RP//: Matt sunk my battleship

Syn you are so amazing and wo...
OWWW!
Fuck...
What the hell was that?!?!?
Syn...
-Grabs stomach-
I dont know what just happened...
Oh god...

No its not! No it's fucking not! Brian, I cant loose this, I dont wanna fucking loose this... I cant... I wanna be a daddy Brian!
-Bursts into tears-
Brian...
-Closes eyes-
Whats happening? Can you see anything?
Brian?
Please let it be okay... please God... please I'll do anything... Please..

{Right now I actually really dont want to loose it. =( But i think it is impossible for it to still be okay, right?}

-Still doesnt stop crying-
It's not, it's not gonna be fucking okay, this is so typical, right now i want this baby more than anything else in the world and then i fucking go and loose it. And all because of me and my fucking big mouth!
-Cries-
Oh my god... Syn...Brian... please. Let it be okay... Please...
Where is the ambulance?!?!
Did you actually call them!?
-Cries-
Oh my god...
-Clutches stomach-
I havent felt like anything come out yet... and there hasnt been too much pain so maybe... maybe...
-looks up to the sky saying silent prayer in head-


Dear God,
Please, let me my baby be okay....
Please. I would do anything in the world if it's okay..
I want it so bad God, so bad...
If you do save my baby.. i would be the best father ever. I will stop sleeping around.. i will settle down.. look after it... spoil it and love it to pieces... please god...
You know I dont pray a lot, so you know this must mean a lot to me.
This baby is one of the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I want it more than anything in the world...
Please dont let me loose it... please...
And if it dies... i... will loose Brian... i love him so much and with the baby gone he wouldnt need to be with me anymore...
Please God... please let it be okay.. please...
Please...
Amen

-cries more-
Brian...
-Holds-

{{Mwaha Actually me too. Haha we are so laaaaame}}

Is that the ambulance outside now?
Oh god i wish they would just hurry up.
And I have no idea where Mick poofed too...
-Cries-
I cant loose this now.. i just cant...
-Kisses-

{{While I was writing it i was listening to Good Charlotte - Tha Anthem. Which made me just dance. Haha}}

Oh thankgod...
-looks at paramedics who come rushing in-
Please, let it be okay... please... tell me it is gonna be okay.. please... is it? is it gonna be okay? my baby...

Brian please dont leave me!
-Grabs hold of-

{{Random shit: What do you think should happen? And we have no one to be the paramedics right? Syn should just break the news to Matt at the hospital or something when they are alone in the room}}

{{{Oh, and all the stuff I am writing is so un-Matt like *she says while listening to warmness on the soul* awwwww anyway, it is more Zacky, I think. Anyhoo...}}}

*walks in room*
whats going on?

Ian!
-Cries out-
Umm..
Its...
Ahh
Fucking complicated.
You should read the last posts...
I am...was... am... is...was... whatever, pregnant with Syn's baby.. and now... Jepha kicked and punched me hard in the stomach...
And...
Ian i dont know what is happening now! I dont want to loose it! Please dont make me loose it! Please... dont let me...
-Grabs hold of Syn-
Dont make me loose it...
-Cries-

{OK NEXT SCENE = HOSPITAL!}
-is alone in hospital bed, after spending a few hours there. Doctors examined me, etc-
-Is asleep-
-Does not know any news-

{{Syn, you'll have to tell me the news before you leave or else i wont be able to RP all night cos i will be like... asleep. lol}}

Syn...
-Wakes up-
Syn... whats happened?
-Tears boil again-

*rushes to hospital*
*finally finds matts room noticing hes asleep*
*sits in chair by hospital bed*

Hey Ian.
-Sniffs-
Syn! Just fucking tell me what has happened, i can handle it, just tell me!

matt hun you should calm down
*smiles weakly*

How can i calm down when i dont know whether or not my baby is alive or dead?!
Fuck I hate Jepha... so fucking much...
-cries-
Syn!

[sorry if im alittle confused, guys can have babys in this lol and i thought syn and zacky were haveing a baby?]

:shock:

It's okay?!?!
Really?!?!?
Howw!??!!
How come it hurt? And the blood?!
Fuck our baby is fucking strong Syn! It held on.
Aww just like its daddies... awww
-Bursts into happy tears-
Syn I am so happy! I...
-Hugs-
Oh my god.. Syn you have fucking made me the happiest man in the world... I...
-Pulls closer and hugs-
It's okay! It's okay!
Ahhh
IT'S OKAY!
-Whispers-
Thankyou god. Thankyou so much.
IT'S OKAY!

{{And for some weird reason writing THAT made me well up. Awww}}