RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Matt wrote:: -Blinks-
I think... I don't remember exactly what was said last night. But I know I meant every word of what I said to you.
-Starts driving car again-
You said something to me before I fell asleep. I remember now. I was fighting with myself to stay awake and to reply. It was about... the ring and me and the future and how we felt and stuff.
There was so much stuff I wanted to say in reply to that, but couldn't.
-Looks infront of not making eyecontact with Brian-
I just hope one day I will be able to give you my answer to everything you said to me.
-Smiles and enters school grounds-
But yeah, school now. We can... talk some other time.
-Nods-

Me too.
*smiles*
I think we should ban alcohol in our house. Would get rid of any mornings like this, any of that whole trying to remember thing.
*laughs*
Thanks for not hating me.

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I can have the dreads. -dances- And the car is looking spiffeh. Now, i have to look for a skull gearknob on ebay. LOL.))

((Wow awesome! Does it beat my big yellow car though? LOL

MUSTARD CARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!))

((Of course it does! Cos it will be decked out in chrome, black wheels, black painted leather, skulls and stickers. Wooooooo!))

((*Blinks* And your parents will drive around in that? Whoa awesome. Mine would be like NO WAY! Kinda thing. Yeah, they're lame. -Nods-))

((Dude. This is gonna be MY CAR!!! When I learn to drive, it will be MY CAR!!! Does it matter if my parents will be driving around in it? Not really. Cos it is MY CAR!))

((oooooooooooooooooh that makes more SENSE now. I thought it was your new family car. LOL))

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I can have the dreads. -dances- And the car is looking spiffeh. Now, i have to look for a skull gearknob on ebay. LOL.))

((Wow awesome! Does it beat my big yellow car though? LOL

MUSTARD CARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!))

((Of course it does! Cos it will be decked out in chrome, black wheels, black painted leather, skulls and stickers. Wooooooo!))

[[That sounds fucking awesome! Haha. I can't drive, I take the bus. Yeah, I'm hardcore.]]

Quote :: Me too.
*smiles*
I think we should ban alcohol in our house. Would get rid of any mornings like this, any of that whole trying to remember thing.
*laughs*
Thanks for not hating me.

-Smiles and parks car-
-Turns to face Brian-
Alcohol can be good. Can let us do what we want and say what we are too scared to say when we are sober.
But true, I hate not remembering. And then there is the time like now when it all comes back to you.
I would say and you regret everything you said, but I don't. I'm glad you know how I feel now.
-Smiles-
And of course I don't hate you. Why would I? And more importantly how could I? Haha.
-Pats leg-
Thank YOU is what I should be saying. Haha.

Brian wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I can have the dreads. -dances- And the car is looking spiffeh. Now, i have to look for a skull gearknob on ebay. LOL.))

((Wow awesome! Does it beat my big yellow car though? LOL

MUSTARD CARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!))

((Of course it does! Cos it will be decked out in chrome, black wheels, black painted leather, skulls and stickers. Wooooooo!))

[[That sounds fucking awesome! Haha. I can't drive, I take the bus. Yeah, I'm hardcore.]]

((My dad has a thing bout buses. He dun like them, he wants me to be driving as soon as possible. ))

((I need to find my goddamn drivers licence. LOL IT IS SOMEWHERE AROUND HERE!! *Searches*
*Whines and looks behind at HOB*
Are they cooked yeeeet?))

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I can have the dreads. -dances- And the car is looking spiffeh. Now, i have to look for a skull gearknob on ebay. LOL.))

((Wow awesome! Does it beat my big yellow car though? LOL

MUSTARD CARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!))

((Of course it does! Cos it will be decked out in chrome, black wheels, black painted leather, skulls and stickers. Wooooooo!))

((*Blinks* And your parents will drive around in that? Whoa awesome. Mine would be like NO WAY! Kinda thing. Yeah, they're lame. -Nods-))

((Dude. This is gonna be MY CAR!!! When I learn to drive, it will be MY CAR!!! Does it matter if my parents will be driving around in it? Not really. Cos it is MY CAR!))

((oooooooooooooooooh that makes more SENSE now. I thought it was your new family car. LOL))

((LOL NOOOOOOOO! Why would we, we already have like three other cars. Well, 4 if you count the mini but that is now sold to some chick on ebay with and eyebrow piercing. :suspect: ))

Matt wrote:: -Smiles and parks car-
-Turns to face Brian-
Alcohol can be good. Can let us do what we want and say what we are too scared to say when we are sober.
But true, I hate not remembering. And then there is the time like now when it all comes back to you.
I would say and you regret everything you said, but I don't. I'm glad you know how I feel now.
-Smiles-
And of course I don't hate you. Why would I? And more importantly how could I? Haha.
-Pats leg-
Thank YOU is what I should be saying. Haha.

