RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Zacky wrote:

It's not that easy.
I mean, some of the times i don't even know I have done it.
Sometimes i could be just sitting in my underwear randomly playing with a safety pin and then about a minute later i look down and there is just loads of little cuts there.
It's just a fucking stupid habit!
But, I don't want to die, thats the thing.
I have no plans of suicide, at all, I just...need to.

I guess it is a habit.
But you do need to stop.
-Eyes flicker to wrists-
Zacky.. there is nothing there...

-looks at Matt-
What?
Nothing where?
-looks around the room-

Zacky, you say you cut yourself.
But there is nothing on your wrists! No scars or cuts....
Unless.... you do it somewhere else...

I don't do it on my wrists.
-sighs-
I guess, I better show you.
-grabs the bottom of pants leg and rolls up to above the knee-
It's just that leg though.
-bites lip-
This is why I never wear shorts.
-laughs softly-

Whoa....
Zacky...
:shock: ...
I....
-Bites lip-
-Hugs-
Zacky we are gonna help you with this, okay?
I swear to god, no matter what it takes, we are gonna help you...

Thanks Matt but it really isn't as bad as it looks.
Some of them don't even scar so...
-rubs leg-
Maybe I could say I cut myself shaving.
-laughs-
-pause-
You guys, this is the reason I don't want to get intimate with Mick.

That makes sense...
You cant hide it forever, you know.
I know you cant "just stop"
But can you try and stop? For me...
It killed me to see you do this before. It's gonna now too...

I know Matt and I am sorry for that.
You guys did help me, please don't feel like you failed me.
I failed myself.
My mum knows now.
She's going to take me to the doctors about it.

Zacky wrote:

I know Matt and I am sorry for that.
You guys did help me, please don't feel like you failed me.
I failed myself.
My mum knows now.
She's going to take me to the doctors about it.

-Takes hand-
Zacky, you did not fail yourself, okay?
And good... I just... I want you to get better...
I want you to be okay Zacky.
-Hugs-

I am okay I swear.
I just...I have my moments.
-laughs-
Matt, your the best.

[Awww this is sad :(]
Zacky, it's really something you shouldn't do..
I mean... if your best friends can't even help you...
Then maybe it's much more serious then you thought..

I know I am... :) Ha...
I want you to be okay Zacky... I can't stand to see you like this...
-Eyes flicker towards lips-
No Matt....

What Matt said.
Just don't do anything stupid
What would we do if we lost you buddy??
And I'm sorry again...
-Smiles-

Matt wrote:

I know I am... :) Ha...
I want you to be okay Zacky... I can't stand to see you like this...
-Eyes flicker towards lips-
No Matt....

[SLUT SLUT OLD ROLEPLAY SLUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]


xDD

-looks up at Matt-
What is he thinking?
-forgets Frank is there-
((Sorry Frankie!))

Matt...
-groans-
-leans forward and kisses softly-

Dont do it, dont do it, dont do it, dont do it
-Pauses-
Okay this has gotten awkward
Dont kiss him! You have Syn! He has Mick! You dont even want him that way, you are just.... i dont know what you are!

Whoa, never expected him to kiss me first...
-Closes eyes-
-Kisses softly-
-Touches cheek with hand-
What the fuck are you doing?
-Pulls away-
Shit...

Shit...
I am so sorry.
Erm..Woah.
-rubs face-
Matt, what just happened?

Ummm....
We... just kissed...
And dont be sorry... i should be sorry. You only did it cos of how you were feeling at the time... i took advantage.
-Looks away-

Wow...
That was hot
-Looks at Zacky then to Matt-
-Opens eyes wide-
-Suddenly grabs Matt in and kisses, biting lip-
-pulls away-
-looks at Zacky-
Do you get the same feeling...?

No.
I kissed you.
I'm sorry. I just.
:shock:
Oh God No.
what about Mick?!
He's gonna find out, I will blab and then...
Matt, I'm such an idiot.
I can't lose him.
He's the only boyfriend I have ever had.

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To lighten the mood:



And also... yeah, we all know how much Chloe LOVES this picture...



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Zacky it was just a kiss...

Matt wrote:

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To lighten the mood:



And also... yeah, we all know how much Chloe LOVES this picture...



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Ahahaa at the first one and the second, wow... she LOOKS like a bitch....