RP:]] Teenagers scare the living shit out of me...

Zacky man, I'm so sorry, that was really fucked up of me to say....

-wipes eyes-
Can you guys come in here?
It's not locked.
-is still sitting on the floor in the fetal position by Syn's bed-

Zacky wrote:

-wipes eyes-
Can you guys come in here?
It's not locked.
-is still sitting on the floor in the fetal position by Syn's bed-

-Bursts in-
-Sits down next to Zacky-
-Hugs tight-
I'm soooo sorry man....

-closes eyes-
-lets tears fall silently-

-Walks in slowly-
-Lowers head-
-Since next to Frank-
Sorry I got angry, man.

Zacky wrote:

-closes eyes-
-lets tears fall silently-

-Rubs back-
-Hugs again letting you rest your head on my shoulder-
It really offended you that much Zack.....?
:silent:

-lowers head-
-plays with fingers-

Zacky, what's wrong? You seem....strange today.
I mean, when I was kissing Frank you got annoyed.
And when Frank said that you got upset...
-Puts arm around-

Zacky wrote:

-lowers head-
-plays with fingers-

Zacky.. please talk....

-bites lip-
You won't tell Mick?
Will you?

Zacky wrote:

-bites lip-
You won't tell Mick?
Will you?

Not at all!!!
I may be rude and immature, but I most definitely don't tell secrets!

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Of course we won't tell Mick.
But you know Zacky, you should tell him whatever it is that is wrong. He is your boyfriend after all.

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Yeah I do.
One of the most difficult times of my life, seeing you like that...
:suspect: .... why?

Matt wrote:

Of course we won't tell Mick.
But you know Zacky, you should tell him whatever it is that is wrong. He is your boyfriend after all.

-shakes head-
I can't!
I don't know what he will say.

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Awww Zacky!
-Almost cries-

Ok, dont tell Mick.
-Hugs-
Tell us.

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Yeah I do.
One of the most difficult times of my life, seeing you like that...
:suspect: .... why?

-sighs-
I erm...-voice shakes-
I didn't stop.
I mean, I haven't stopped.
-bites lip-

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Of course we won't tell Mick.
But you know Zacky, you should tell him whatever it is that is wrong. He is your boyfriend after all.

-shakes head-
I can't!
I don't know what he will say.

You think he would get mad at that?
If anything he'd try to help, get worried
He obviously loves you Zacky, you should trust him, he wouldn't stop because of that...

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Yeah I do.
One of the most difficult times of my life, seeing you like that...
:suspect: .... why?

-sighs-
I erm...-voice shakes-
I didn't stop.
I mean, I haven't stopped.
-bites lip-

Zacky!!!!
But Why??
-Throws arms around-
Poor dear...

-cries-
I don't know why i do it!
I was just comfort when my mum wouldn't except me and then I stopped but when Jacoby started to bully me, I started again and I just can't stop.
I want to.
I just...can't.
-cries into jeans-

Zacky wrote:

Matt wrote:

Zacky wrote:

Erm...
Matt you know I told you I used to cut?
-looks at Matt-

Yeah I do.
One of the most difficult times of my life, seeing you like that...
:suspect: .... why?

-sighs-
I erm...-voice shakes-
I didn't stop.
I mean, I haven't stopped.
-bites lip-

-Hugs tight-
Zacky! I thought we got you through that!
But why Zacky?
I mean, you hav a boyfriend who loves you.
Friends who care about you.
And a great, accepting family.
Why?

Zacky wrote:

-cries-
I don't know why i do it!
I was just comfort when my mum wouldn't except me and then I stopped but when Jacoby started to bully me, I started again and I just can't stop.
I want to.
I just...can't.
-cries into jeans-

[Awww that actually kinda made me teary eyed..... plus I have goosebumps from the song I'm listening to, It's scary good!]
I think I know why... because you feel like making it bleed, is releasing pain built up inside?
Letting it go... blocking out the pain that life is causing, with pain your causing to yourself...
It sometimes takes your mind off things...
Zacky that's never the best way out of it, ever
Zacky,
-looks straight into eyes-
I know it can be fucking hard to stop
But you need to
Because it's not good
And one day it may go too far
And suicide is never the right answer, your not a quiter!
-Hugs-
Awww Zacky!

Zacky, you can do this! Be strong and quit! I mean, Jacoby... he isnt worth it! Seriously!
Dont do this to yourself, please...

It's not that easy.
I mean, some of the times i don't even know I have done it.
Sometimes i could be just sitting in my underwear randomly playing with a safety pin and then about a minute later i look down and there is just loads of little cuts there.
It's just a fucking stupid habit!
But, I don't want to die, thats the thing.
I have no plans of suicide, at all, I just...need to.