RP:// Zacky Haner. Mr Haner 4 Zacky Baker. I love Mr Haner..

Last edited by on Thu Jul 26, 2007 9:23 am; edited 1 time in total

*drops into seat behind desk*
*tries to stop grinning*
Fuck.
*rests head on desk*
I hate choosing, I'm so indecisive. Christ, I spend two hours in an ice-cream parlor deciding on what flavour to have.
*grabs sheet of paper*
*writes Z and M along top*
*starts writing things down*
Z:
Sweet, loving, funny, gorgeous, devoted, loyal, amazing, doesn't know I'm an idiot...
M:
Hot. ~~Very, very hot. Stupidly hot in fact. So hot he makes me look ugly.~~ Best friend since forever, knows everything about me, loves me regardless, doesn't care that I'm an idiot.
*sighs*
*writes under Matt list*
Just Matt.
*underlines three times*
*bangs head again*

You wanna know how I know? Remember a prank call last night by a coupla kids? That was me and Zacky? We heard you and him declare your undying love for each other.
-Rolls eyes-
What the fuck are you doing? Fooling around behind Zacky’s back? Seriously how could you do this to him? He’s just a kid!

[[BRB, my dad's singing in German again so my dinners ready. :roll:]]

Mick, listen to me. Brian is not cheating on Zacky with me, seriously.
Not a lie.. He isn’t..
We were DRUNK last night, ok? DRUNK! We all do stupid things when we are drunk, you should know…
I’m sorry okay, but it was just a drunken night, that is all…
Uh, kinda…

I don’t care, seriously, you cant justify yourself with this.
And how dare you try and fling that back at me, we are young and drunk and fooled around, it meant nothing, unlike you two.
-Glares at and shoves roughly-
You have no idea how Zacky is right now, he is heartbroken…

Mick, seriously. I appreciate you doing this for him, you’re a good friend, but you don’t know the whole story, okay?
-Looks at-
Mick, seriously, is something else behind this. Why are you so protective of Zacky? Why are you two so angry at us? We haven’t done anything! We were just drunk, is all.

-Looks at-
What do you think? I love Zacky or something.
-Rolls eyes and laughs slightly-
He is my best friend, okay? And we heard his boyfriend tell his best friend AKA you that he loved you, okay? You understand why I wanna kick your ass for this, right?
-Glares at-

Look Mick, I understand, okay? But seriously, don’t do anything until you know the full story. We were drunk okay. Plus, I am just Matt, okay? I’m not Brian too. And besides, Brian and Zacky has nothing to do with me and you, okay? It’s their relationship, not ours.

I know.
-Sighs and calms down-
I know. It’s just…
-Gets tears in eyes-
I can’t stand to see him like this, you know? I like him a lot, and I don’t like it when he is upset.
-Looks down-
I love him so much. He deserves better than this.
-Sighs-

-Blinks-
Mick, uh, is there something you wanna get off your chest? I mean, a lot of the students come to me when they have something they wanna admit or need advice for or for someone to listen…
How do you really feel about Zacky?

Yeah change the subject... make him not mad anymore...

-Blinks at-
Sir I...
This isn't exactly the time I...
-Chews lip-
Maybe he can help, it’s not like anyone else can right now..
Sir, I… I like Zacky a lot. But… I’m straight so…
-Shrugs-

-Sighs-
Fuck not this situation…
-Looks at Mick-
-Breathes-
Listen to me Mick, seriously this is important that you listen, okay?
Uh…
-Thinks-
This exact same thing happened to me when I was your age, okay? I thought I was straight but I happened to be in love with my best friend, who was a guy. And you know what I did about it? Nothing. And that was the biggest mistake I have ever made.
-Sighs-
But it's okay... It’s okay, I am… over it now. Just… I didn’t do anything about it cos I thought he wouldn’t go for me, wouldn’t like me or whatever, and it hurt me so much but I decided not to tell him how I feel. And now ten years later there is nothing more I regret than that.

Whoa…
But what has this got to do with me?
Why are you telling me this?

You’re the same with Zacky right? Look Mick, seriously, you need to tell him, there is nothing more I want you to do right now, okay? It’s a lot different with you, he is dating someone he is massively in love with, and yeah, my friend was too, but he wasn’t as in love with Mr Haner as Zacky is. But still, there seriously is no harm in saying. Seriously.

-Bites lip-
I guess you’re right, I mean, I do need to tell him.
But what happens if he doesn’t feel the same and start avoiding me and stuff? I don’t think I could be able to handle that.

If he really is your best friend, it wouldn’t matter. And it is definitely better to tell him. Isn’t it better to know the truth rather than ten years later be reminiscing with him about what could have been?

Okay. I… I’ll tell him. At some point. But seriously, if it fucks up our relationship I’m blaming you, okay?
-Smiles-

Okay.
Just… don’t make the same mistake I did. But don’t expect Zacky to feel the same. Just… it’s just a good thing that he knows. Definitely.
-Nods-
Now you had better go get changed for my lesson.
I'm sorry about everything, okay? I think Brian'll talk to Zacky later. And at some point, you need to too, okay?
-Smiles-

Fuck I am supposed to be mad at him...

-Looks at-
Uhh, yeah thanks Mr Sanders.
-Leaves office and runs to changing room-

I am still angry at him... But the bastard is right, I do need to talk to Zacky. Dammit. I hate him for being right. Grrr...

((That was actually insane))

-Watches Micky leave-
-Sighs-
-Fishes phone out of pocket-
-Phones Brian-
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck...

*snores softly*
*hears phone*
*lifts head up off desk, paper stuck to forehead*
*eyes focus on Just Matt*
*pulls phone from pocket*
*flips open*
*says sleepily*
Hello?

-Smiles-
Were you sleeping in class again Bri?
-Shakes head-
Never mind, anyway, we gotta problem. I just talked to Mick. Zacky's not in today...
But that isn't the worst thing...

Mmph, I might have been but I have no class right now so fuck it...
*yanks paper from forehead*
*yawns*
Zacky's not here? I really don't want to do this while he's ill. What's the worst bit?

-Sighs-
Mick came after me...
He was ready to beat me up, he was so mad at me...
-Breathes-
As it turns out...
-Sighs-
...Them prank callers last night were Zacky and Mick. And they heard everything we said to eachother, all the love stuff...
Zacky is at home, heartbroken, according to Mick.
-Sniffs-
I'm so sorry.

*sits up straight*
Zacky knows?
Oh God...
*rubs forehead*
I feel like such an asshole.
*gets up from desk*
*pulls on jacket*
I've got to go and talk to him.

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