Yeah, I guess there is that aspect of things.
*laughs*
I'm glad I know too... and I'm glad you know about me too. You do know, don't you? Or is that still kind of a blur?
I never regret what I say. Life's too short, everything happens for a reason and all that bullshit.
*smiles*
Well, we can't really sit in here all day... as much as I'd prefer it to having to deal with the bastards in my classes.

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:: ((WWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I can have the dreads. -dances- And the car is looking spiffeh. Now, i have to look for a skull gearknob on ebay. LOL.))

((Wow awesome! Does it beat my big yellow car though? LOL

MUSTARD CARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!))

((Of course it does! Cos it will be decked out in chrome, black wheels, black painted leather, skulls and stickers. Wooooooo!))

((*Blinks* And your parents will drive around in that? Whoa awesome. Mine would be like NO WAY! Kinda thing. Yeah, they're lame. -Nods-))

((Dude. This is gonna be MY CAR!!! When I learn to drive, it will be MY CAR!!! Does it matter if my parents will be driving around in it? Not really. Cos it is MY CAR!))

((oooooooooooooooooh that makes more SENSE now. I thought it was your new family car. LOL))

((LOL NOOOOOOOO! Why would we, we already have like three other cars. Well, 4 if you count the mini but that is now sold to some chick on ebay with and eyebrow piercing. :suspect: ))

((I dunno, you already have 3/4 cars for two people, why not get another? LOL))

[[Haha, it's fucking pissing it down here. My dad has to come home on a bike in it. That'll teach him to give me shit for no reason like yesterday.]]

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:: -Smiles and parks car-
-Turns to face Brian-
Alcohol can be good. Can let us do what we want and say what we are too scared to say when we are sober.
But true, I hate not remembering. And then there is the time like now when it all comes back to you.
I would say and you regret everything you said, but I don't. I'm glad you know how I feel now.
-Smiles-
And of course I don't hate you. Why would I? And more importantly how could I? Haha.
-Pats leg-
Thank YOU is what I should be saying. Haha.

Yeah, I guess there is that aspect of things.
*laughs*
I'm glad I know too... and I'm glad you know about me too. You do know, don't you? Or is that still kind of a blur?
I never regret what I say. Life's too short, everything happens for a reason and all that bullshit.
*smiles*
Well, we can't really sit in here all day... as much as I'd prefer it to having to deal with the bastards in my classes.

I think I know. But I mean, if you ever wanna refresh my memory and tell me again, I won't say no though. Haha.
And yeah I guess, maybe we were meant to know.
-Shrugs-
And true, we better get going...
-Doesn't move from car-
This is the worst part of the morning. Actually stepping out the car, leaving you and going to teach.
-Moans-
-Smiles-

Brian wrote:: [[Haha, it's fucking pissing it down here. My dad has to come home on a bike in it. That'll teach him to give me shit for no reason like yesterday.]]

((LOLsoMUCH.))

((Ok so fast forward, uh when? I'ma guessing Matt and Syn don't do anything abpit all this and carries on as usual, Syn and Zacky need a talk about it all and then fast forward? I don't know, we keep saying FAST FORWARD TOMORROW but it never happens. LOL

Ps: I love it when my mom goes out
*Is sitting in front room with giant TV and Kerrang with coke, laptop and sandwich*
*Begs for them not to come back anytime soon* Hahahaha))

Matt wrote:

Brian wrote:

Matt wrote:: -Smiles and parks car-
-Turns to face Brian-
Alcohol can be good. Can let us do what we want and say what we are too scared to say when we are sober.
But true, I hate not remembering. And then there is the time like now when it all comes back to you.
I would say and you regret everything you said, but I don't. I'm glad you know how I feel now.
-Smiles-
And of course I don't hate you. Why would I? And more importantly how could I? Haha.
-Pats leg-
Thank YOU is what I should be saying. Haha.

Yeah, I guess there is that aspect of things.
*laughs*
I'm glad I know too... and I'm glad you know about me too. You do know, don't you? Or is that still kind of a blur?
I never regret what I say. Life's too short, everything happens for a reason and all that bullshit.
*smiles*
Well, we can't really sit in here all day... as much as I'd prefer it to having to deal with the bastards in my classes.

