! LOL. Help meee!

And eek! OW! Sorry!))

You can't bear to see me like this.
It's okay, I'm kinda... flagging anyway.
*sighs*
I'm sorry Matty.
*shakes head*
Maybe this wasn't the best idea.

[[Plus they haven't actually had a sex scene as a couple yet, I'd quite like it to be less emo more hot sexy sex.]]

Matty wrote:

((Yeah, the reason why Matt is so hesitant and like "What the hell do I do?" About it all, is that I have no idea what they should do! LOL. Help meee!

And eek! OW! Sorry!))

((I was gonna suggest having Brian on top of Matt. Like riding his lap. Or Matt fucking him from behind laying on his side? Thats normally what straight couples do. -shrugs-))

-Sighs-
Yeah okay Zacky.
-Sniffs while on phone waiting for him to come back-
That was the best I have had since I left him... But now I am just upset he's not here.
-Nods-
I'll get to California if it kills me... I've got about seventy percent of the cost already, just a few more weeks and I'll have enough...

-Climbs off of-
-Smiles and kisses-
We'll save it, yeah?
-Grins-
But, until then...
-Licks lip and looks at Brian's cock-
You know what we can do instead that could cause absolutely no problems?
-Winks-

-Comes back-
-picks up the phone-
Hey. I'm back...and clean.
-laughs nervously-
I'm sorry, but I've gotta go.
Matt says he needs to use the phone...
Sorry.
Why am I lying to him? Maybe because I can't stand hearing his voice knowing he's no going to walk through that door and make sweet love to me anytime soon.
-chokes up-
I'll call you, yeah?
-bites lip-

*smirks*
What would that be then, Matty?
*laughs*
At least he can pretend my cock's someone else's, that hasn't changed. Although with all my fucking whining I'm surprised it hasn't turned into a fucking vagina!
*involuntarily shudders*
I hate that word.

Awww!!
Anyway you can persuade him to keep you on a little longer?
-Pouts-
But okay, I understand, it's his phone.
I... okay I'll talk to you later, I guess then. If we can get hold of eachother that is. Haha. We also have all this timezone thing...
-Sighs-
But it's okay...
I'll talk to you later then, I guess.

Ok. Yeah. I have to go.
Bye.
I love you...
-hungs up-
-puts phone back down on the receiver-
-sighs and cradles head in hands-
Why is this so hard?

-Looks at-
I'm making you shudder am I?
-Grins and moves closer towards-
-Kisses lips softly-
-Moves lips along body moving down slowly-
Mmm...
-Moves kisses to bottom of stomach and then to dick-
-Smiles before licking tip slightly-
-Sucks at head and lifting head up to look at Brian-

Bye.
-Hears phone hang up-
-Cleans self up and puts phone back-
-Sighs-
That was incredible just talking to him...
But why did he hang up so fast?