RP:]] The Best Little Whorehouse in Orange County! XD

Zacky and I have been fooling around for years and Bert hasn't suspected a thing, why should anything be different with us? Bert's not a hitman, Zacky's just jealous that he's not found this.
[[Cue Syn getting shot in the face. Hm, that could be interesting. How he copes losing his looks...]]
I'll respect whatever you choose to do.
But I can't promise I'll be happy with it.

Syn, I dont know.
I really dont. I cant stand to see Zacky so angry at us.
-Bites lip-
-Looks and grins at-
I guess I could be persuaded though ;)
-Laughs-
Okay seriously, I actually don't know.
I kinda need to talk to Zacky about it, I think. When he talks to me, that is. And not ignore me when I tried to talk to him.
-Shrug-

[[Kerrang know nothing. This Velvet Revolver album's good!]]

He can't stay mad forever.
I mean, who'd watch his porn if he did?
*smiles weakly*
*lays head on shoulder*
Don't let him ruin this for us.
Please.

-Looks at-
I'm not gonna let hi ruin it.
I just... I hope he will be okay. He seemed really... not okay about it yesterday. Really angry with me. He stormed off, he was that mad.
And then he refused to talk to me about it today.
He's really, really not okay with it.
Do you really want to jeopardize your friendship with Zacky for just a few feelings that you have for me?

You mean the way I jeopardize my friendship with him when I fuck around with him? Zack's my best friend, I don't want to lose him but I don't want to lose what we have either.
He'll just have to get over it.

True.
But I dont know if he will get over it or not, that's the thing.
He seems really mad about it.
And I dont want him to be mad, especially all because of me.
-Strokes cheek softly-
But I dont know about you, but I think there is definitely no way I am gonna stop my feelings for you. Even though I have only seemed to have them for like, a few days.
-Smiles-
I really should stop thinking about what everyone else wants and just go with what I want, huh?

He will. It'll take him time but when he realizes we're happy, he'll have no choice. Surely he'd rather have us together and happy than apart and emo.

Stop listening to everyone else. Do what you want. Fuck, Matt, you've never been afraid to do that before. What's so different now?

Look, I'm sorry okay?
It's not just Zacky that I am worried about.
You know how I feel about this whole thing.
I promised myself that I would rather die than be with someone again.
I'm so scared of falling in love and now I have I kinda hate myself for it.
And what makes you so sure your in love with me anyway? You only just got these feelings for me, and you've never been in love with anyone before. Are you sure you're not mistaking these feelings for something else? Yeah, sure I am the only guy who wanted Brian as well as his body, I wanted to cuddle and kiss him. That made you think you love me?

I'm sorry about all this Syn, I really am. I just, really dont wanna risk being hurt again.

You're the only man I've ever been with that I could see myself giving all this up for.
You're the only man I've ever been with that I've ever been able to be myself with.
You're the only man I've ever been with that I've ever just wanted to kiss and cuddle without even needing to fuck.
You're the only man I've ever been with that's made me feel like I'm worth more than money.
You're the only man I've ever been with who's made me feel like I'd rather die than be without.

I'm pretty damn sure I'm in love with you Sanders.

:shock:
Whoa.
-Looks at-
Syn I love you so much.
And I want to be with you.
-Wraps arms around and kisses desperately-
-Pulls away-
And I'm scared. Yeah, I am scared so much of it.
But you will be able to help me.
And make it okay.
Just like I am scared of letting someone else top me.
-Bites lip-
But you can help me with that too.
And make that okay also.
-Smiles-
Like... now?
-Kisses-

*kisses back*
*breathless*
I will do everything I can to make it all okay. I promise you. I will never let you get hurt again.
And now?
*grins*
You sure?

Yeah I'm sure.
-Clings hold of shirt-
I kinda, want it really bad.
-Bites lip-
And thanks Syn. Thanks so much for being like this.
No one... no one has ever treated me this way.
Thankyou.
-Kisses-

You're welcome. It's easy, one look and I just want to make everything perfect for you.
*takes hand*
*pulls up*
*kisses softly*
Like this.

-Grins-
-Wraps arms around waist-
-Kisses back-
And I will try and do the same in return for you.
-Smiles-
-Kisses-

*smiles*
*leads into bedroom*
*kisses*
*pulls towards bed, still kissing*
*runs hands along back*
*plays with hem of shirt*
*breaks kiss*
*pulls off shirt*
*pushes gently onto bed*
God, you're amazing.
*crawls up body, kissing over stomach and pecs*
Every inch of you.
*kisses lips*
I'm so lucky.

-Lays on bed-
-Moans-
No, I am so lucky.
-Kisses-
So lucky to have you.
So lucky to have you loving me.
Never in a million years would I of thought someone like you would love me.
-Smiles-
-Kisses-
-Takes of shirt slowly-
-Throws aside-
-Kisses chest softly-
-Moans into kisses-

Guess we're both lucky.
*moans softly*
*pulls up for a kiss*
You've got me hooked on your kisses you bastard...
*runs hand down torso*
*dips fingers under hem of jeans*
*brushes softly over skin*
*pops button*
*pushes down over hips*

I'm sorry.
I dont mind though.
-Kisses-
-Helps get own jeans off-
-Kisses-
-Moves own hands to Syn's jeans-
-Kisses whilst undoing button-
-Pulls off slowly-
-Throws aside-
-Brushes hand across crotch slowly-
-Smiles-
-Kisses-

*moans softly*
No, I didn't think you would...
*grins*
*kisses deeply*
*runs hands up inside of thighs*
*ghosts hand over dick*
*breaks kiss*
*reaches for supplies*
You sure you're sure about this?

-Whimpers-
-Nods slowly-
I'm so scared though.
-Takes hand-
Just make it okay, please!
-Bites lip-
-Breathes heavily-
I'm gonna have to do it sometime, right?
And I just want you to be the person who I share it with, more than anyone else in the world.
-Kisses-
-Breathes in ear-
Brian I want you to make love to me.
Please.

*shudders*
*grins*
I'll be gentle, baby, I promise you.
I'll make this as magickal and as perfect as I can.
*kisses*
*hands supplies*
You want to do the honours?

Thankyou.
Please make it okay, please?
-Smiles-
Of course.
-Takes underwear off slowly-
-Unwraps condom-
-Puts on-
-Breathes-
Okay.
-Squirts large amount of lube into hand-
-Spreads evenly along length-
-Bites lip-
-Laughs nervously-
Ha, I've never had to lube someone else up before.
Oh god I hope this is gonna be okay.
-Tosses supplies aside-
-Voice shakes-
Okay, that's everything, right?

Nearly.
*squirts lube onto fingers*
I really don't want to hurt you baby.
*slides one finger into entrance*
Just got to prepare you a bit, okay?
*adds second finger*
*kisses*
I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

-Cries out-
-Grabs hold of-
-Evens breathing-
Shit...
-Closes eyes-
-Get's used to feeling-
-Breathes-
I'm okay... I'm okay...

*scissors fingers*
I'm sorry.
I just don't want it to hurt too bad.
*pulls fingers out*
*kisses*
Okay.
*lines up with entrance*
*slowly pushes in*
*groans*
Oh fuck...

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