I think I know. But I mean, if you ever wanna refresh my memory and tell me again, I won't say no though. Haha.
And yeah I guess, maybe we were meant to know.
-Shrugs-
And true, we better get going...
-Doesn't move from car-
This is the worst part of the morning. Actually stepping out the car, leaving you and going to teach.
-Moans-
-Smiles-

*smiles*
Okay, I'll refresh your memory.
*fake slurs*
I love you with every fucking beat of me, Matt.
*changes voice to normal*
And I really want to kiss you right now... but I'm pretty sure you couldn't handle the whole "Mr S and Mr H are fucking" rumours so soon after coming out.
*laughs*
Besides I need to talk to Zacky, which I'm really not looking forward to.
And yeah, it sucks but the sooner we leave, the sooner the teaching's over and the sooner we can get back to ice cream.

-Smiles-
I remember everything. But thankyou.
-Pecks cheek and opens door and gets out-
They probably think we're fucking anyway. I mean, Johnny thought so...and hello? We are both gay and share a house, work together and share a car. I wouldn't be surprised if there was rumours about us.
-Shrug-
I don't care anyway.
-Smiles-
Goodluck with Zacky.
-Blinks-
What are you going to say to him anyway? That we got drunk last night? He must know we do that a lot...
-Shrugs-
But whatever.
-Looks towards field-
PE first. I have Zacky's class first. You might be able to catch him near the gym, whatever.
-Shrugs-

-looks over at clock-
-sighs-
Why can't this day just end already?
Why can't I just end already?
-lifts head up-
Oh no Zacky. We aren't going down that road again.
-breathes-
I just gotta find something to do.
Erm...

-Meows-

-looks down at floor at little black cat-
-smiles some-
Hey Sooty.

-jumps onto Zacky's lap-
-tries to kiss Zacky's nose-

-laughs some-
Aww.
-strokes Sooty-
-sighs-
At least I have the cats.

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Where is he?
-Looks around outside of changing rooms-
-Gets phone out of pocket and texts-

Zacky, where are you? Are you staying off today? Sorry about everything, wish I could be there for you and make everything okay. TB. Love you Micky xx

-Sighs and sends to Zacky-
Probably a little boyfriend like but I don’t give a shit..
-Looks around-
Where’s Sanders? Or is he too busy out with Haner breaking Zacky’s heart?
-Sighs-

Yeah, I guess that's true.
*sighs*
*leans against car*
*backs away from*
Sorry, sorry... the paintwork's fine.
I'm just going to have to tell Zacky the truth. That I do love him but it can't go on. I do love him, Matt. I just... you're you, you know?
*laughs*
Christ, I'm not making sense.
Lead the way, I'll see if I can find him.

-Grabs Brian's arm-
Brian you can't do this! You can't just ruin everything you have for Zacky for me! You'll break his heart! I could... I could never live myself knowing it was all my fault!!
-Sighs-
Please think about whatever you are going to do before doing it okay? I love you. A lot. But... I don't want you to make a huge mistake that you'll regret for the rest of your life, okay?
-Nods towards gym-
That way.

-scratches Sooty's head-
-hears phone vibrate-
-reads text-
Mick.
-sighs-

I'm staying home. I couldn't face him. I knew I'd break down. Thank you for last night. Love you so much man. Zacky. x

-puts phone on lap-

-Reads text-
Whoa shit.
-Replies-
Do you want me to skip school and come to yours? You know I will man, anything for you. I love you so much, I want you to be okay. Micky xxx
-Growls-
Seriously if I see Haner or Sanders I will not be responsible for my actions.
-Sees kids looking-
WHAT?!
-Sees them back away slowly-
-Scowls-

What the fuck am I supposed to do, Matt? Carry on with Zacky pretending I have no feelings for you? Matt, we have never told each other the whole fucking truth before and we've been a fuckload more drunk than we were last night. That meant something, we were supposed to do that. It was supposed to be now.
Fuck! How can you do this? Encourage me to tell you and then... just tell me that you don't want me to end things with Zacky. It's fucking cruel! You really think my relationship with him is going to be able to last now I know what I know?
It wouldn't be fair on him to carry on knowing my heart's not completely in it. But I'll think about it all, if that's what you want.

((Picture time to lighten the mooooooooooood...

Spoiler:

Micky wrote:: -Reads text-
Whoa shit.
-Replies-
Do you want me to skip school and come to yours? You know I will man, anything for you. I love you so much, I want you to be okay. Micky xxx
-Growls-
Seriously if I see Haner or Sanders I will not be responsible for my actions.
-Sees kids looking-
WHAT?!
-Sees them back away slowly-
-Scowls-

-reads text-
-sighs-
-texts back-
I just want to be alone. Sorry. Zacky. x
-sends-
:(

Zacky wrote:

((Picture time to lighten the mooooooooooood...

Spoiler:

[[Go Zacky! Do your little spazzy dance! And I love the pictures of him with his tongue out, they're adorable!]]

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