RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Well, I hang at places like this.
You don't like these places.
These places make me feel good about myself.
You can hang with me, but you don't want to so
-shrugs-
I don't know.

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

-Looks at Zacky-
Dude, have you only just met him?
And you let him... touch you like that?
Damn Zacky.
-Looks at-
You look different.
What the hell has happened to you? You've completely changed...

I had a hair cut, I was in need of one anyway.
You like it?
-runs hand though hair-
And the clothes, I had money from my grandma.
I liked them so...
I brought them.

-Nods-
You look good Zacky
Real good
You just... look nothing like how you used to. It's like... a complete change. You're like... completely different...

I'm still me!
I have just always wanted to dress like this but never had the guts to.
Now I do.
Thanks to you Matt.

I know you are still Zacky.
But you said last night that Zacky Baker has left now.
You haven't just changed on the outside, you have on this inside too.
Have you ever thought that maybe, we wouldnt like the new you? That we would think the new you is an over-confident asshole, or were you too busy completely changing "to get over me" to forget all that?

Syn wrote:

*sigh*
I just don't want to see you get hurt. These guys may seem cool but some of them are really troubled. I don't want them to drag you down and make you believe that the worlds a bad place.

Syn.
You and I both know that the world sucks.
Seriously.
I'm a big boy, I can make my own mind up.
Besides, you know I am a good judge of character.
I can sniff out a fake from a mile away.
Thats why I am not talking to him.
-points at sceneo guy with about six girls and makes a face-

Zacky.
You can hang out here.
You can be friends with people who hate me.
-Glares at David who is standing nearby-
You can dress and act like this.

All I want is for you to forgive me for everything.
And to still be my best friend.
I dont want to loose you as a friend because of this.

Matt wrote:

I know you are still Zacky.
But you said last night that Zacky Baker has left now.
You haven't just changed on the outside, you have on this inside too.
Have you ever thought that maybe, we wouldnt like the new you? That we would think the new you is an over-confident asshole, or were you too busy completely changing "to get over me" to forget all that?

I was pissed.
I had just found out the guy I was in love with.
And still is in love with.
Didn't want me.
Sure I have changed on the outside and I may act a little different.
But I am still Zacky.
Come on, ask me something.
I bet I can answer it.
-laughs-

Fine.
You want me to ask you something, I will.

How do you feel about me now? You hate me, right?
See, I dont want you to hate me, that's what I am trying to do.
I am sorry for everything, okay?
We had a good time together. Dont try to deny it. I'm with Syn now, but I will still admit it was a hell of a good time.
But I'm sorry It's over.
I just will be more sorry if I loose my best friend, is all.

Matt wrote:

Zacky.
You can hang out here.
You can be friends with people who hate me.
-Glares at David who is standing nearby-
You can dress and act like this.

All I want is for you to forgive me for everything.
And to still be my best friend.
I dont want to loose you as a friend because of this.

They only hate you because you came in going "eww I'm infected by emo!" you'd hate someone that did that to you in your place.

And Matt, I will be your friend, I have a reason to hate you but I can try and forget. But you have to give me some time.

Matt wrote:

Fine.
You want me to ask you something, I will.

How do you feel about me now? You hate me, right?
See, I dont want you to hate me, that's what I am trying to do.
I am sorry for everything, okay?
We had a good time together. Dont try to deny it. I'm with Syn now, but I will still admit it was a hell of a good time.
But I'm sorry It's over.
I just will be more sorry if I loose my best friend, is all.

I have reasons to hate you.
But I am a bigger person to know that I shouldn't be bothered by them.
Otherwise it is gonna eat me from the inside.
When did I deny that we had a good time together?
Seriously.

Syn wrote:

The world's not that bad. I mean, yeah, it has it's shitty side but it can be really great. Oh Christ, I'm turning into Oprah. Just, be careful yeah?

I've had some hardship in my life. I know the world ain't that great.
-smiles at-
And as I have said, give me some credit.

I dont hate you Zacky.
I want you to be okay.
I want you not to hate me, and to be okay with everything.
And not to change completely.
-Touches softly-
I dont want the Zacky I knew and loved to leave. I really dont.
-Smiles-

But if you think you need to be some over-confident jerk to prove that you're okay, then fine. Your choice.

Syn wrote:

[[Haha! Matt's a pansy. Can't take a cock up the ass that boy:

Spoiler:

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((LOL!!))

Matt wrote:

I dont hate you Zacky.
I want you to be okay.
I want you not to hate me, and to be okay with everything.
And not to change completely.
-Touches softly-
I dont want the Zacky I knew and loved to leave. I really dont.
-Smiles-

But if you think you need to be some over-confident jerk to prove that you're okay, then fine. Your choice.

I am not over-confident!
I am just trying to be more independent!
I can't go around hiding behind you two all my life.
I have to do somethings for myself for once.

Look.
I gotta go to the bathroom real quick.
I will be back though.
-runs in the direction of the bathrooms-

((FOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!))

True.
But you dont have to go yell, punching and screaming at us.
Changing yourself completely and getting new friends who...
-Looks at David-
Seems to only want you for your look cos he sure as hell dont even know you.
But...
-Shrugs-
You're a big boy, you can make your own decisions, I guess.

Zacky wrote:

Look.
I gotta go to the bathroom real quick.
I will be back though.
-runs in the direction of the bathrooms-

((FOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!))

Okay Zacky.
-Clings to Syn-
Ha, you wanna look around for a bit while he's in there? Make fun of some of the shops and kids or something? Haha.

-Grins-
Okay.
-Grabs hold of-
And I mean what I say about if any emos touch you by the way.
-Kisses arm-
Haha.
Okay....
-Looks around-
:o Holy shit there is more emos!
-Grabs hold of tighter-
Syn, why the fuck are we here?

Okay next time we need to talk to Zacky let's meet up in his basement. Not here.
-Grins-
And if they try to rape you, I will be there. Hahaha.
Protecting your ass. Hahaa.
-Holds on to-
Let's go into one of the emo shops and make fun of the clothes, shall we.
:O we should so try them on. I wanna see what you would like in skinny girl jeans and a studded belt. Hahaha.
-Holds hand and walks into shop-
-Looks at little emo boys walking out-
BOO!
-Laughs insanely when they jump-
Ahhh I am so mean... haha.

Hahahaha....
-Touches ass-
Yeah, your ass is to big to fit into them jeans. Hahaha.
-Smirks at clothes-
Haha, I think everyone in the shop is glaring at us.
We could make out in the middle again. But I dont think these guys would be that bothered with two guys making out as apposed to the old ladies from outside. Haha.
-Grins-

Hey.
Where did my friends go?

What the buff guys?
They went into that shop.
They're fucking dickheads Zacky.
Why do you hang with them?

They have being my best friends for years.
And Matt, used to be my boyfriend.

That jerk was your boyfriend.

He wasn't a jerk then.
He is now.
He left me for my other best friend.

:shock:
No way!
What a dickhead.
How could he do that to you?
You seem so sweet.

-shrugs-

Awww.
-hugs-
Guys, group hug.

-laughs-
-hugs David friends-
Ahhh being squeezed.
haha.