RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Syn wrote:

[[I'm not great with love scenes either to be honest. I get kinda... embarrassed. I know it's daft but meh...]]

((I'll tell you in PM...it's ..uhm..I dont want them to.. -shuts up and goes off to send you PM-))

((I'm back! sorry, I was eating my dinner and Jo's mum stole her laptop so...HI!))

Syn wrote:

[[Hmph. I don't know if I'll ever be able to forgive you.
*huffs in corner*
Yeah, that lasted a long time, I'm bored already.]]

((I'm sorry!! -hugs- I need to eat or I'll die. LOL.))

((While Jo's not here. I should start my Shadows/CoreyTaylor slash.))

Syn wrote:

[[Heh, FINE! Honestly, you should just have a food drip hooked up to you like I do. All RP-ers should.

Oh God, I mentioned I was role-playing with my dad the other day and he's all "What? Like Dungeons and Dragons? You nerd.", I then went on to explain it was bandslash roleplay. He's avoided me ever since.]]

((LOL. My parents say I spend too much time on here as it is. They need to see me even if it is for like 15 minutes. Just to know i am still alive.))

Syn wrote:

[[But Corey's ginger! GINGER PUBES! GINGER PUUUUUUBES!!! Do you really want to subject Shadows to that?]]

((Erm...yes! Got anything better? I have NO story lines at all.))

Syn wrote:

[[Storylines? I'm struggling with them myself. I want to write something based on Maz Manson's User Friendly but I can only really write it as Synacky and I want to avoid that whole scene for a while, help to repopulate the world with Bratt.]]

((I want to do something different. Thats why I thought of Corey/Shadows. I had an idea of Zacky/EricGriffin but I don't know.))

Syn wrote:

[[Both of those could probably work pretty well. I mean, Corey's like the crowned price of modern metal and Matt's like a pretender to the throne in a way. Oooh there could be rivalry.]]

((Thats what I was thinking! Man, we must be working on the same wave-length. What was I thinking for the Eric/Zacky story then? Muhaha!))

Syn wrote:

[[Sex in a giant apple pie?]]

((Close. LOL. I was thinking vampires but I can sense the whole "Zacky and the giant apple uncensored" thing you got going there. LOL.))

Zacky?

((DAMN MY MOTHER!))

-is upstairs sitting in the dark with music on crying-

-Looks at Syn-
I dont know what to do.
I mean, what CAN i do?
I can comfort him...
But that doesnt seem to be enough.
The only thing that will help would be if James and the others stopped.
But... that is never gonna happen. Well, it might do. But not now.
-Sighs-

-Sighs-
I know.
He just... its not enough for him right now.
I can try and be there for him, and comfort him.
But he said so himself, it isnt gonna make it better.
And then he thinks I am only with him because of that...
And then he starts... i dont know... acting strangely.
I dont know what to do!
I can be there for him, hell I've been doing that for the passed 4 days!
But... that is all I can do.
And it isnt enough for him...
I dont know what to do Syn!

Whoa yeah...
But that totally wasnt why though! I got together with you and him cos I really, really loved you and wanted to be your boyfriend.
And... yeah. I think that's all I can do, I guess.
-Slumps onto sofa-
I would go up there. But he told me not to... I...think he needs to be alone right now.
I cant help.
It's just Syn, the only thing I thought I could do well was to... do what I always do, just protect, comfort, whatever.
But i cant even do that right.
Zacky is still scared stiff, days later.
You're... I dont know know what you are.
I try to help, but I cant do it.
It's not good enough.
That's the only thing I have felt I was good at, which is why I always step in and do it.
But if I'm not good at that then... what the fuck am I good at?